The Search Is Over

after a long and tedious journey, thru countless interviews and what nots... its finally over!

looks like the year is going to get only busier and pressure-ful!

man....i can't wait to get started anyway... =) come one already, finish up the holiday break and let me start cranking the ol'engine in me

well from the looks of things, i would say i can well afford a trip to ROME soon =)

or maybe i should consider getting a car? of course not just myself footing the bill =p

hmmmm really gotta consider hard =)

Twisted fate?

a glimmer of hope in a never-ending finale to this fiasco...

so how now, where do i go from here? the moment has come, where i will pen my self to a place where work seems so endless...life seem so lifeless... after all i did spend a period of my time there...

i'll be in good company of course...so now its time to wake up to reality, face the music and bite the bullet.

full-time concentration on building a career from scratch =) time to bring out the very best in me? ok then...looks like a twist in fate has led to this route...then so be it... my chance has come and i gotta grab it... moving along in the future will be for the future me to plan =)

Hmmmm

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Meritocracy vs Talents

what happens when you choose academic meritocracy over talents? its going to produce a very one ended answer... bias selection

its kinda frustrating especially you seem to be on the other end of being academic bright... thats when you get shunned, hardly have a chance to prove yourself and probably get ostracised...

so its going to be hard, i've personally felt it this way recently... seems kinda bowled over...

when you want to join the very company you vision yourself working for, spending a large part of your life in building up and contributing a great deal to make it even better than before... its crushed by a lack of opportunity, a vote of no confidence to prove yourself...

they chose someone who got an honours degree in BA majoring in sociology... vs someone like me, just a normal degree in BA majoring in mass communications... for a job that i feel i'm more suited... so it seems that if i don't follow up by my honours i'm really done for...

now crushed is my dreams... crushed in my confidence... and definitely crushed in my very heart... so even for someone like me who achieved the pinnacle of education i'm still outgunned by someone who possess a higher certificate in academics... (lets not talked about honours or masters or doctarate) its about being on the same level in university...the university the pinnacle of formal education...and i'm still cast down...

so down goes my talents... down goes my chances of proving my capabilities... washed down is my very dream...

so where do i head to now? i'm not too sure, and its been a definitely frustrating time for me as pressures are beckoning just right up my door steps...

my 2 cents worth of thought on this... don't be biased in your selection, stop your cover act and say you are not bias and that you have given everyone a chance, never do these, if not you will lose the very talents that might bring your world one step closer to perfection or improvement...
how sad thy case =(

Wintery season

its a long long winter time (ok following the northern hemi's seasonal timing) where i'm so bored...

life's so boring when you are all alone suddenly... family members are busy with their own worlds...buddies are both busy with their studies and ahem... missus... then friends around are all either too busy, wrong timing or just plain lazy to meet up...

so then, what am i missing in my life, that others seem to have? i'm clearly lost for the first time in my entire life... i have no direction, no motivation, no confidence and definitely lacking the attitude to break out of this ...hmmm what you call this? 'direcmodencetute' disease...bleh!

hopefully my prayers will be answered... which i guess not...at this moment in time...everything seems to be going against or away from me... what a bothersome wintery season i say... oh well

Gut-less....

21st september...

but me being passive didn't do nothing... how sad...

have i lost touch? have i gone mad? hahaha only god knows...

i'm so gut-less...

Enough Already!

it seems that people around me are more anxious for me than i'm myself....

yes yes...choosing the right job or the right interest or right paycheck...ain't easy at all...

SO STOP bugging me about it! when the time comes for me to make a decision i will..thank you very much!

getting a job is not about competition here you know...its not about, we all graduate liaoz..see who can get a job first...what utter rubbish! so what you have a job first...

argh! i dun understand these woeful thinking... bleah...

for me, i know where i'm headed to eventually, i know my aspirations very clearly, i know where i should head first or at least somewhere first... so its going to take my clear headed skull to decide and not just jump head in first so as to get a job...

for what? oh, coz chinese new year here liaoz...your relatives will start asking, your cousins will start asking... go on and ask lor... i will just say job seeking still ^#&^@!%!$%

why in the world do you need to 'have face'??? is status and 'having face' so important? argh! get a gun and shoot me now please!

