tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59795352011-11-28T07:32:25.730+08:00Cluelessa clueless place for all......Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comBlogger7641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-20529383689233739842009-06-21T22:50:00.003+08:002009-06-21T23:00:34.976+08:00selfish singaporeansianz....lunch was turned off by the ugliest of singaporean....a family of 4 person was seated around a table and they had 6 chairs....2 were empty.... and when we asked them politely whether we could take a chair from them...their answer was "NO...."and i was there just looking at them watching them from the start of their meals to the end....no one else was seated on those SPARE chairs...then Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-53692196923613652332009-04-14T23:27:00.001+08:002009-04-14T23:29:31.346+08:00wearylife has its ups and downs....so has every relationship....yet how faithful one can be....as long one other half loses faith....all things end in weary fate....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-16940383235538471492009-03-26T15:53:00.000+08:002009-03-26T15:54:11.323+08:00UpdatesI have shifted most of my attention to www.richmondtung.com for now...so this will have to suffice at the moment =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-43597447089772182872008-09-28T20:27:00.003+08:002008-09-28T21:18:45.385+08:00its hurts the most when closest....its hard to express my feelings right now... on one hand i wish i could just openly say what i need to but on the other its better not to....expectations are mounting higher with no light in sight... how do i go on from here? i am supportive of others but yet no one supports me... it's only harder when people around me are already difficult to support. i gave my all and all i had in return is an Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-61921338296846136712008-09-14T18:00:00.002+08:002008-09-14T18:03:50.741+08:00hurts....its really frustrating at times....this week has been a bad week no doubt...i guess i'm written off so badly by others i treat with respect, and am feeling sadden by it....however so....i must persevere.... not just for my own sake but for my family and a very very special other half....prayers: for pau & richmondwaiting: for directionsCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-14869282487424303622008-09-09T23:30:00.003+08:002008-09-09T23:32:12.222+08:00a prayerhey bro,am saying a little prayer here for you.... i do hope all the problems you faced will be uplifted to GOD and be taken away... let HIM give you rest from all the problems you face...we will be there for you as always and hopefully you can share and open up your fears and anxiety to us let us share your problems with you and make it all betteryour brother in christ richmond.....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-48459050218055269482008-09-03T23:40:00.001+08:002008-09-03T23:45:46.141+08:00multiple streams of income....so right now am seated beside pau trying to get our hands on something big... =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-35209828194199627012008-09-02T19:41:00.001+08:002008-09-02T19:43:37.315+08:00bbq?yeah this coming friday bbq session! not too sure if it will happen though...but thanks to paul we will plan one!yippie! now let's seeCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-16818866959725781732008-08-31T18:46:00.002+08:002008-08-31T18:51:32.359+08:00updates.....hi everyone...just so i let you know...a revamp will be up soon.i guess time after time i have delayed on certain things in life so its time to put it into action....1.) 1 more blog will be added, one on financial planning2.) updates on clueless and shunfuville are in the works....3.) more pics for all the 3 blogs....till i speak again hereCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-60688607207138678512008-08-31T18:44:00.002+08:002008-08-31T18:46:19.834+08:00life after 1 yearwell, right here sitting beside her....its been 1 year ....life is great....thankfully by GOD's grace he let me found her in the midst of chaos and uncertainty....=) i'm truly fortunate to be blessedCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-91981037754354285802008-08-17T22:05:00.002+08:002008-08-17T22:08:25.718+08:00Medal at last....well worth the wait...at least i get to see our country get a medal in olympics...although...it seems to be Singapore (mini-China) vs China...hahaha oh wellz....anyway we have shown our mettle as a small country with diverse racial, religious and language mix...to have done well =) am proud to be a singaporean no doubt about it...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-58144171432453696642008-08-10T23:55:00.002+08:002008-08-10T23:57:14.094+08:00marathon training.....well, its been awhile since i last updated....my gosh.... well lately started full time marathon training...and yes it is KILLING THE LEGS .....not forgetting the bloody weak HEART and LUNGS! hahaha dunno how to survive....