"la storia"

life is surely different now.

was just talking to Paul and Joanna this afternn about some stuff, and realise that alot of things we didnt want it to happen has happened. so much for a simple life. hahaha

well the topic of marriage and children came out of this chatting, just like the night before, when i had a chat with my colleagues. its seems that its something we look forward to but dread the day coming. love hate relationship with this blessed union of men and women?

until last week, i was just loving my single life. until then, when my parents ask me a simple question. until now, i never thought about it. right now, i confused and freaking out. hahaha

looks like the worries are about to start. the nagging will just keep on coming. don't wish to stay in this situation for long for it sucks big time.

"la storia"

pick up your courage
soak it all up
move to the beat, the beat of sound

i see your smile from across the room
touched by your grace and beauty
i hide away from you when i see you
but inside me i want to know you
i close my eyes only to see you
its as though i can feel your heart beat beside mine

"la storia"

my spirit is high, my will is strong, feeling fit and ready to move on to my next chapter.

i'm ready to embrace the past and move on strongly like never before. thank you everyone for your support and help all these while. =)

"la storia"

everyone around me seems more concerned about my future than myself...

everyone wants to know what are my plans for the future, even before I have made plans about it...

why is everyone so eager to know what will happen to me? can't you all just leave me alone! is my future of any concern to you all? will it affect you lifestyle or your future?

let me settle down first and calmly think through what i wanna do. whom i wanna be with. when i wanna move on. why i wanna do it. only when i'm ready i will tell. so for now just leave me be and let me be.

"la storia"

...you only can be stronger, when you have the will and mind to protect the ones you love and treasure most...

looking back at the times i have spent, looking back at the times i have wasted, looking back the moments i cherished, looking back at the time passed, looking back in life.

will my life story be a novel? wrote the beginning already... and i can't wait for the ending. hope to live my life without regrets and without hesitations. can't wait for the one person i have been waiting for to share my story together. can't wait to write our next chapter. =)

"la storia"

when your life's path is being dictated, and when everyone wants a piece of it, and when you cannot take it anymore, and when you don't have any clue, what would you do.

well today's post will tell you more about me recently. work still sux! hahaha. and well colleagues giving me a good headache to think about. won't say much about it though. i guess Sini, Leonard, Lily and even Jac gave me a big headache recently....hahaha

what if i really like that someone. what if i wanna know her better. what if i wanna know how was her day. what if i just wanna pamper her. what if i wanna tell her how beautiful she is this moment. what if i wanna to say let me share your burden. what if i really wanna be with her. what should i do? well some food for thought.

its not much of wanting to be with the person, but rather how much i wanna care for that person. i wanna know how was her day, i wanna be there for her. =)

"la storia"

in a moment, the time we spent together, baby i was too lost in you.
in that moment, the moment at a standstill, i'm slipping away.
from the moment, our skins touch each other, i'm losing my mind.
from that moment, i need to hold you......

in a moment.

"la storia"

wait a minute, i'm trapped in the centre.
wait a minute, i'm caught in within.
wait a minute, i'm fighting this feeling.
wait a minute, i'm spinning in a whirlwind.

wait a minute...

"la storia"

2 choices to make, 2 decisions to take, 2 futures in hold, 2 memories to make, 2 happiness to choose, yet 1 moment it takes.

what the futures, its seem so far away to know. i keep on thinking about the past and moments. yet i move forward in anticipation of a better tomorrow.

"la storia"

life as an angel is difficult. being a devil is even more difficult. being good is difficult. being bad is even more difficult. what is right and what is wrong. when is it right and when is it wrong.

the crave is strong to practice evil, but the will to proclaim good is even stronger. the frailty of life is overcome only by the will and strength. move forward and overcome weakness by facing fear in the eye.

i saw his eyes with vigour, i saw his eyes with pain, i saw his eyes with satisfaction, i saw his eyes with conviction, i saw his eyes with will, and i saw in his eyes peace...