Saturday, January 29, 2005

"La Storia"

6 days of rest... sounds good to those who are busy struggling with work or schooling... but 6 days of pure agony not being able to do anything but rest is quite a struggle.

i'm looking forward to an active life from this episode. =)

Friday, January 28, 2005

"La Storia"

At this moment of silence,
i paused and really wondered,
i never knew i could be like this,
as i listen to my heart go rhum a thum thum.

Suddenly time slows down,
clouds wandering by,
winds whispering through,
as the music of my heart beats louder.

The thickest of blood,
the toughest of steel,
only broken,
by the thinnest of seals.....

Orionstar 2005



Thursday, January 27, 2005

"La Storia"

poisoning poisoning poisoning eeeekssss......

4 days MC =(

Sunday, January 23, 2005

"La Storia"

sometimes things just do happen... and you can never erase them from memory...

"each day i just think of you and wonder, how have you been... seasons may change from winter to spring but i just don't see that love disappear and it will follow me till the end of time"

wow wow wow!!!! haha great day fantastic moment and hoping for better days ahead for everyone and not just me... hey hey friends let us all strive ahead to a better future!

learn from our past memories, live to the fullest in the present and make history in the future =)
"La Storia"

waking up to 2 great mornings is really refreshing, had a great weekend to chill out with family and friends, all thanks to the hari raya haji holiday...had enough time to relax...

wish i could spend more time with my friends and get updated on alot of stuff... i'm feeling left behind by all that has happened back here... gotta start keeping up with the pace =)

Monday, January 17, 2005

"La Storia"

busy busy busy like a bee....though i'm working temporary, but the job brings some sort of satisfaction and tiredness with it....

i have learnt a huge load of stuff in the recent 6 weeks of working...even more than i used to have...my learning curve is in a good shape...

now i'm just wondering what to do with my situation, taking it slowly and absorbing it

Sunday, January 16, 2005

"La Storia"

why do i still cry for you? still dying to get close to you? are our hearts linked by that one loose thread of memories?

Friday, January 14, 2005

"La Storia"

i'm not too sure where my heart lies... was it better for me to be overseas or back here, home.

obstacles to clear as my path lay zig-zagged. i'm full of confidence to face it with strength but one thing seem to pull me back.

i see that face, that familiar face everywhere, i hear that voice, that familiar voice everywhere, i know that name, that familiar name everywhere, everything points out to that one person. why is this happening to me... i'm trying so hard to forget yet it comes back.

i'm probably afraid... very afraid of being in that same situation again, probably thats the reason why i lack in confidence in certain ways...


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

"La Storia"

up till now... i finally came to a conclusion that eluded me for nearly 3 years already...

i finally realise how stupid and insensitive i was back then... only one word comes into mind and its just "memories"

i guess i was not ready to in a relationship back then, not now, probably not in the near future or ... ... now i can realise how much she went thru, i wasn't matured enough to think and act back then...back then i could not differentiate what i needed to cherish and what i needed to let go

how much longer must this go on... will this time, this year, this moment of my life bring some light, as i search for answers.

Monday, January 10, 2005

"La Storia"

have been working quite hard recently to overturn my misfortunes of late... now i breathe new inspiration into my once dull and boring life...

life at the bank have been a real learning experience and i must say it changes one's perspective on life. i'm glad that my life have been paved this way right now. =)

though life seem alittle boring with work and the little time i spend with family and friends, each time seems alot more cherished than before.

i hid in my shell, a crab shell i must say... fearing the worse that i cannot handle being in contact with people. i nearly lost it back then as i shy away from gatherings or with meeting up with friends...so far i have only met one other person more than anyone else, haha thanks for all the kopi trips we had...haha great stuff i tell you yum yum =p

i'm all alone walking down this path of life...

Thursday, January 06, 2005

" La Storia"

wellz, alot of things happened on my side... nothing much i can say but this... life can be really bad to you, ironic and good at the same time.

wonder how long more must i stay in limbo...not for long i hope...
i'm rather looking forward to what my new twisted future brings =)