Tuesday, August 31, 2004

"Une Nouvelle"

Flowers
sunflower

Name: The botanical name is Helianthus. The Greek word "helios" means sun and "anthos" means flower.
Origin: South and West of the USA.
Colour: Most sunflowers are bright yellow with dark brown centres, but varieties are appearing now which have tan, orange, maroon or striped petals, and green-yellow centres. Some are even without the central disc, but are fully covered in petals instead.
Trivia:
Facts: Sunflower stems were used to fill lifejackets before the advent of modern materials. Low-pollen sunflowers have been developed in recent years which not only helps asthma sufferers, but extend the flower's life
Language of Flowers: The dwarf sunflower means "adulation".
Medicinal: The sunflower is grown for the seeds and oil it produces.Each mature flower yields 40% of its weight as oil.
History: The flower was cultivated by North American Indians for many years as a food crop The nutritional value is still the main reason for growing it in many parts of the world. Only recently have we begun to grow sunflowers for decorative reasons..

Food Facts

ever wondered what your body does with your dinner? after a meal it begins to divide all that kilojoules among your organs...

10% to the kidneys
10% to no one really knows where this goes...
5- 10% to the heart
10% to the brain
10% to thermogenesis (to break down what you just ate)
25% to the muscles
2-3 % to fat cells
23% to the pancreas, liver, spleen and adrenal glands...

well there you have it...

so the next step is to give you all a great recipe to try out....hahahaha

Recipe

SEA SCALLOPS WITH CORN COULIS AND TOMATOES

The corn coulis also pairs nicely with pork tenderloin, shrimp, or grilled chicken.
Active time: 35 min Start to finish: 45 min

ingredients:
1 teaspoon finely chopped shallot
1/4 teaspoon finely chopped garlic
4 teaspoons olive oil
3/4 cup corn (from 2 large ears)
1 teaspoon finely chopped fresh basil
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/8 teaspoon black pepper
1/2 cup 1% milk
1/2 lb plum tomatoes, seeded and cut into 1/4-inch dice (1 cup)
1 tablespoon chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley
30 large sea scallops (2 1/2 lb total), tough muscle removed from side of each if necessary

preparations:
Cook shallot and garlic in 2 teaspoons oil in a small skillet over moderately low heat, stirring, until softened, about 1 minute. Add corn, basil, salt, and pepper and cook, stirring occasionally, until corn is tender and beginning to lightly brown on edges, about 4 minutes. Add milk and scrape up any brown bits from bottom of skillet, then remove from heat.
Pur谷e corn mixture in a blender at medium speed until very smooth, about 1 minute. Force pur谷e through a fine-mesh sieve into a small saucepan, pressing hard on and then discarding solids. Cover coulis until ready to serve.

Toss tomatoes with parsley and salt and pepper to taste in a bowl.

Pat scallops dry and season with salt and pepper. Heat remaining 2 teaspoons oil in a 12-inch nonstick heavy skillet over moderately high heat until hot but not smoking, then saut谷 half of scallops, turning over once, until golden and just cooked through, 4 to 5 minutes total. Transfer to a platter and keep warm, loosely covered with foil. Saut谷 remaining scallops in same manner.

Reheat coulis over low heat, covered, then spoon 2 tablespoons onto center of each of 6 plates. Arrange 5 scallops per plate in a circle on coulis, then spoon tomatoes into center.

Each serving contains about 222 calories and 5 grams fat.

Makes 6 servings.
(By Epicurous.com)
"La Storia"

well, everything is go go go, so far so good...heading off to the gym in awhile and hope to be doing some really beneficial exercises and weight lifting.

the day really started off slow for me...was doing the ISA elections stuff, all are in place and lets see who will come forth and lay their commitment and dedication to serving at the highest level of the student body for international students. hmmm so far the response is good...at least to me...better than nothing...

got down to doing my assignments for the next 2 weeks, of which all of them are killer papers and presentations.... was really happy today also...but keeping it to a few selected people to know...hehe...glad that i finally get to this point in life...ok will keep updating and the "Une Nouvelle" bit will be out later tonite... au revoir people.

Monday, August 30, 2004

"La Storia"

well alot of stuff happened over the weekend. lets see, zyan went MIA over saturday...and i was like frantically looking for him...had great company over the weekend too. had irene to accomany me to gym to work out when zyan was busy with his lab block. had yan chyuan, yan yan and zoe accompany for dinner on sunday...hmmmm claypot rice, char siew, seaweed soup and cheesecake...we are stuffed. watched the movie "along came polly" again with missy...

now i'm rushing to do the poster for ISA elections...most of it is done...just need to click the "print" button...hahaha not the way i want the poster to be like...coz it sucks i think...well....this is just the first poster...really have to cramp loads of info in there...so i got no choice...but the subsequent ones will be better....ok now off to uni...

back home around 530pm...changed and was off to deliver somethings before heading to the gym to workout again...pushed alittle harder today and was feeling good with it...slowly but surely gaining back all my lost physique and strength...came back and had a turkey steak dinner...yum yum but had to prepare to head off for marketing grp meeting...oh brudderrrr....

now i'm home and goin to chill out with music and relax... adios amigos, au revoir =P

Saturday, August 28, 2004

"La Storia"

wake. breakfast. gym. make liang cha. deliver liang cha. lunch. chat. sleep. olympics. dinner. chat. wel....this is about it....for now...

listening to some really heart pounding and inspirational instrument stuff mp3 at the moment...hahaha (hopefully

my workout at the gym have paid off dividends. i'm fitter (i think so, can feel it somehow), stronger (slowly getting back to where i left off), toned up the body and well i'm feeling great from it too...

