"La Storia"

what can one do? i'm not too sure... i'm in a limbo rock now... a decision i have to make...so far yet so near... to do or not to do is the question...

i want to excel and i want to be the best, yet hampered by only the one thing that drives this world... what shall i do? who shall i turn to for advice for help? must i give up and plunge into the world i so dread...

let me see whether i can change the situation =)

i have no explanations i have no answers, only just questions...
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somethings are hard to explain. i'm disappointed twice in my life. both of which i placed trust and place faith in it, tried very hard to nurture and explore, learn and grow in it. yet i'm left only with an answer that don't seem to say much... promises broken, words not kept and actions otherwise... i've gotta get away and the worse bit is i can't forget... no matter how much i try to forget, it keeps on coming back to haunt me...things happen for a reason

i can only cleverly disguise so much of my heart...otherwise its just another rotten place to be at now...hahaha =p

"La Storia"

some dreams are real some dreams are not...how bout dreams of the past? i dreamt of a past event that happen nearly 2 years back ....of someone i just knew alittle bit better recently...after all this time...

timeless dreams, countless events...

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just had dinner, just had badminton, just had a glass of wine, now i'm alittle stoned, confused and needing help......today just passed by as though nothing ever happened....kinda scary....

"La Storia"

a brand new day of the month... a brand new start for many... some of us starting out a new beginning as another chapter closes... and it has been good for some of us and some of us are feeling down...

but for me today it started on a worse day of the week hahahaha...can faintz man... wednesdays are the worst day of my week... well i guess evon and stacey can share in this sentiment...hahaha

well a plus for me today is the improvement in ISA. the association is improving every step along the way(and i'm glad that i was part of it every step of the way, while i was here in gippy...) today's news are all good news for me...criticisms and praise are constructive points for the committee to learn and grow... and i'm saying those who are in it are maturing and growing each day as we tackle problems (not only just ISA but our own problems) there is no explanation, it really took me by surprise...

i never expected that i could drive something for so long, 2 years of pure hard work, working along side with the best, the funniest, the most hardworking, the craziest and lovable bunch of student volunteers. its an achievement. its a bright spark.

crazy it seems...but my time in this campus is finally coming to a close, as i move on to another chapter in my life. a sense of satisfaction, a sense of contribution and nothing is in vain. i'm sure all those who know what i have done will acknowledge that. =)