Monday, January 26, 2004

just got back from K.L.......hahaha what a trip...
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Day 1: 21st Jan. Hope onto the coach and made our way to our next destination. a one day stay over up in Genting. but before anyone could close theirs eyes and rest properly, we faced a few problems.......argh!!! aliens have descended on us argh!!!!
Then the cousins have to combine their strength and powers to fight the terrible cold made for us by the alien... out come 4 incredible cousins to save the night.......














Day 2: 22nd Jan. Arrival at Awana Resort, sianz....its practically early in the wee hours of the morning when we arrived...my stomach rumbling, but still freezing from the cold experienced earlier on. after a hearty brkfast, we chk in to our rooms, and of course got to rest abit but soon we had to make our way up to that boring mountain of Datuk Lim. sianz its the haven for gamblers but a sore to all their children (a.k.a us cousins......*hintz* to our parents) there is nothing worth going up to that mountain resort unless you're there to gamble. but it seems what choice to we have. hahaha never tahan for one day and its K.L shopping for all of us.


Day 3: 23rd Jan. Arrival at Berjaya Times Square. haha first time stay in a suite...the rooms are huge. after which we made our way to explore the whole times square as well had our meals etc....kinda a boring day though...
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Day 4:24th Jan. Finally made the trip to visit KLCC. hahaha wat a spectacular view......





















Tuesday, January 20, 2004

okok i think its time for me to update the blog probably for the last time this week...coz i'm heading off to K.L. tomolo, and it will be another week before things come on this web again....
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went for a pre-departure briefing session for uni yesterday with Samson and Thomas, but ended up meeting many unexpected pple there too. met about roughly 10 pple goin to gippy from SG. most of them are gals...and most of them are in arts faculty too...haha my faculty...so pretty much goin to see some familiar faces...met some enthusiastic students who were eager to go there but then kinda still quite lost from the things they need to do...i guess all of us had that same experience too. but lucky me i remember my dad tag along...so i was under "adult supervision" at that time. which was good also...coz someone familliar around is better and an 'oldie' like him was really comforting for some of us back then i guess. now its our turn as seniors to help all these new students adapt to this new environment for them ASAP.
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ok so this last message here is going out to all my BESTEST friends....buddies like Kenneth and Paul whom i have known since 16 years ago, Zyan( Superstar ) and Yan Chyuan for all the study time we put in together...and ok all the time we spent dealing with ISA stuff (can we be considered the 3 musketeers who co-founded the brand NEW ISA?), ok then we got Jaime too for the least time spent knowing you but really knew you more than i did over the time we were there, then got my other frds, 'bro'ah Lun and Wai yee, who else??? Hunnie, Fei Chew(who was early for once whilst i was in KL visiting), PuiFong, Zoe, Yeat Yee, Zheat Huei, Kanch, yes yes i think i'm forgetting a number of pple already....arrr...still got Samson, Stacey, Samantha, Lyell, Sue, Melanie (my 'sis'), Michelle, Hwee and Zeliha---> these pple were of big help and pivotal in the reconstruction of ISA, had the best time working with them. BIG BIG JOO (Big Friendly KOREAN, BFK) who is so enthusiastic in what we have to do for this coming new sch sem. Then my other long long long time friends like, Rina, Joanna, Andre, Charles, Keenan, Mark, Andrew, Marion, Matthew, Michael, Bernard, Justin, Ajie, Carolyn, Nick, Juliana, Reuben, Jacinta and others from Legion of Mary that i forgot to include in this ever growing list... YES of course one more person that i have to add is Rebecca, who studies in the same uni as i do and probably the only person i knew who would be there in melbourne studying, thanx for being there. Of course i got other pple like my NS buddies, Jeremy (Kua zi) and Ben Ben. okok i know its getting long and naggy...hey dont worry only another 1000 words to add......

"Gong Xi Fa Cai" And Wishing all those in the list and probably not in this list now a very HAPPY NEW YEAR, and may all your dreams come true. Hmmm dont worry if you don't celebrate it....hahaha take care folks seeya in the new monkey year once i'm back probably end of the month.

Saturday, January 17, 2004

ok so its another boring weekend for me, nothing much has happened nothing much new in life for me...just plain old boring...lots of problems to deal with. hmmm wonder is there anyone or anything that can change my life. i'm just waiting and waiting for that day to come.
hahaha not to laugh at a friend of mine, but this is something he told me (he's currently studying in Boston University) ---> 'yoz dude over here is freezing ass man', 'the temperature are reaching below minus 0 degrees celcius everyday man even in the day time.' heard this but some factory workers are keeping warm by using the fridge man....hahaha coz they can turn up the fridge to 15degrees celcius hahaha so its warmer than the outside natural temp.' ----> can u imagine we have to use a fridge to keep 'warm'????? hahahahaha what a new insight for me.