=) *grinz*

well dinner was super full ...beef rendang, bak kut teh, green bean soupie... wanna explode already hahaha...but was delicious...hmmmmm =) thanks to both person who let me taste the nice soups...

well now i'm home...all aching from a whole week of intensive gym training...but somehow feeling super fit...well contradiction.... =p


Friday, August 27, 2004

"La Storia"

lovely weather, timely treasures. looking around me as spring blossom into something fresher. past memories seems lovely, painful, sad and happy...

well somethings i said before did come through and true... to regret now for those who didnt listen, well...there is nothing you can do... i'm happy that my convictions and foresight was right, sad that something purely innocent was taken... but a lesson learnt is a lesson earned. grow with it and you'll be alright...

only time will tell that other things i said would come true... only then we know who is right or wrong... till that time comes...i'm learning to enjoy every moment, my patience and determination has turned bitterness into sweetness. only those who understand this virtue will reap its reward...

i'm smiling =)


Thursday, August 26, 2004

"La Storia"

some thoughts for today, does responsibility sounds terrifying to everyone? i think so at times, and its this challenge that made me a fighter. i wonder, do people consider the responsibility part before taking up or doing something? from being a leader to raising your children or having a pet....well i guess we will only know when we are in it...some people suck at it, some people are good at it...

well lately i have been drawn into a world, a world with only me and my room. a simple me and a simple room. what goes on out there beside those things that are important to me, i do not know. i'm packed to the max with stuff to keep me occupied all the time. i have wasted a bit of the time back then looking and seeking an answer that i'll never get from someone. but right now i am looking at how silly my critics look now...guess they are being confused...their own world falling apart...i guess what goes around comes around....karma? retribution? i'm not too sure, but i'm surely praying about it and hope that their lives will turn out good too...

i know how it feels to be down...so its no use putting people down...never do unto others what others do to you, put yourself in their shoes...and you will realise how bad it is...and how much pain you were going through...

"Une Nouvelle"

Asean a.k.a. Association of SouthEast Asian Nations. This regional body comprise of 10 nations,
Brunei Darussalam, Cambodia, Indonesia, Laos, Malaysia, Myanmar, Philippines, Singapore, Thailand and VietNam.

ESTABLISHMENT AND MEMBERSHIP

The Association of Southeast Asian Nations or ASEAN was established on 8 August 1967 in Bangkok by the five original Member Countries, namely, Indonesia, Malaysia, Philippines, Singapore, and Thailand. Brunei Darussalam joined on 8 January 1984, Vietnam on 28 July 1995, Laos and Myanmar on 23 July 1997, and Cambodia on 30 April 1999.

The ASEAN region has a population of about 500 million, a total area of 4.5 million square kilometers, a combined gross domestic product of US$737 billion, and a total trade of US$ 720 billion.

OBJECTIVES

The ASEAN Declaration states that the aims and purposes of the Association are: (i) to accelerate the economic growth, social progress and cultural development in the region through joint endeavours in the spirit of equality and partnership in order to strengthen the foundation for a prosperous and peaceful community of Southeast Asian nations, and (ii) to promote regional peace and stability through abiding respect for justice and the rule of law in the relationship among countries in the region and adherence to the principles of the United Nations Charter.

In 1995, the ASEAN Heads of States and Government re-affirmed that ※Cooperative peace and shared prosperity shall be the fundamental goals of ASEAN.§

Fashion

Guess? tee


Facts

lonely hearts at risk?
loneliness and depression are bigger risk factors for heart diseases than stress, ranking just as high as smoking, high blood pressure and cholesterol, according to the National Heart Foundation. people who were socially isolated increased their chances of suffering from coronary heart diseases by as much as five times.
(hmmmm....)

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

"La Storia"

this is my story....

sleep 5am, wake up 830am, rush to uni, class at 9am til 12noon, break for lunch, library, class 2pm til 5pm, 530pm meeting til 830pm, badminton 840pm to 945pm, dinner 10pm, in front of computer, and WHAT THE FREAKING HECK AM I STILL AWAKE!!!!!!!!!

well i guess the body is about to collaspe from exhaustion...so i'm going to sleep now...adios people...

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"Flowers are a perfect replica of human life: planting, growth, bloom and withering. I guess flowers say it best from birth to death." -- Jim Moretz

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

"La Storia"

just got back from marketing group meeting...well not really tired yet...but YES i'm starving...have been hitting the gym lately and increasing my fitness training...well so that also means a healtier appetite wahaha....everything is looking great so far...

just now was on the way back with stacey from the meeting, and guess what we saw a koala bear just crawling slowly from the road to the trees, just along our houses... well a beautiful night capped with a special appearance from our cute friend there...its been wonderful lately =)

well i'm going to hit my marketing books now...sheeesh....
(entry 1.15am on 25th august)

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marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing marketing

kill me please.... =(

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well off to gym to thrash things out... =) go away stupid marketing...grrrrrrr

Monday, August 23, 2004

"La Storia"

what was my day like? a very busy one indeed. well it went like this....wake up. breakfast. classes. booth. lunch. readings. computer. gym. dinner. movie. blog. study...and now....

well just a passing thought i just had...kinda feel stupid after what had happen to me...never knew it could be this hard. 乾�襞疶侉衈衈�...thats how i will put it... maybe its just bad karma for me...something i did and i was punished.

well the punishment is good and i guess making me concentrate on helping others is good too...well....i'm off to do my readings for marketing which is giving me a big headache. guess i will sleep early and wake up for my jogs and study after tat...well gdnites people....
"Une Nouvelle"

Alzheimer's disease

Definition
Alzheimer's disease is a group disorders involving the parts of the brain that control thought, memory, and language. It is marked by progressive deterioration, which affects both the memory and reasoning capabilities of an individual. It has no cure and the only way is to better manage it.

The onset and symptoms of Alzheimer's disease are usually very slow and gradual, seldom occurring before the age of 65. It occurs in the following three (3) stages:

Stage 1: forgetfulness, poor insight, mild difficulties with word-finding, personality changes, difficulties with calculations, losing or misplacing things, repetition of questions or statements and a minor degree of disorientation

Stage 2: memory worsens, words are used more and more inappropriately, basic self-care skills are lost, personality changes, agitation develops, can't recognize distant family or friends, has difficulty communicating, wanders off, becomes deluded and may experience hallucinations

Stage 3: bedridden, incontinent, uncomprehending and mute

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bon app谷tit

creamy tofu salad sandwich

creamy tofu salad
This looks and tastes like egg salad, even though it's made with tofu. Active time: 15 min Start to finish: 20 min

1 (14-oz) package firm tofu, rinsed and drained
1/2 cup mayonnaise
1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice
1 teaspoon turmeric
1/2 teaspoon dry mustard
2 celery ribs, finely chopped
1/4 cup chopped fresh chives
1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste
1/4 teaspoon black pepper, or to taste

Accompaniments: sandwich bread; lettuce leaves; sliced tomato

Finely mash tofu with a fork in a bowl, then let drain in a sieve set over another bowl, about 15 minutes (discard liquid).
While tofu drains, whisk together mayonnaise, lemon juice, turmeric, and mustard in bowl, then stir in tofu, celery, chives, salt, and pepper.