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-24728794426146401902008-07-24T00:52:00.003+08:002008-07-24T00:54:22.314+08:00we may never meet again...but yet...yupz...time do past quite fast....it only seem yesterday when we were at primary, secondary, JCs and Polys then Unis.....manz....time sure fly....and when i just browse thru the pics of my frens posted on facebook or friendster...can't help but think everyone i know are at least safe and sound =) its never more heartening to know that they are well...even though we may never meet again....but yetCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-18465595510313944742008-07-20T22:21:00.001+08:002008-07-20T22:24:10.378+08:00moving forwardyupz....now i should be full speed ahead in the career dept.... after a good break...settling some small stuffs here & there...its time... the world should feel the ground-breaking movement i'm going to create =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-85882665225545245542008-07-14T10:55:00.001+08:002008-07-14T10:57:12.152+08:00updateshave been quite lazy as well as busy to be updating the blog...but try to when i can like now hahahahaha...well went to lombok...had a good time there wanna go back again!the boys and gals celebrated my birthday over the weekend.... thanks all!well looking forward to our small grp gathering again! 9th aug!Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-16353476058090940812008-06-24T11:37:00.001+08:002008-06-24T11:43:46.443+08:00updatesbusy at work....but not doing so great....can improve more i guess...but thanks pau for the support =)thank you dear for your support...dunno how i would survive if it wasnt for youCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-82666678012254613262008-06-04T10:50:00.001+08:002008-06-04T10:53:00.464+08:00updatesit is been awhile since i last update the blogs....really hard to make time to do it....coz of my new work commitments....finally today i decided to blog it .....yes work has been tough....no doubt about it...but i can see the rewards coming in already....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-8911391572183322852008-05-23T01:08:00.002+08:002008-05-23T01:11:37.443+08:00tired nites...endless struggles...gotta push my limits....already at the limit....how am i going to find people who are willing to really sit down and listen to me???tough...but it somehow keeps me going through the long nites =)2 people have placed their faith in me so far.....now how many more will?trying my best with endless struggles .... now just meeting ends meet...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-63517073156480450042008-05-06T20:58:00.000+08:002008-05-06T20:59:24.180+08:00the weeks have gone by....am catching up...and ready to fly.....so hang on tight folks coz a hurricane is coming your wayCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-81650300588429473342008-04-25T13:50:00.003+08:002008-04-26T21:24:24.151+08:00running away like mad......just when you needed help for something...everyone just seems unavailable....not free....not interested....great stewards of their own....hahaha life seems to be like that ain't it....the social stigma attached to being in this sort of position sucks...but nevertheless by GOD's grace i've found those who spur me on with vigour. a tough road ahead but keep on trying they say...for giving up Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-66674451978284769122008-04-21T22:43:00.002+08:002008-04-21T22:51:10.064+08:00hard to explain....sometimes it harder to explain yourself each time because of mis-conceptions others have.... =) glad them i am learning it now to differentiate between what is right and what is wrong.....just like in church when new folks come visiting the first time...they have certain perceptions of how things are different...glad that we are there to give them informed answers and explanations... =)just like Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-69595874247119318132008-04-18T09:10:00.001+08:002008-04-18T09:12:46.885+08:00tough timesneed all the help i'm getting...but as the going gets tough....the tough gets going??a personal stake in this...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-65800963210828383382008-04-05T12:46:00.001+08:002008-04-05T12:47:13.987+08:00new road mapas i struggle to find that new path...i realise my own fate lies within....how to find that inner strength to carry on?Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-40149614892166264652008-03-22T11:19:00.002+08:002008-03-22T11:26:22.500+08:00Un-called for commentssome one in the pro-tem committee for the estate has the tongue in the cheek to say something like that to my parent....."you are a christian right? you should sign the privatization form and let the estate privatize, if not god will punish you, for not letting those who are for the privatization to get privatized."guess what my dad replied...."if god did want to punish me for this....he must be Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-77041878057038084212008-03-20T10:59:00.001+08:002008-03-20T11:07:34.083+08:00Moving OnI think life is quite a bit..... moving on now with new exciting level of things to learnCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-16383603388021105612008-03-11T22:45:00.000+08:002008-03-11T22:46:39.250+08:00Updates coming soonhave been real busy with things lately....have to find some time to settle in the stuff i wanna write here soon thoughCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-67457036695479786762008-03-05T10:02:00.001+08:002008-03-05T10:03:24.413+08:00" New style"changed the layout...my progress with blogs is getting better each time i upgrade hahaha...some things still need to be added...stay tune!