"la storia"

when there is a story to tell, i can't seem to use the right words to describe those incredible feelings. don't feel sorry for me, coz just be happy and glad that someone else is beside you right now.

right now i wish i was with you for just a moment. lets leave it be......

"la storia"

had many dreams recently but none more scary than the one i face in reality...

have been jumping around reading everyone's blog...life seem to be tough for some of them and alot of love is in the air for others...haha everyone's lives seem pretty much interesting to me.

well life really does goes to extreme. i'm really that disillusioned by the fact that life is simple or tough, coz you really dunno when its going to be on either side.

facts of life is to never follow and move forward, it does sounds contradicting to me.

i'm blabbling about stuff here that i will never understand, stuff that others seems to know more than me. i still remember those days when others seem to be right and i was wrong all the time. to me i realise somethings do change... and what happened back then really tickles me now. i guess there is always a me in me that says "dun bother richmond, you will never win a conversation like that, just take a step back and relax, let them win this time, time will tell eventually" oh bother....looks like i'm getting too laid back so much so that it seems i have become indifferent to everyone. and that vicious cycle starts all over again, when others keep on reprimanding you for your laid back attitude and indifference.

"i always follow a code. code to life. life it seems. seems to be. be a chase. chase down stream. stream of life. life can be."

"la storia"

"when do you fall in love? why did you fall in love? who did you fall in love with?"

i was just thinking. thinking of a thought. thought that time will pass. pass through the endless road. road of a life journey. journey beyond the physical plane.

haha ok something more related to me now... i'm head over heels, singing in melody of a simple song, and it boils down to the starting point. hahahaha dunno whether zyan can decipher anot?

"la storia"

i'm waiting for you to come back here. so that a new beginning may appear. so i say a little prayer to keep you in my day.

"la storia"

what to do when there is nothing to do?
what to say when there is nothing to say?
what to think when there is nothing to think?

"la storia"

time passed so fast...so much memories treasured...i guess zyan was right in his blog...i'm no longer there...and i sure miss KFC, not for the food, but for the company i was with each time we went...

i can still just remember all the smiling faces and the jokes we crack, its as though it just happened yesterday. right here on my table i see the photos of all i'm close to and happiness fills the gap. i'm blessed with all, whom i have met.

"La Storia"

"what are the chances of you having your old memories come back and haunt you? its the last thing you need in mind, yet somehow somethings somewhere out there, both of you are fated to meet once again...not as friends anymore but more like strangers in a new world."

ok its back to work for me at citibank...really pathetic day...really tired...

ok looking to finally get my dream watch after all these time. =)

"La Storia"

lets us not fall behind to time and let our love fizzle out from our lives. there are many others whom need our loving support and care. not just to those whom we love but also to those whom we do not.

"La Storia"

time really flies, had a great time catching up with my friends. well 1 week ain't a long time anyway.

some songs i hope to get soon. its really important. oh wellz...

the heart is fragile and unpredictable i tell you. even i'm at a lost.

time here is good now and i hope to enjoy the 1 year break i have for myself this year. everything else in the future will be decided only mid way thru this year.

people i miss already are aplenty
never it seems they are gone from heart
the memories etch safely within.

well thank you to these few friends whom have i met over my time there...zyan, samson, stacey, samantha, yan chyuan, yen yen, alicia, lenore and the many others...without you guys my life wouldn't have been so colorful and fruitful. haha cheers and take care yah!

"La Storia"

~祥猁婬�藥蓇З襤扇僄讔侕掉� 暫�閨鶻�賸蚗堈 憩祥猁佽婬獗 祥猁婬�藥蓇З襤晉銝讔剆殮閑

got this sentence from the lyrics of Tanya Chua & Stephanie Sun new duet song "埻萸"....

this reflects my thoughts and feelings going out to all who are in love and that you should really cherish it.

"la storia"

there is a time when time seems oblivious to you and it seems to stop and the only sounds you hear are those of the crickets. as silence grips you right in that mind spot (sort of a human blind spot) as you listen to that heart ticking and of those lungs breathing.

i was wondering whether i should tell someone how i feel about my feelings right now. i just dunno how to express that anguish in there. the pain of holding back and the joy that i realise some things do change. if only that answer would come to me...oh please tell me don't make me guess. oh crapz...i'm just too lazy.

well being back and away makes decision harder to decide or to make. i guess little wonder why that heart and soul of mine can't decide. really its a pain in the ass.

"la storia"

as i take my seat in front of this ibook G4 my chain of thoughts start to flow. how much more must i wait to be back on that first flight back to Singapore. i'm quite surprise at how many people around campus whom still remember me. its as though i never left the place at all. how much of this place will i miss? how much of the close friends i have will i miss? how much of the freedom and independence will i miss?

i guess all this things are just a fleeting moment of time which will come and go in a split second of our lives. i realise that i will miss alot of my close friends that whom i have spent loads of happy times together. i dun really have to mention their names at all, coz it will bring me to tears just by saying it. oh man the times spent will be missed.