Makes 4 servings
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rose

rose


Name: Botanical name Rosa

Origin: China and now cultivated from America to Africa and from Eastern Europe to the Far East.

Colour: Available in every colour except blue and true black.

Availability: All year round and probably the best known and best-loved flower in the world.

Varieties: For extra scented roses, look for 'Sterling Star' (lilac), 'Jacaranda' (blue-pink), 'Osiana' (peach-cream), 'Sterling Silver' (lilac) and 'Extase' (pink).

Care Tips: Limp roses can be revived by standing up to their necks in lukewarm water in a cool room. Do not bash the stems as this prevents them taking up water effectively. Don't remove thorns unless for a hand-held posy, as these can cause wounds where bacteria can enter. They have a vase life of around a week but can last even longer.

Trivia:Facts: In the 19th century old scented roses were used to make jelly. The red rose is the symbol of England and is worn on St George's Day. It is also the symbol of love and is hugely popular on St Valentine's Day, when roses make up the largest proportion of the ?22 million spent on flowers in the UK on this day.

Medicinal: The crusaders when defeated by Saladin in Jerusalem returned to the west with rose plants which were then cultivated by monks in their monastery gardens for their medicinal properties. Rose water was successfully used to cure all kinds of ailments, such as trembling, constipation, drunkenness, skin and throat infections and insomnia. There is some truth in this as we now know Rosa rugosa hips contain high levels of Vitamin C. Indeed, rosehip tea is often recommended in pregnancy. Rose oil can reduce high cholesterol levels. Roses are used in face toners and perfume and are one of the most effective anti-ageing ingredients.

History: Not surprisingly the Rose has always featured strongly throughout history.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

"La Storia"

had a wonderful dinner at samson's place just now...hmmm thanks again dude...it was well done...hope to have the same steak dinner again soon...muahahahaha... well other than the dinner appointment, i was at church, singing my guts out...haha oh well....anyway hopefully i won't miss the saturday weekend mass next week...well yes if some people you are wondering, i'm attending church services everyday saturday evening and sunday morning...its for some silly reason and hopefully my determination in doing this will help answer my prayer for someone to be blessed in her life and that she will be well protected. =)

well its 3am right now, i'm stuck with my readings, stuck to the online world chatting and yes stuck to blogging too...hahaha

well i wont be putting up any articles today...tomorrow i will bring more news bulletin... =)
"La Storia"

well how many of us have been heart broken? well i'm guessing alot... i'm one of them, but i will stand up again. all of my strength is gone, but i've been rebuilding it. i will come back stronger and prove my critics wrong. everything inside me back then is wanting you and needing you and i'm so in love with you...but from now on its not going to be like this...

i have long been mislead and confused by this and by love...i found my guiding strength out of this already. i'm going back to where i'm truely needed.

its this fighting spirit and determination that got me thru' times as low as this... and it will get me thru' this one too... those were also the things that once attracted your attention.
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if anyone wants to join me in helping others...please join the United Nations Volunteers online volunteering programme. they require expertise on alot of things...from website design, photography to even auditing... and i know some of you who read my blog are expert in some of these fields. lets all work together hand in hand to make this world a better place. =)

and for all my fellow singaporeans there is the
National Volunteer and Philanthropy which you could volunteer when you are back home.

if you all realise only the average person will work half their life, try to make it good and be happy...but those who are brilliant are those who make it big in their lives, help others lead a brilliant life and are leaders in their own fields respectively.

well not everyone likes Bill Gates...but he as a billionaire he don't forget others...he donates more than half of his wealth into charity programmes organised by the Gates Foundation, and to vaccine programmes as well as to aids and polio treatment. some people might say his microsoft company is a monopolistic one and his critics maybe harsh...but have they mentioned his charitable act? what made him give half his wealth to charity??? to avoid taxes?? maybe...but why give taxes and be absorb into a country where most of the money goes into the pockets of lazy individuals who make use of the 'dough' system. when the money can be better spent on people who really need them. if you say his rich, he can afford to give...yes but he worked hard for it and he deserve to be rich. if you can't do that don't complain. try giving half you earned so hard to charity...maybe then you will understand...(this is just a simple example and may not be accurate, all of it are my personal thougths)

Saturday, August 21, 2004

"La Storia"

had a tiny weeny mini, affair with the floor today...well i was magnetically stuck to the floor for a short period of time...no matter how much i tried to get out of its grip...the floor had this huge force over me...weighs a ton over me...well after half an hour or so of strugglin i finally broke free... well what a heart wrenching moment for me...

well...just wanna comment on the most powerful women in the world...for me i think the most powerful women might be them in the list...but well the scariest of them all...wahahaha *drumroll*....tada...yes if you have guess it...IT'S MY MUM! hahahahaha

haha =p

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well i have to get on with my tight schedule...and i'm kinda behind time...i think i need a personal assistant soon...gotta get my other half soon to run my life on time... hehe any takers? =p

just kidding...i'm going to get moving now...so well to all who read my blog...enjoy your evening...and in french i would say..."bonsoir" good evening..... =)

"Une Nouvelle"

Nato
it is an alliance of 26 countries from north america and europe, its main purpose is to champion the ideology of freedom, democratic values, provide and maintain security, resolve all disputes peacefully and create a economic link between the member states.

member states are: Belgium, Bulgaria, Canada, Czech Rep, Denmark, Estonia, France, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Iceland, Italy, Latvia, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Netherlands, Norway, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Slovakia, Slovenia, Spain, Turkey, United Kingdom, United States.

world facts
top 10 most powerful women in the world:
1. Condoleezza Rice
2. Wu Yi
3. Sonia Gandhi
4. Laura Bush
5. Hillary Rodham Clinton
6. Sandra Day O'Connor
7. Ruth Bader Ginsburg
8. Megawati Sukarnoputri
9. Gloria Arroyo
10. Carleton Fiorina

(source forbes.com, 2004)

others


guess jacket...