Friday, January 16, 2004

another day has passed another fleeting moment gone by......life just runs through our lives in a split second...ever wonder how many of us took the time to sit back, relax, take a deep breathe and thought about how we have travelled down that long winding 'life road'?
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i have been thinking, how i wish i could have the kind of lives like our predecessors had. all that hardwork we have to toil day and night to make ends meet. how i wish i had to go through them one time to make me understand better how they lived thru that life without resentment and always with hope. its not that i don't know or don't understand, but its just for the experience to enrich my own life. i'm not stupid nor such an idiot for wanting this sort of life. but then to think again...how many of us actually treasured what we have? aren't we all always seeking for more of this n that. we never seem to have enough always. wanting more is alrite, but did we treasure what we had, what we have? haha makes me wonder how many of us are truely honest when answering this. i'm no superhero or some big figure to influence others, neither am i someone great to be picking on all the faults of others. i'm just like everyone else---> simply human. haha but i'm glad i reflected on this and gave myself a piece of my own mind. (lecturing myself) but if anyone who reads this do not judge by what i have said, but rather go and reflect on your own life and understand it better. i did that and i'm glad.
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for those who missed my last super long article you gotta ask me to put it up again hahahaha... :p

Thursday, January 15, 2004

there's this sudden jolt of intense concentration going through my mind now. i have been thinking about the feelings i have had to suppressed for the past few months. its all reaching that boiling point.......*kaboom!!!* so here's my 2 cents worth of thoughts for all to think, "loving someone is not having to be with that someone, loving someone is something you give wholeheartedly but should never expect something in return, even if it means ending up hurting yourself and making yourself sad, there is something more to it than meets the eye. its all about sacrifices and making that someone you love truely happy. its all in their happiness and its through their happiness you can find comfort that you truely loved that someone, the special feelings you have for him or her is something worth cherishing and something worth living for. even if that love you gave is not given back in that same amount, we should not be let down by that thought we are betrayed, it should spur us to better and greater things in life. so it boils down to one thing.......life goes on and that we should cherish the love we have given, for it should be remembered as something special and not that its wasted or unwanted...."
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really wonder those that whole sentence actually make sense?? hahaha its just my chain of thoughts i had over these few weeks cramping inside that small little skull of mine. what made me thought of it, for those who don't know, here's the story......
"i had the most beautiful relationship i had ever wanted with this gal i knew way back, we got hitched life seems so wonderful until i had to go overseas to further my studies, the ride was bumpy we had a few ups and downs, but just when i thought everything was settling down, 'wham!' the hardest part to choke down ... we had to go our seperate ways... all seems to be at a lost, everything i had to do and was doing seem so hard to do. there was an emptiness inside, i was confused, afraid and knew nothing of what to do. it happened so recently that the thoughts are still in my head. but over the weeks i have come to realise, that somewhat long and yet short moment in time i had that love for her is something worth cherishing. its not that my love for her has stopped but it will still go on in my heart and spur me to live my life better. coz no matter what it maybe what others might say 'give it up' don't dwell on it too much. hey its my life and i love every single moment of it. so even right up til now though seperated and all, life's less exciting it used to be, i still love her the way i do, the very day we were together til the very day i leave this world. its her happiness that matters and thats all i want her to have and i really hope to be part of that journey every step of the way."
.......so that's my story i have to tell, so for everyone who saw this please don't get alarmed.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

sorry this thing gotta go...its a one day event hahahahaha
Love becomes hate, hate becomes revenge, revenge becomes realisation, realisation becomes hope, hope brings new life, new life brings new love.....

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Don���t look back

As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and the solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead
If you can be stalwart enough!

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can���t yet comprehend!

Perhaps you���ll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,
And so many ways you can grow!

Perhaps you���ll go places you never expected
And see things that you���ve never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you���ll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who���s there
To help you stay centered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you���ll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They���ll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day���
There���s a brighter tomorrow that���s just down the road ���
Don���t look back! You���re not going that way!





tried adding a slideshow in the bloggers but currently still in the process of making it a reality, not much to add for now...goin to play my games before heading off to never never land...gdnites

Monday, January 12, 2004

















added a few changes to the blog....maybe its for the new year...who knows...
What a day it was today. It rained continuously and the cool weather made it so nice to just fall asleep. Best part of it, I did fall asleep, from morning to breakfast, lunch til dinner, and finally now i'm just wide awake. What a way to spend your lazy sunday family day just sleeping in. Gotta do that more often.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

hmm thought i just post some pictures here...hey i just got a eureka!...haha i realised i went to KL without taking a picture with my 'bro' ah lun....hahaha OMG!!!!
it's another early morning day for me as the sun cascade into my small little room...
just a thought "how long does it takes for a real man to breakdown?" ever wonder that? now i'm just waiting for time to pass by and life to take me by my hands and bring me to places where i never thought possible... "all we need in times like this in the world is faith and love, a touch of love can warm winter months and guide us through the hardest moments."

Friday, January 09, 2004

餈���舀��蝚砌��甈� at bloggers haha and got alot of weird problems with the chinese characters input

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Another week has pass...time flows...people go....the day fades into night and rise again....hmmm lately nothing much happened but i guess its good for me... got many new games with me now to play so have been playing all these while...work work work is another thing on my agenda...goin out with friends too...but sadly all these have to end soon ....sch is fast approaching a new semester coming...hmm wonder what is installed for me to do or see......hopefully everyone is having the time of their lives...

Thursday, January 01, 2004

From Last Year to This Year all the younger generations in the family have been hit by a series of sickness or injuries...funny...coz its all the younger ones...haha...so its a new year already...alot more in life to look forward for i guess....alot of promises made, broken and left to be picked up...and hopefully i get the strength and guidance to mend it all back...