=)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-30542087794361230482008-02-25T17:17:00.002+08:002008-02-25T17:35:54.738+08:00"worsening income gap and price increases"you know what.... the prices are getting worse lately.... just a trip down to fairprice supermarket...our supposedly cheapest of the super markets...but check out the price increases....just the rice sections...price increase of 40 cents to 85 cents per 10 kg...dairy products such as fresh milk or even pastuerised ones had an increase of 40 cents to 55 Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-43919960850697905342008-02-25T09:21:00.001+08:002008-02-25T09:26:55.648+08:00"ole ole ole tottenham hotspurs!"hip hip hooray...hahaha finally after so many years....they finally won something =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-28736301444634341812008-02-24T08:47:00.002+08:002008-02-24T08:52:25.716+08:00"LOUSY SONY ERICSSON K800i - LOUSY SERVICE"quite fed up with them....just 2 months ago...the phone suddenly hanged and died on me whilst talking on the phone.... now it happened again! some more they say nothing wrong or damaged with the phone.... this is the third freaking time the phone screwed up!the first time even better still...1 month after getting the phone...it also hanged and the screenCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-40383846084024295842008-02-22T09:06:00.002+08:002008-02-22T09:09:34.021+08:00"congratulations singapore!"hehe youth olympics coming to town hahaha yeah! so looking forward to 2010 then....we will be big on the world stage....imagine, circle line completed, integrated resorts done, youth olympics in town, we will be seasoned formula one nite racing location by then....all the buzz and excitement...oooh ahhhh manz wondering if i left out anything? hahaha but yes the main Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-7381052249944998812008-02-15T14:28:00.003+08:002008-02-15T14:31:27.754+08:00"finally.....the long awaited moment"after months of long painful wait...my time has come to rise....only one more step to realising my dreams and i can only count on 'HIM' to bless me with this....its a long and painful wait...but its a pain i truly think its worth it....think i'm tearing a two here now....all the words of doubts and encouragements i had over these few months have been worth Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-56337624920102479952008-02-14T22:37:00.002+08:002008-02-14T22:43:04.680+08:00"happy valentines!"to all lovebirds...enjoy this special occasion...though commercialized to a way out of proportion scale... the day is still good to remember how many times we ever say 'thank you' to our other halves for the good things they did for us.... =) nice day to reflect and cherish each other and to thank god you found them in this crazy world =)as for me, being cooped up at home now Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-18950689370037857092008-02-12T23:50:00.000+08:002008-02-12T23:57:37.870+08:00"research investment"doing so much research....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-53405150262648214112008-02-06T15:15:00.000+08:002008-02-06T15:24:17.963+08:00"politics like never before"all the hype and news on the american vote for their next candidate, for their respective parties, is taking the centre stage...well the way its being run on the american soil is truly showcasing the very best of technology... latest news updated via the live coverage news on telly, online www updates and even the way the people vote...my gosh look at the gizmo they Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-37775641920499275322008-02-04T17:32:00.000+08:002008-02-04T17:34:40.302+08:00"things to do"well a lot of things to do this year... going to be packeddiving lessons....driving lessons...camping trips....holiday trips....cooking...exercise regimes....handicraft lessons...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-13481673615607574242008-01-31T13:06:00.000+08:002008-01-31T13:12:51.361+08:00"good ol' buds"This entry is dedicated to my buds Pauz and Kenz, hahaha yeah as I was clearing the photo albums, looking through the past, you both have always been there for me through my ups and down over 20 years now....(5 years more and we can celebrate silver jubilee hahaha) Though one point in time we all were seperated by land, sea, air and time =P ....(one go army, one go local uni, one Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-91812297712483452692008-01-29T19:43:00.000+08:002008-01-29T19:44:55.032+08:00"Job Search"and the long wait has finally arrived.... its now or never....