Friday, August 20, 2004

"La Storia"

well...its 930 am right now...i'm feeling great for the morning, had a good fitness train up just now...feeling really 'up' there now...well hopefully the rest of the day will be even better...

=)

well this is the afternoon bit of my life today...had a meeting with Lyell and Rachel in the morning...got the pics i wanted to redevelop, well also had lunch with Lenore and Sheali just only and oh boy we are stuffed... now i'm about to head off to do my appointments and later to the radio to DJ with the rest...well hopefully going to be a wonderful evening later...haha ok will be back to update more later...seeya

ok this is the evening update...haha well did go for radio..it was kinda fun but i was too tired...and had other things on my mind...well i'm in the thinking mode right now...with all the sensitive feelers all out and scanning for answers...hahaha

just finish my marketing meeting with stacey...well we were confused by our assignment but finally solved it with a phone call...well gotta thank darren for clearing our confusion...i think i going to collaspe again...whole day i have been running around and packing my schedule really tight...

my eyes are red and my heart bleeding...the strength is gone...the faith in that one thing i have been broken by someone...and it opened my eyes to see the world in a different and harsher light...i'm moving on and going to silence all my critics, and i will make them regret...

Thursday, August 19, 2004

"Une Nouvelle"

health~
US researchers have found that eating fruits regularly may help ward off macular degeneration, the leading cause of vision loss in older adults. those who consumed more than 3 or more servings of fruits per day have a 36 percent lower risk of developing macular degeneration. eating fruits not only helps you live longer and ward off age-related dieseases or illnesses to a certain extent. (wow, so lets all start a healtier lifestyle with fruits yah) (source Men's Health)


bon app谷tit

choco dessert



Active time: 30 min Start to finish: 5 1/2 hr (includes chilling)
6 oz fine-quality bittersweet chocolate (not unsweetened), finely chopped
1 1/3 cups heavy cream
2/3 cup whole milk
1 1/2 to 2 teaspoons instant-espresso powder*
6 large egg yolks2 tablespoons sugar

Special equipment: 8 (4- to 5-oz) ramekins or pot de cr豕me cups
Garnish: bittersweet chocolate curls (see cooks' note, below)

Put oven rack in middle position and preheat oven to 300∼F.
Put chocolate in a heatproof bowl. Bring cream, milk, espresso powder (to taste), and a pinch of salt just to a boil in a small heavy saucepan, stirring until espresso powder is dissolved, then pour over chocolate, whisking until chocolate is melted and mixture is smooth.

Whisk together yolks, sugar, and a pinch of salt in another bowl, then add warm chocolate mixture in a slow stream, whisking constantly. Pour custard through a fine-mesh sieve into a 1-quart glass measure and cool completely, stirring occasionally, about 15 minutes.
Line bottom of a baking pan (large enough to hold ramekins) with a folded kitchen towel and arrange ramekins on towel.


Poke several holes in a large sheet of foil with a skewer. Divide custard among ramekins, then bake custards in a hot water bath, pan covered tightly with foil, until custards are set around edges but still slightly wobbly in centers, 30 to 35 minutes.
Transfer ramekins to a rack to cool completely, uncovered, about 1 hour. (Custards will set as they cool.) Chill, covered, until cold, at least 3 hours.

Cooks' notes:? Pots de cr豕me can chill up to 2 days. ? To make chocolate curls, shave off curls from a piece of chocolate at room temperature using a vegetable peeler.

odds

Odds of developing alzhemier's: 1 in 16
Odds of being struck by lightening: 1 in 10,000,000
Odds of being in a plane crash: 1 in 1,000,000
Odds of having a royal flush: 1 in 649,739
Odds of becoming a millionaire in a casino: 1 in 600,000
Odds of being hit by an asteroid: 1 in 20,000
Odds of getting in a car accident: 1 in 7,000

"La Storia"

well just caught the movie Hellboy...it was alrite...kinda freaky and interesting...out of this world...but hey not a totally impossible future or isit already present amongst us? haha well all of you gotta watch the movie to find it out then...

life is just getting better each day, i know deep inside there my heart has a place for that someone...i can't deny that...but i can only pretend so much to move on...you know, i know that it is totally impossible for me...coz in me i can feel it, and when you know that everything will be good with that person you just know...somethings are impossible for us to control or do...this is something good...coz i know deep down i'm true to my heart and i lived the moment...and i'm enjoying every bit of it in memory...well thats the best of me... =)


"La Storia"

YEAH! i got the most important bit of my life settled already...woot woot...really really happy...brightens the day up...well i guess only samantha knows it so far (coz i met her at the post office) YEAH!

well i got some new fotos added onto my webshot...so go chk it out pple...all the gorgeous looking man and woman of our time...haha well almost all except me... =)

me off to never never land to celebrate a victory...

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

"Une Nouvelle"... well this will be my name for the news column...or bulletin...haha...found this name i want finally...its in french and it means..."a piece of news", going to do an alternating sets of news and interesting stuff, well yesterday, i got the first set already, basically something to do with health, travel and food... and today i will have something on world facts, politics and others...

going to use a simple headline, for the latest news and feelings about and around me..."La Storia"...also know in italian as "My Story" hehe well... there you have it...my new and informative blog for family and friends... well hopefully it will not only provide all of us an insight to new things but also be a learning experience for me...

well here goes.....