Quiz Galore

Health is most important in your life. Having a high focus on health indicates that you are very health-conscious and you realize that if you don't have your health, you have nothing. You are devoted to living healthy. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Intelligence Intelligence is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You like to be able to talk about everything that is on your mind, and if your partner can't keep up, well, you know. You are very attracted to someone who can challenge you, and make you see things in a whole new way. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

muahahaha...some more quiz...oh wellz...

Life on the Fast Lane

i feel restless...

i feel alittle pressured...

its getting tougher...

when will it all end?

IQ and Personality?

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

ok its out... i'm a qualified dumb =)

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

ok....so what does this mean?

Quizzes!

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

wahaha to think i'm a romantic kisser? sure anot??? *faints* muahaha i like the second quiz though... melancholic temperament...sounds so sophisticated...hahaha yah right! =P

You scored as Sociology. You should be a Sociology major! Anthropology 92% Journalism 92% Sociology 92% Engineering 83% Biology 83% Mathematics 75% English 75% Philosophy 75% Theater 75% Linguistics 75% Psychology 75% Chemistry 67% Art 50% Dance 42% What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com

Loyalty and Reality

my heart and soul breathes one place for me... the career that would be my life long ambition and work.. the place i truely believe i will belong and make it to the top..

alas all is not good... should i take the road less taken? looks like i gotta take the long route and work my way up =(

maybe so i should since i got time on my side and gain more experience first

so then, where should i go, whom should i place my expertise at?

Zzzzzzz....

rain rain go away

come again another day! =(

Ahem....My Old Bud's Birthday Gifts

lol...so as usual... the 'old' buds...(paulz and moi..) gotta get something for the OLDEST 'bud' something for his upcoming birthday!

what better way then to get him a

that's right! a monkey! after all...he not born rooster year wan hor =) hahaha and he's a bloody monkey anyway!


ok the contents of the cards...though personal...but alas to share in this happiness is always fun... ok this is by me...



this is by paulz...

Jet Setting

now i know my search is over...

one world one word...

it's when the stars light up, it's in the air right now...

maybe i should leave the sanctuary of home and spread my wings wide =)

one way ticket to rome?

Lousy turn of events XD

life is getting more difficult in this phase of mine...

kinda lost at the moment to where i should move on to now...

muahaha just got the first job application turned down, coz i lacked the financial background...haha

oh wellz... hope my buddy jeremy gets thru his next week... hehe then he gets the big '7 eleven ' look alike pantry =)

and darn...the weather sure knows when to make it feel lousier by raining for the past 3 days...
---------------

i've been given some hope but taken away just as abruptly as it came =x how sad...

another weekend just blown away... oh wellz...gotta keep myself occupied then... time to hit the books =)

on a brighter note, maybe there's a better place for me to go to... rome? hahaha karol oh karol how have you inspired me to follow your footsteps... =)

EYE OPENER!

well...one place sure gave me a big shock today...never did i imagine a workplace can be so ...hmmm how would i put it...extraordinary...

manzz...the pantry was like a 7 Eleven store... madness

the toilets have t.v screens...

talk about floors...they have them too... (t.v screens)

madness ya....

compared to .....uh.... oh wellz...

Trottering New Year

well...new year celeb...was just as 'gathering-ful' as christmas...family functions...meet up with a few friends in between...

then got one dude went to taiwan...so no choice..... i won't mention names =p you know who you are? right paul?

well then again...lets see the highlights of new year for me

31st dec 2005

familiy gathering, countdown, eat pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs

1st jan 2006

family continue gathering, countdown-ed, continue eat pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs, went west coast park when obviously east coast park was nearer so just we could eat at the McDs

2nd jan 2006

family continued the already gathering-ed, continue to eat the pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs

------------
conclusion after this..from last year till this year its been one pig trotters feast...or otherwise fear factor family style...

oh boy...looks like i gotta cut down the meaty and oily stuff for the next week and go on a healthy veg diet, more exercise...

wellz...what a way to end the old and start the new years... XD oink oink