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-47844748133401495862008-01-23T10:52:00.000+08:002008-01-23T10:55:24.569+08:00"New Life"yupz thats the way it is for this new year...never started a new year any better =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-42736250845983873732008-01-09T07:56:00.000+08:002008-01-09T08:07:56.431+08:00'foul play'well its good news that china eastern airlines deal did not go through now... but it shows the intensity of greed for money at the apex! hahaha somehow people do not see the long term growth but rather the short term gains...it is so funny....if the deal had gone through i believe the shareholders will reap more than what they gain....but now...they only have more to lose..hahaha good Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-42001203723432978652007-12-27T22:03:00.000+08:002007-12-27T22:10:35.379+08:00"Reckless Driving"lately have seen on the road many crazy speeding drivers...very reckless...they disregard the safety of other vehicles and speed along...cutting lanes in and out without signaling their intentions and cutting very dangerous corners....no wonder the traffic police dept is cranking up the education...but to what use?drink driving, reckless driving. plus excessive speeding ....oh Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-27120964980297528542007-12-18T14:38:00.000+08:002007-12-18T14:41:15.893+08:00"tis' the season to be jolly"hahaha... to my family and best buds! merry christmas! well hope everyones' wishes come true....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-58741906042653881142007-12-12T12:11:00.000+08:002007-12-12T12:14:02.753+08:00"Season of Advent"lots of preparations for christmas!Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-57961498765949739042007-11-30T10:16:00.000+08:002007-11-30T10:19:20.399+08:00"theological studies"hahaha well if the boys need to know what i've been doing... =) yupz intensive religious studies =) pau....you better not slack...hahaha (friendly competition *joke joke*) errrr...ken hahaha nevermind.....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-22836109432705596232007-11-26T20:44:00.000+08:002007-11-26T20:45:49.646+08:00"Everyday"I wanna find you there, I wanna hold on tight.....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-34654762158579952982007-11-21T10:59:00.000+08:002007-11-21T11:09:16.558+08:00"problems"well have been reading my friends' blogs....of late... a few of them seem to have some personal problems at hand...some parental problems...some work problems...some personal relationship problems...all related to my last entry "blabbering nonsense"hahaha, tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la its not to be..... =Pwell the season of giving and sharing is round the corner my friendsCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-61919950219116937802007-11-20T20:10:00.000+08:002007-11-20T20:16:41.277+08:00"blabbering nonsense"some people just wanna be the one hogging the limelight... some people just wanna be the show-off.... some people just wanna be the "i'm always right" logic--------one sweet day is coming.... just waiting for it.... patientlyCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-28330988773627314162007-11-15T14:12:00.000+08:002007-11-15T14:18:36.570+08:00"everyone got their own way"it seems that doing a business is not easy... but then again since when doing anything is easy? hahahawell everyone got their own way of doing things...and i think i will start from scratch and learn it slowly... so back to the drawing board and making the biz idea i had with paul come true first...small step but i think its a good try.... i'm not out to make super Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-1730399619069656222007-11-13T12:08:00.000+08:002007-11-13T12:10:01.353+08:00"new blog-news site?"contemplating setting up a specialised blog....wonder what should i do.....?Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-5933367495741817112007-11-12T11:50:00.000+08:002007-11-12T11:56:06.355+08:00"future"seems like in order to break free from poverty..is to have a future you can see.... how i see it....is that you gotta have $$$$$ in order to break that circle....sadly it seems this is a hard fact and undeniable truth... if you can't take the truth so be it.... only the rich can survive this....with living costs on a rise recently...bread and butter issues are fast becoming very importantCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-36081090865435622382007-11-09T11:48:00.000+08:002007-11-12T11:50:24.558+08:00University RankingThe following list was taken from the recent survey they did on the best universities...i only included the top 10...plus universities from australia and singapore...coz these places are the ones my family always used to boast to each other where and how their kids come from top uni....hahaha all these family politics on "having face" hahahahaI am surprised that Monash actually Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-27205257455724181482007-11-09T11:15:00.000+08:002007-11-09T11:38:04.422+08:00"politics and business"lately have been following up on a few areas of news... definitely one of is on Citi's demise...and on the court proceedings for Pedra Branca or a.k.a Pulau Batu Puteh.firstly i felt that Citi's demise is of its own doing... it knew very well that its global operations is being expanded at a rate almost impossible for itself to properly control. Diversification seems good Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-57682506778786083352007-11-07T12:03:00.002+08:002007-11-07T12:12:40.249+08:00"Top Gear"well if anyone watches this show....i'm sure you can relate to its ingenuity of testing