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"Une Nouvelle"

world facts
world population- 6,379,157,361 (July 2004 est., source CIA world book)

politics
the united nations was officially came into existence on 24th October 1945. the purposes of the United Nations, as set forth in the Charter, are to maintain international peace and security; to develop friendly relations among nations; to cooperate in solving international economic, social, cultural and humanitarian problems and in promoting respect for human rights and fundamental freedoms; and to be a centre for harmonizing the actions of nations in attaining these ends. the six principal organs of the United Nations, are the: General Assembly, Security Council, Economic and Social Council, Trusteeship Council, International Court of Justice and Secretariat. the United Nations family, however, is much larger, encompassing 15 agencies and several programmes and bodies.
(source: united nations)

lily

Name: Lilium candidum was the most significant flower symbol for Christians and suggested purity. As a symbol of purity associated with virgins it became known as the Madonna Lily.

Origin: One of the first descriptions of the lily dates from the Chinese Middle Ages "the plant flowers until late autumn and there are three types, red, yellow and purple".

Colour: Some forms (Lilium longiflorum, L. candidum, oriental lilies) are highly perfumed but white only; others (asiatic lilies) are highly coloured but scent-free

Availability: All year.

Care Tips: Remove the pollen stamens by pinching them together and pulling them up out of the flower. This prolongs the flower's life as well. Use sellotape to remove pollen, not water which will fix the stain.

Trivia Facts: Lilies have been cultivated for over 3000 years. Feng Shui believers hold the lily as an emblem of summer and abundance; to the Chinese, lily means "Forever in love". The lily was the holy flower of the ancient Assyrians. Until the 16th century the Madonna lily was the only garden variety known, because of this the "lilies of the field" as mentioned in the bible are thought to be this specific lily. A lily has adorned the coat of arms of the kings of France since 1179. King Chlodwig I allegedly received this 'fleur de lys', as it is called in heraldic language, from an angel. But in actual fact his flower wasn't a lily, as the name implies, but an iris. Via Louis XI the motif made its way to the coat of arms of the Medici family, and from there on to the arms of Florence and Tuscany. Interestingly, only the Florentine 'fleur de lys' has stamens like a lily.

Mythology: In Greek poetry, the lily stood for tenderness. It was also referred to as the voice of cicadas or of the muses. There is a Greek myth that tells us how the lily was born from the milk of the goddess Hera. The lily still symbolises pure, virginal love in the Christian world.

Medicinal: In the past, various flowers were used to prepare remedies in popular medicine. In China some served as lucky charms, while others were thought to be capable of averting the evil eye. In another historical account we read that people were interested in lilies for their anti-toxic powers and their capacity of curing depressions. In Europe, too, lilies were used as a remedy against a wide range of diseases and ailments right up to the beginning of the last century.

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"La Storia"

well have been busy and packing myself with activities...currently reading Bill Clinton's My Life...going for badminton sessions (just started today)... have lots of assignments to do (stressful stuff)... doing up some association stuff (well can't get my hands off it)... still playing the piano diligently (trying to improve)...doing some fitness programme and going to join the gym soon (gotta keep fit right? hahaha)

otherwise from the above mentioned, i'm well packed with schedules and appointments to keep up with...oh yeah and gotta go for radio on friday's too....hahaha...i think i should rest less and strive on...(ooops i can see zyan coming with his pan in his hand trying to beat the craps out of me for not sleeping...hahaha)

hahahahaha ok thats about my life for today...have fun people coz i'm having a seriously challenging life right now and i must say its very fruitful, painful yet a spot of sweetness in between... =)



Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Bulletin...

well i'm still deciding on what name shall i use for my feature articles...but i guess i will start off with a few articles anyway...well its going to be explicit, its going to be cold hard news, its going to warm fuzzy news, its going to be multi-faceted and its going to FUN...haha well and today's feature articles are....(*drum roll*)

Growing up speaking two languages helps keep your mind young
those who grew up bilingual had quicker reaction times in cognitive tests, findings have suggested that having to juggle two or more languages keeps the brains elastic and may help prevent some of the mental deterioration caused by age...( extracts from Health Bullentin in Men's Health)

Bon App谷tit

rice-studded meatballs

RICE-STUDDED MEATBALLS
These rice-coated meatballs, commonly referred to as zhen zhu, meaning "pearls" in Chinese, are often prepared at home in New York City's Chinatown. Steaming them on lettuce leaves helps prevent them from sticking to the steamer rack. They are traditionally made with sticky rice (sometimes called sweet rice), but we've used long-grain rice, which is easier to find.
Active time: 20 min Start to finish: 45 min
1 cup long-grain white rice
2 to 4 outer leaves iceberg or romaine lettuce
1 lb ground pork or veal or meatloaf mix
1 tablespoon Chinese rice wine (preferably Shaoxing) or medium-dry Sherry
1 bunch scallions (white and pale green parts only), minced (1/3 cup)
1/2 cup diced (1/4 inch) rinsed and drained canned water chestnuts
1 tablespoon cornstarch
1 tablespoon egg white, lightly beaten
1 teaspoon sugar
1/2 teaspoon Asian sesame oil
1 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon white pepper

Special equipment: a large collapsible metal steamer rack
Soak rice in hot tap water in a large bowl while preparing meat mixture.
While rice soaks, put a metal steamer rack in a deep 12-inch skillet or a wide 6-quart pot and add enough water to reach 1/2 inch below bottom of steamer rack. Remove steamer rack from skillet and line rack with lettuce.

Stir together remaining ingredients (except rice) until combined well.
Drain rice in a sieve and transfer to a shallow dish.
Roll about 1 tablespoon meat mixture into a ball and roll in rice to coat, then transfer to steamer rack. Make about 30 more coated balls in same manner (use all of meat mixture; there will be leftover rice) and arrange in 1 layer on steamer rack.

Bring water to a boil and set steamer rack in skillet. Cover tightly and steam over high heat until cooked through, about 25 minutes. Check water occasionally, adding more as necessary.

Makes 6 main-course or 10 first-course servings.

(source from
http://www.epicurious.com/run/recipe/view?id=109195)

Sex in the City and well... Country too ya...
A private interlude in a public area is a rush that lingers, "the romantic thrhill of possibly being caught increases all the processes that the body experiences when we approach orgasm. so those sensations are heightened," explains Gabrielle Morrissey, a "sex expert"(well i dun believe in anyone being a true expert) and author of Urge..."when we add a new or different stimulation, our minds can process that stimulation into arousal."

here are some outdoor spots anyone can try...

the Beach, Camping grounds, Boat and well some natural reserve or rock quarry...(the beach is a definite hmmm sexy idea...)

