Wednesday, June 30, 2004

another day has passed. boring day i suppose. i rested the whole day. probably catching up on lost sleep. the gunbound server is still down. so no games for another day.

got gastric and dun feel too well now. guess having a late dinner aint going to help much. going to head of to the bed and sleep off the pain.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004



You are the epitomy of what every man should be. What sets you apart from the other men of rank and nobility is you combine every best quality they possess into one. You are skilled, motivated, ambitious, filled with a sense of purpose and morality. You know when to relax and have fun and when to be serious and courageous. You seek peace, prosperity and love in your life, and as a ruler, you seek it for your kingdom. Others follow you because of your ability to move them, and because you earned their respect. You are admired, even envied, but above all else, greatly loved.
A test of patience

the title of this post, was inspired by geri's blog name. patience is what many of us lack. patience is what many of us forgot. patience brings many things together. love, peace, joy, happiness, success.

i have witness so much, that i don't even know where to start to comprehend, to understand. i'm confused by this dilemma, but excited, encourage and empowered by all this. contradicting feelings and thoughts. am i too sensitive? am i over-reacting? i'm not too sure, but its all good i guess.

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loving someone can be so hard. i'm tired of it already. its torturous and crazy. its fantastic its overwhelming. the dream seems to be over and i have lost the strength to carry on. but a small faith in love, keeps me going on, turning darkness into light. i see more than what is at hand. its the giving that fulfils faith and keeps it going. its the loving that keeps the world moving. :)

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every step of the way, every corner of your journey, there is a test waiting. i'm faced with problems just as usual. wonder how to solve it? dunno man. i think probably its a good idea to forget all about it and take things one step at a time? decisions are hard to make.