cars and show-casing the very best of what cars can do and what they are made for...i just saw an episode where the 3 hosts actually drove through an entire country....from the border post of Botswana and Zimbabwe to the other side of the border post of Namibia....thats nearly a 1000 miles away Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-57037690937985011642007-11-05T15:04:00.000+08:002007-11-05T15:11:25.982+08:00"insecurity"sometimes i ever wondered why am i so cool headed over being out of job and not earning like i should be.... this insecurity many would probably scold or lecture me about not working and not contributing like i should be.... i guess this insecurity is the very reason why i'm still searching for that perfect job for the skills i can bring...not gainfully used to the fullest by my Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-46084108015170656872007-11-04T19:47:00.000+08:002007-11-04T19:51:06.063+08:00"end of year"well the end of the year means .... "I GOTTA PREPARE FOR NEW YEAR!!!"so setting my new year resolutions comes into the picture again.... time to set 10 achievable goals and fulfilling them over the course of the new year 2008 =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-24995644751710897752007-10-31T21:15:00.000+08:002007-11-01T10:52:47.926+08:00"one of those techie days"yes it is one of those days when i contemplate on the various technologies which i hope can change the world for the better...fusion technology have always been a important energy source i've been looking out for...repeatedly following up on its successes and shortcomings... no doubt i feel that it will bring immense humanitarian benefits to all...imagine our energy Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-82657609252884366382007-10-30T20:58:00.000+08:002007-10-30T21:09:40.009+08:00"worldly thinking"am just sitting in my room quietly listening to the sounds and i realised... i've not found the passion in my work life...am not too sure what or where i will end up working...but yet i've lofty ambitions unrealised... i'm just biding my time now and hopefully the new year will be better.... i'm fortunate to have close family and frens by my side now...and most importantly my Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-32685331745093852972007-10-23T12:22:00.001+08:002007-10-23T12:23:50.952+08:00"jobless"haha now is the crunch time. to search for a new job... well i do know there are many jobs out there but which ones i can qualify? which wants i think i can do? which ones are the right ones for my skills? hmmm looks like it will be some time before i start work le....its downtime for me....so sadCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-48997826311174218702007-10-12T19:19:00.000+08:002007-10-12T19:20:28.363+08:00"fever"oh boy... not fever again???Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-55161290423454238292007-10-09T19:43:00.000+08:002007-10-09T19:56:20.516+08:00"a nice long break"took a fantastic break away from home and away from the hustle and bustle of life...it was sort of a good nice retreat... glad that i had a good company =)sometimes i really wonder why everyone is so caught up in the bustle of life...why must we work so hard to earn so much money so that we can get through life...but yet most of the time an average person like me only can just Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-50484145412809454552007-10-05T21:27:00.000+08:002007-10-05T21:31:35.824+08:00"smooth-ness"well things dun seem to be going well for me it seems...but a little prayer seems to go a long way. have been really active in church and RCIA... hahaha kinda funny how someone like me who lack the religious discipline nor attitude like Paul be so committed to something...hahahaseems like GOD really works in a miraculous way... =) glad that i'm loving it. know the journey ain't easy Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-51139769103823727232007-09-26T11:49:00.000+08:002007-09-26T12:01:38.938+08:00"some addition to the blog"well if anyone can spot the difference its quite obvious huh....thank you stickam! now i got music on the blog and its super good so far!yeah and of course the alignment of the blog to centralise.... please use firefox for best view =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-13213256357981319532007-09-25T11:19:00.000+08:002007-09-25T11:21:59.064+08:00"changing some layouts"yupz its time to change the layout of the blog soon...will add new entries tooCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-58605697826258854682007-09-20T09:13:00.000+08:002007-09-20T12:43:21.499+08:00"moving forward"yeah i'm finally moving on...new life...new hope... new dreams... am so looking forward to this new journey..."i've found something in life worth making an effort. i've found someone i can truly love with all my heart and soul. i've finally found you =)"praying for: maddyreading: soros still hahaha!Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-76580908703813652752007-09-10T14:29:00.000+08:002007-09-10T14:33:33.346+08:00"solace"right now i feel fine... all seems well... but as i hit the next corner my future seems uncertain. i feel kinda useless sitting here at home doing nothing but rest... some say hey its freedom...but what good is freedom when you cannot afford to feed yourself to survive in this practical and dangerous world... hahahawell its probably going to be 1 slice of bread each day to survive from Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-71277710214382335232007-09-05T08:57:00.000+08:002007-09-05T09:05:12.196+08:00"silly people"sometimes i do wonder why our world got so much problems.why are we all fighting each other and giving ourselves more headache.why are we all threatening one another?take for example the recent S.korean hostage crisis. its such a pity that when others try to help a chaotic place they become victims of threat. good work gone to waste i say.two sides to everything i suppose. if the Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-15188682948133205772007-09-04T08:00:00.000+08:002007-09-04T08:04:38.305+08:00"rainy days over"ironic it must be to have this title to the entry.but the days of confusion are over now and there is only a clear blue sky out in front of me. somethings happened and i'm sad about it, but i had to move on.i feel much better and in sync. am moving forward and not looking back already. i've got a new found life and something very extraordinary. =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-33561889496597632402007-08-19T02:07:00.000+08:002007-08-19T02:18:38.060+08:00"some things are better left unspoken"a little sadness, a little happiness, a step forward, a step backward.a drop of tear, a broken dream, two heart in pieces, a future unforeseen. a decision made, two separate road to take, a new ending, a new beginning.a time to cherish from the moment of truth, but in reality life is moving on....so somethings are better left unspoken~Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-11929098555407001942007-08-14T22:09:00.001+08:002007-08-14T22:18:08.191+08:00"losing it"there is no spark... there is no life... who can come and save me from this depression =(i wish i was never hereCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-40423462448702852682007-08-12T21:45:00.000+08:002007-08-12T22:08:23.188+08:00"had a good weekend..."was really troubled lately...but the break sort of recharged me... well it was paul's birthday celebration...just a simple one lah... =) but the best bit was the short nua-ing session to see all the old times...hahaha well 1988 huh... 19 years...next year is 20 years anniversary hahahahamy gosh we have turned older by the years... =) the next 20 our hairs would have greyed.Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-75537586851543073042007-07-30T21:29:00.000+08:002007-07-30T21:31:14.067+08:00" i freakin hate you!"never should have started... never should have made the first move... now i totally regret this...leave you i shall to start afresh...where my efforts are recognized and rewarded... where my words are taken seriously and given some thoughtyou are asking for it...my wrath... my anger...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-36941469788696424032007-07-22T18:32:00.000+08:002007-07-30T21:28:59.414+08:00"birthday thank you"well first and foremost i would like to thank my family for the wonderful time.not forgetting my ever trusty and faithful friends Paul and Ken for their birthday treats and presents...Addy for coming into my life through paul too...hahahalast but not least...the rest of you all who wished me well too =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-23568591375460713432007-07-12T22:58:00.000+08:002007-07-12T23:09:12.356+08:00"mixed feelings"lately have been getting flaks from all corners of my life...the one place i find true solace...is through you my GOD..."I pray to you tonight, to guide me with strength and courage to overcome these trials you have placed in front of me. No mountain shall be too high for me to climb as long my faith is strong. I'm sure better days are ahead."as i tear myself dry penning these Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-32125915396439318162007-06-30T00:11:00.000+08:002007-06-30T00:13:32.393+08:00"Dreams"i'm taking a bigger risk in life now.... i hope, i'm destined for greater things to come.... now let me go for the 1st step....then take the next big step....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-66124688598293015482007-06-18T20:58:00.000+08:002007-06-18T21:01:58.806+08:00"losses"oh boy....a bit of painful lesson over the weekend... made a minor lost of 2K plus...oh wellz...its kinda huge for our standard but not my arsenal....my my....now i see the full volatility of trading... i'm going to regroup for now....and soak in the lesson learnt over these few weeks...hahaha but yeah what a waste...i could have sent both me and dear overseas with those kind of money....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-31653652832979337962007-06-17T21:40:00.000+08:002007-06-17T21:59:06.585+08:00"one song ringing in my head"yes the song "maria" from 200lbs beauty is ringing in my head.... for its catchy tune and of course the significance of it probably...nice movie...touching movie too if you actually read hidden message.... yeah today's gospel in church too sort of touch on it too... in today's world we tend remember to cast the first stones on others who are deemed bad, ugly or Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-89974901120462936952007-06-14T23:04:00.000+08:002007-06-14T23:08:16.939+08:00"come follow me"this sentence means a lot to me now then ever... he's my present, my past and my future =)if ever he came and asked me to follow him, i think i would... if i have to sacrifice everything i know, i have, i cherished and i love.... i would...