(source from Men's Health Sept, Oz Edition)

sexiest place to...ahem...well...
Feature Article...

i have decided that i shall not close down my blog...until further notice...and from today onwards...i will feature special articles that i have read, or from books i have seen and blog them...so hopefully this new section will be good...i'm kinda thinking of a name for my feature articles...well... got a few in mind but...

"Xpresso" (well this was used in the Mosaic newsletter back then by my team)

"Naked Truth" (hahaha not too sure about this)

"D谷j芍 Vu" (well...a spot of french would be good, p芍rl谷z v車us franc芍is)

"InspirE" (hmmm hopefully if choose this...the articles will be inspiring and useful...)

haha well...i do need some comments... so feel free to drop a hint on which i should choose or any new ideas too....

ok off to do my assignments...oh brudder.... =(


Monday, August 16, 2004

Material... or Values...

what is this world coming into? everything we live for and die for is because of what? i am fast becoming blurred by the facts and figures...the dollar signs and the numbers...the 'paper qualification' and the experiences...

are we chasing the 'C's just because we need them? car, career, cash, credit card and condominium (having a good house)... is it blinding all of us in retrospect? what do we perceive as important?

where are the days where loyalty, honesty, chivalry, bravery and love once stood so strong? has it all gone down the drain? ever wonder?

if you were to choose between the 2 sets of things you rather have, what would you choose to have? for me i will definitely choose the later...its the only things that will make us live the life to the fullest and most fulfilling =)

i guess for me values are more important than material stuff...

End of Blog...

well i was considering shutting down my blog for good just yesterday... well in the process of considering this issue, i had several reasons to do so...

wonder if anyone have any comments...


Sunday, August 15, 2004

NEWS

ever wonder how news spread? i'm not too sure myself... well after so much things have happened...i guess i can only say this...gossips are a killer...

and that news can be screwed to that extent that you will never know what is the truth and what is false...

well i guess from now on it is going to be cleaning up the mess for me...

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Silver Lining...

there is a chinese saying... " �朊銘捧褗蝗侗產疤刳輔蝶�屨毞諾 ", well I'm glad that i have done that, well all is over for me, and i'm going to be at cutting edge, in the front and moving faster than the rest.

i have lost the war and its over, there is no use lying in the defeat, i gotta pick myself up and start planning ahead to win back what i have lost... its by no means an easy feat... but i have the one thing others seem to forget...i believe...

well behind every cloud there is a silver lining......

dreams are what i dream of...and i'm glad that i did...Astoria-Waldorf, here i come.... ;)
Friday........the 13th....muahahaha

well to most of us...it seems to be bad luck day or what...well for me i think i'm feeling good about it...coz firstly it was my best friend's birthday...

had fun at the monash clayton's multicultural night dinner and dance ball....well its good to see ISA really reaching out there now with the rest, after laying the foundations for 2 years...i'm proud to say the teams that came and gone before this...you have done a fantastic job...wells....its hard to express thanks here...but i try my best lah...hahaha

i think my heart has bled finish already, practically empty hahaha....i think i going crazy man....its getting more painful each time...last night came again..and had to sit down for half and hour at the leisure centre...haha kinda funny...this time i saw the stars alone ...

i have only slept like 4 hrs for the past 2 days...well if i keep it up...i might be dead by monday...wahahaha....

hopefully not i suppose...well assignments are a definite killer...and loneliness too...i guess the best thing i have now...is the piano that calmed my soul every single day...and of course the books i have

well hopefully can have a get together soon before i really die of boredom from sch stuff and the perils of loneliness...



Friday, August 13, 2004

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Paul my buddy, happy birthday to you...hey sweet big 23 man...hahaha well may all your friday the 13th wish come true...and you be blessed with all the luck and good fortunes in years to come... =)

cheers
richmond
After Party...

tagged along for the after party...wasn't too sure i should go...but i did anyway...was really turned off by the boring music. that was good enough to kill the mood. well this is after all my final outing for this sort of stuff in Gippsland...

In A Heart Beat...

well today had the chest pains again, on top of the migraines...i guess after all the prayers and counselling sessions, nothing can stop my heart from beating to the rhythm of "L's" heart... its been a painful process for me, and i have been struggling physically and mentally...today the pain is the worst i have had since the year began...

it is been a painful and long winding process, to try to forget someone you love and can't be with. i am channeling all my energy and what is left of me in my heart to where i need faith and will, to get over this... its not going to be easy to overcome this, and i really need you "L" to get over this obstacle...

but its just like mission impossible... i somehow wished that i could just sleep over it and in a heart beat just leave this place peacefully...


Thursday, August 12, 2004

Dressing Up

well the time has come to dress up, doll up and looking spink and spank for most people who got their tix to SRA Ball...well for me, this is the third and probably the final one for me. i've kinda gotten use to such semi-formal to formal Balls...

in all my time here in Australia, i have attended 2 ISA Cultural Nights, 3 SRA Balls, 1 Flag Ceremony and finally 2 Official function Balls at the invitation of other Universities. well its been fun attending them, tiring as well, yet somehow each time it just gets better and better.

well i guess friday's function in the city will be my last in Australia. somehow i feel tonight's function will be just as good. looking forward to it despite being tired right now. i think i will head off to the bed for a quick nap. if not will be too tired.

will update this as soon i'm back ...chaoz =)

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Survey Again...

