weary

life has its ups and downs....

so has every relationship....

yet how faithful one can be....

as long one other half loses faith....

all things end in weary fate....

Updates

I have shifted most of my attention to www.richmondtung.com for now...so this will have to suffice at the moment =)

its hurts the most when closest....

its hard to express my feelings right now... on one hand i wish i could just openly say what i need to but on the other its better not to....

expectations are mounting higher with no light in sight... how do i go on from here? i am supportive of others but yet no one supports me... it's only harder when people around me are already difficult to support. i gave my all and all i had in return is an obstacle harder to clear, a mountain too high to climb, a sky too far to reach.

2 weeks before it was a stressful one... the week after got written off... now its hurting most when the closest to you gave you an ultimatum...

i need to re-route all this hurt and anger to positive energy... my heart hurts and mind confused... nothing seems to be lasting... today i finally know... being practical is the only way.... if anyone is reading this....nothing wins money.... not even love... not even kindness...

prayers: for direction

waiting: for you dear