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-88871867144440174942007-06-10T21:23:00.000+08:002007-06-10T21:37:59.076+08:00"GSS"the Great Singapore Sale......oh my gosh....come on give me a break....the shopping complexes are like brimming with PEOPLE.....my gosh....i could not even get a proper breather...can you imagine the number of people.....its like packed packed packed...well....to me GSS probably reminds me of GST increase....lol.....dunno why but yah....some more just before GST increase...must be a frenzy Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-53154921707809389912007-06-08T11:08:00.000+08:002007-06-08T11:30:42.512+08:00"Guess who are my current idols"Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, George Soros, Pope John Paul II, Mother Theresa... ordinary people who turned into inspirations and leaders in their own rights...Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and George Soros for being great business minds in their own fields and philanthropy. What truly inspires me from these great minds are their perseverance and dedication to their own Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-9489498081656079492007-06-07T13:15:00.000+08:002007-06-07T13:18:29.597+08:00"Some Revamps..."did some tweaking...redo the chatterbox...redo the pics...redo the format... added easycashpro...reset some of the blog links to update...etc...now lets blog again...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-26945409931393812822007-06-07T09:22:00.000+08:002007-06-07T09:26:02.768+08:00$$$$making money is never easy...but i try to strive to be the best... the most simplest of financial freedom is by saving money...but it is also the slowest... oh wellz....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-69680539565951507632007-05-22T20:31:00.000+08:002007-05-22T20:37:44.965+08:00"perfect world"in a perfect world everyone will not be perfect. so why then we cast upon our eyes to see things perfectly?i'm down, out and cold... a little frustrated a little pissed... it seem to me everything i do is wrong... i'm wrong, you're right...i'm right, you're better...i'm better, you're out of this world...maybe it is better to give somethings up and move on with what I have...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-5899807662308852322007-05-11T23:38:00.000+08:002007-05-11T23:46:28.704+08:00"what a friday"had a session today to brainstorm...it turn out to be a brain drain with great ideas...looks good...had the bowling session later on with the company.. average not too bad... scores were 96, 165, 151..... better to stay low profile... and keep my scores lower than usual.... =) lol.....lucky din hit my personal best yet....lol if not really paiseh, vaguely remember it was somewhere Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-62271328667444871412007-05-08T18:48:00.000+08:002007-05-08T18:52:48.563+08:00"to leave or not to leave?"i've just as much as i can take running around like a "slave" doing the simplest of stuffs... while it goes away missing from his seat always... then doing all the multiples of reports just so it can piece together what we do and reports it to the "uppers"maybe if i can talk and bullshit just as well i can do that job easily...my gosh the pay is good the delegating partCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-27197896036550874312007-05-01T23:15:00.000+08:002007-05-01T23:18:18.519+08:00"zoo outing"oh yeah can't wait for the outing to happen =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-71047157017242494222007-04-29T10:57:00.000+08:002007-04-29T11:20:51.444+08:00"i guess, i'm hoping, you'll be there for me in the end"what ever I do, it just gotta be with you... i've finally found someone...from this moment, given a thought, regardless of how things around us may change, from this moment on I will give up everything, every ambition and every aspiration if I have to... I'm contented to have spent the moments with you and it doesn't matter whether I have Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-74128909875154607352007-04-26T20:46:00.000+08:002007-04-26T20:58:14.818+08:00"un-sure"am not sure i have done the right thing by taking that leap of faith... now its going to hit the wall...what shall i do? what am i suppose to do? can i escape from it? dun think that will work...whatever you try to do... it seems useless... i guess its almost time to give up.... i'm stretched...