WHAT ARE/WERE YOU DOING...
==========================
Now: listening to my list of mp3 & doing this!
2hours ago: preparing a surprise
6hours ago: struggling thru my assign and went through ISA meeting
==================
LAST THING(s) I...
==================
Bought: Groceries?
Read: Bill Clinton's My Life
Watched on TV: Aussie Idol
Watched on VCD: Serendipity
========
PREFER..
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Club/house party: Club party~
Cats/dogs: dogs and cats
Pen/pencil: Pen and pencil
Gloves/mittens: gloves
Food/candy: food lar!
Cassette/Cd: Cds!
Coke/Pepsi: Coke~
Matches/lighter: Lighter... zHun!
=====================
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
=====================
Kill: no one
Kiss: wahaha "L" lor...
Skin: heh?
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FAVORITE...
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Food: a wide selection
Shoes: adidas sneakers...
Song: Melody by David Tao
Vegetables: All
Fruit(s): All
=======
LAST#
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Last movie you saw: spider-man
Last phone number you called: zyan's hp
Last song you heard: Let's Make Love by Faith Hill & Tim McGraw
Last thing you had to drink: h2o
Last thing you ate: chicken cutlet with eggs..
Last time you smiled: have always been...
Last time time you laughed: today
Last thing you said: ok will call you tomolo
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DO YOU...
=========
Sleep with stuffed animals: the boys are with mummy
Read the newspaper: Everyday
Believe in miracles: Yes
Consider yourself tolerant to others: Yes,most time
Believe in magic: Yes
Have any secrets: Yes
Have any tattoos: No
Hate yourself: Sometimes...
Like your handwriting: Sure! No1 can beat me!
Believe in witches: i'm sure we have
Believe in ghosts: i'm sure we have
Trust others easily: depends on who is the other party
Take walks in the rain: yes...
Sing in the shower: No
Miss someone: Yes... "L"
Happiness

its not when happiness don't find you now, its just on vacation. it will eventually find you...for me it came in the form of peace and serenity. i have found the calm to my heart. i'm in love with you 'L' and that is something special to me. it means alot to me and i treasure it as much as i can. even if now we are not together, it doesnt really matter to me. your happiness means more to me. i'm glad to see you your every smile each day, to see the glow in those beautiful eyes, and the radiance in you, thats more than enough for me to get through.

ain't nobody is going to steal this heart i have for you. its secured and deep down where no one can reach, but only you. =)