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-1362682005933131392007-04-17T21:20:00.000+08:002007-04-17T21:27:36.086+08:00"Focus"After trading on the forex for awhile now... I realise that I need to do this full time in order to fully control the outcome. In fact i'm doing quite well on the trading market right now...and the challenge with paul dude is up and running...currently the score for me stands at 40K USD earned in 4 days...the market have been very active and its all thanks to the basket of currencies like Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-69642103518217698902007-04-15T12:04:00.000+08:002007-04-15T12:14:21.564+08:00"decisions, choices and painstakingly frustrations"sometimes when you hit a crossroad and you know there is no turning back so you have to make a choice. but there are so many possibilities i'm not too sure where it will lead me to now."he found her, but only to lose her to a dream beyond his control... alas a painful decision will be made soon... only when and how will it turn out is beyond our Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-29544322487308439362007-04-09T20:56:00.000+08:002007-04-09T20:59:52.172+08:00"reworks"the blog is undergoing some major construction.... the chatterbox is gone...so gotta put up new one... the archives i intend to functionalise it to an easier format...working on that now...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-28771344646267134592007-04-07T08:31:00.000+08:002007-04-07T08:34:11.455+08:00"it would be nice if all things went smoothly"it would be nice if all things went smoothly... the weekend is long but there wasn't enough time for me to rest. i'm tired of a few things right now...Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-34857756270852264312007-03-24T11:42:00.000+08:002007-03-24T11:45:17.035+08:00"the uncertain future"i'm kinda bogged down by my future career...i'm wondering to leave my current position to forge a new path... i'm so tempted to set up my own company....hahahai'm wondering if i'm able to do that...some one save me from the perils of corporate life... i'm glad i've found someone who can shed some light. not just someone to get me through the night, but through my life... =)Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-9401248080123314812007-03-18T19:04:00.000+08:002007-03-18T19:12:46.871+08:00"tiring tiring"been a super long week i must say, long hours at work, late nights, and lack of sleep adds to the sucker punch weekend that is so fast over.had another session of bouldering, i must say its quite a work out its becoming. this time round 5 'peeps' went, ja, ken, paul, maddy and moi....ken as usual is monkeying around so easily on the boulders, paul is still calculating every move toCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-52984776264342036752007-03-12T20:51:00.000+08:002007-03-12T21:05:01.908+08:00"from that moment"from that moment you spoke my name...my life changed....Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-11352596216779989112007-03-08T20:03:00.000+08:002007-03-08T20:06:09.647+08:00"triple whammy"hahaha cannot imagine kena whacked 3 times in a row hahaha the pace and pressure is surely reaching boiling point....work is killer fast and killer furious.... hahaha now my maths and probably excel skills are leap frogging to another new level...hahahapeople's skill up one more notch.... dunno what to add...just feel super tired...i think i need a break...anyone cools for a short Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-60898183681328215652007-03-05T21:01:00.000+08:002007-03-05T21:05:33.864+08:00lol...dunno if i should post the vid clip too....nah...too long hahaha dun think this is easy...coz it ain't! hahaha nearly busted the arms hahaha...but going to be darn fit lor...hahahaCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-60887864062679599272007-03-03T20:48:00.000+08:002007-03-03T20:50:57.520+08:00"bouldering"hahaha its cool its fantastic and i'm kinda addicted to it now...haha feels shiok lah...but need to really train my upper body stamina...hahaha its no joke okCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-5383320622733849162007-02-26T21:38:00.000+08:002007-02-26T21:47:56.535+08:00"killer week"work is probably going to kill me this week, 1 project to handle, 2 MIS reports done, 1 more to do, 1 more MIS report to do, 3 more projects to take over bits of it... hahaseems like good ol' Uni days....but just its all work....hahaha manz...you call this a banker? i think its more like bang your head =)read up an article over the weekend which was quite perculiar, it mentioned thatCluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-27303592564307605742007-02-25T12:53:00.000+08:002007-02-25T12:58:03.627+08:00"new look to the new pig year!"phew finally i think its time to make huge changes this year...have my 10 goals for the new year on track with 2 already completed, 6 on the verge of completion by July and only just 2 which i must leave it to hard work and lots of faith to achieve =)Got my contact lenses =) got my new sunglasses =) got my new lifestyle =) thanks to the trio (you know who you are) Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979535.post-43926513141562413362007-02-22T18:49:00.000+08:002007-02-22T18:53:44.128+08:00"frustrations"i'm giving up on myself... i cannot take it anymore... can you believe this? hahaha yes and to all who are reading the blog, i'm actually giving myself upSSLE its painful for me just as it is for you.... i feel the pain, i wonder you noticed? and its getting harder each day...-------------------work have been great so far, learning at a greater pace now...and seeing the light Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11269036802291085258noreply@blogger.com