i have been blessed by those who have stood by me recently and i am basking in it. prayer kept me going on. the confidence is coming back, the fighting spirit is coming back, the will is coming back and the happiness for the heart is coming back. =)
~~~~~~~~

well that is double happiness for me today. spurring me to new heights. i'm impressed by those who go beyond their duties...and do things that other didnt do...i'm really truely impressed... =)

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tuesday

well today wasn't so bad... considering i was diligently finishing up my marketing assignment. i was a little shaken when i had to do some research into kelloggs and some others...but kelloggs company is probably the unbeatable producer of cereals...hahaha oh wells...i'm not too sure how to make a marketing plan feasible for a totally new company...

even if this company does get moving...it will eventually be acquired by kelloggs i presume...totally no fight...imagine...a projected annual sale of $8 billion dollars...sheesh...even top companies such as General Electrics turnover is only $35 billion dollars...(considering they doing electronic and stuff they should earn even more...) wells i guess food does mean alot more...hahaha

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Cosima De Vito...oooooh her new debut single is going to top the charts i tell you...woot woot...well done Australian Idol for putting 4 great singers into your music charts...so watch out for this gal...

well here is her new song...

"when the war is over"
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away

When the war is over
Got to get away
Pack my bags to no place, in no time, no day
You and I we used each other's shoulder
Still so young but somehow so much older
How can I go home and not get blown away

Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away

When the war is over got to start again
Try to hold a trace of what it was back then
All around this chaos and madness
Can't help feeling nothing more than sadness
Only choice to face it the best I can

Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away

You and I we sent each other stories
Just a page I'm lost in all its glories
How can I go home and not get blown away?

Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away
Ain't nobody gonna steal this heart away


BLOG

ok i made some changes into my blog...added a 'fellowship' droplist...changed the names in there...coz everyone have been changing their blog titles...so what the heck...i just put the people's name in there...and yes...now when u click anyone on the list...it will pop out in another page... so its good stuff....

will probably add another list soon...for all my favourite links... oh wells...now i'm just running to the toilet and rushing off to uni, before hitting the books for my marketing ASSIGNMENT! hahahaha arghhhhh.....

Monday, August 09, 2004

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Tummy Ache!

yes...yes... i'm having a tummy ache... ouch...i think i have been seated on throne for at least a total of 2 to 3 hrs already today.... =(

so pain....i think i look like a ghost...as pale as the white sheets of paper...

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Healing Heart

not so much that i stopped loving her. i'm numbed by her reasons and believes. on my own, i too have contradictions that i don't even seem to understand. i have become numb over this. healing heart? more like failing heart. i have kept my self so busy lately it has made me numb to all of this. i have used all my love and none is left. 2 moments in life i have loved and unconditionally gave all my heart and soul to them both. both moments left me behind, confused and left searching for an answer i never will know.

the greatest love i know is when you love unconditionally. i'm glad to have live through those moments. my time is fast drawing near. i will be propelled into a world even more unknown than the one i knew. without love and without the other half...i'm but walking blindly into the future.

for all the couples in love in this world i leave you my blessings. for all those who are pained by those who made you cry, let me bring away your sadness. as for me i will stand along side those great individuals, in ever growing determination to help those less fortunate.
Gadgets

Canon Ixus Digital Camera

Tungsten Palm

Tungsten Palm

Apple iPod

hmmmm a few gadgets i hope to acquire in the near future, like in the next 2 to 3 years before they get obselete...wahahaha oh wells for now lets drool and dream about them.... sheesh



Woot Woot...Happy Sweet National Day Singapore...You are after all 39 years old already...

I guess after all this years of complaining by many people...we still never seem to realise how much we have grown and strengthen as a country.

We maybe small as a country but strong is our will and determination. So here is to the leaders of Singapore past and present (oh yah and the future), Cheers!

May we all prosper and be blessed with a even better and united country!


Sunday, August 08, 2004

Sunday Nights

sunday nights...how do you spend it? i'm not too sure...ever since the start of the semester its been quiet. lost of social life for me as i embrace loneliness. the people i want to be with have begun their own new journey without me. i'm stuck in the past and not moving on to the future. i'm kinda left behind. maybe the lost of confidence, maybe the lost of morale, maybe the lost of hope and faith. only someone can bring me out of this.

lately i have been cooped up in my room. never leaving the house unless for classes, or official businesses. i'm stuck in my room facing this screen and typing out my thoughts and feelings, with so many people viewing this almost every single day. if this was a cartoon, i would be covered in cobwebs already.

some point in time we will all be struck by something massive and disheartening. this is my time and it has gotten worse. i can only blame myself for being so vulnerable, yet i'm just but only human. we all have our vulnerabilities and have to deal with it in some way or other.

i'm dealing with mine. locked away in this room, embracing depression and loneliness......
Church

woke up to a splitting headache. i think my migraine is getting worse. was contemplating whether to head to church. i didn't had the strength to carry myself out of bed. yet within me came a will power so strong it shocked myself. i dragged myself out and went for mass.

rewarded in the teachings of the church was what i got today. really didn't expect today's gospel reading to be related to what i earlier mentioned, about the refugees and how we can work together to help them.

faith and hope is what we need.

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Saturday, August 07, 2004

2
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.



~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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The Hub
Category I - The Hub

You're a 'people person'. Networking runs in your
blood. Consequently, you can move through most
social circles with ease.


What Type of Social Entity are You?
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mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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JOBS

should i go for SIA? or for others? not too sure...family wants me back in Singapore...me heart telling me to go far far away...wahahahaha oh wells, one step at a time...career track is set already...just need to decide...with so much turbulent times in the industry ...i really wonder should i work for them...

probably try the ministry of foreign affairs...would love to deal with politics...fun stuff...
dzfh
You're an Autum. You're much more laid back then
most and you're very comfortable in new
situations. You rather let things go with the
flow than try to change them. You have a lot of
close friends who love you because you can help
them with their problems. You're a very patient
person and it take a lot to get you rattled.
You're definately a lover not a hater.

What season are you? (pics)
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Helping Hand

was updating my knowledge on UNHCR...the world's total refugee and population of concern has reduced over the past 2 years. now it stands at 9.6 million refugee in need of help (only those already visible to the handlers, there might be more out there).

through the hardwork of dedicated individuals, they have helped reduced that figure. credit must go out to those who worked hard for peace and advocate a steady ideal to bridge the gap between the affluent and impoverished. more is needed to be done in order to hasten the gap.

however nice and ambitiously positive about that, it will be near impossible for us to work that magic. remembering dad once told me, the rich and affluent will never forsake or give up their status. the gap between the 2 have to exist, its a vicious cycle, the rich get richer, the poor get poorer and displaced. unless we really become like ants or bees then the gap will disappear.

the great divide some call it. this divide is more critical than what our pity squabbles in politics' differences. politicians say they champion the right politics. then who will be the champion for all humanity? will it be one of our dedicated GODs? or one of mankind?

over 6 billion people and the power of it is concentrated in the hands of thousands. who will come and deliver the unity for all people? will it be Jesus? Mohammad? Buddha? Jade Emperor?Zeus? Sun Wukong? all the Gods? i doubt so.

don't get me wrong, i'm not doubting the existence of them, but rather i believe, they all want us to do the one same thing, do our best in what we do and use all the talents we have to emulate them. if salvation and eternal life is what they preached, then let us start where that importance must first begin, yourself.

if you have started from yourself, then move on to help others who are less fortunate. if we all work hand in hand, i'm sure we can bridge the gap. in times of the 'rat race', 'climbing the corporate ladder', we have forgotten whom we have left behind.

hmmmm i think i said too much already. oh wells...
Losing Battle

how to fight a losing battle? retreat or give my all? do what i feel is right? until time runs out on me? if faith can move mountains, this mountain is something i can hardly move.

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my heart area have been giving me problems. excruciating pain experienced. i nearly couldn't take it during the investiture. i was there with darrel, vj and samson, on our first official function out of gippsland campus. after so many years of hardwork by countless generations of student committee, we have finally stepped out and reach out into our ever growing network. was impressed by the setup in MUOSS. if we can emulate some parts of their committee structure, everything would be so much easier. i guess the hardest bit is to find dedicated committee members.

was wondering should i attend the next wk's monash clayton's multicultural night. nah i dun think i could go either...no cultural outfit, no time. oh wells its time to give up most of my duties anyway and let the new generation take over.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Good Guy or Bad Guy?

no matter how much i see it, its painful to play the 'good' guy, its useless to be the 'good' guy in times like this. be the 'bad' guy is what it seems to be the best. will i go on a rampage? will i forsake the values and beliefs i hold most dearly? all for the sake of being the 'bad' guy and survive? i was defeated by those who are 'bad' and badly defeated i was. i lost what matter most to me... now all is lost...

faithfully praying that one day 'good' will truimph over 'bad', if not i will rise up to the occasion and claim back what was lost...my will is strong...my flesh is weak...its not the time just yet to do anything...

a few more days is all i need...to decide
For The Future

after working my guts out for the past 4 semesters with the association...finally its bearing fruits...the hardwork of previous committee has finally paid off. disappointed that we always tend to forget those who have contributed, and bask in the privilege that is given to us. i wonder how much i have done, was it worth it all? no one will ever know...

after so much negative stuff lately, finally one positive one came up just...its going to be good...and hopefully can help me tide over the crisis. =)

oh there are a few good movies coming up...will update soon...
Assignments

from next week onwards, my assignments would be piling up. have to work on the first one soon. and thereafter one assignment due each week. going to be a struggle for me, especially during this time. having a depression to get through, and my current weakened health ain't doing much to help. wished someone was by my side to pull me through. but i'm going to give my all and pull myself out of this. i know i can do it and i believe i can, have the faith in overcoming the obstacles i face.

with friends i can trust, they are helping me through each step of the way...thank you all...

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Tiredness and Falling Sick...

feeling lethargic...body is aching badly and coming down with a slight cough...feeling sleepy...after a long and weary day in the uni...i'm totally worn out...guess the physical me just have to break down now...after being my pillar of strength for the mental part...for the last 4 wks...

its been havoc...so many things changed within the space of 4 wks. i'm not too sure how to summarise all of it...i'm here waiting in the computer lab, just waiting for the ISA meeting to commence...wished someone was right by my side... =(

alas wishes don't come through...even if i concentrated all my heart and soul on it...i doubt she would ever appear...

going to be tough...

assignments are going to be due in from the following weeks onwards...so gotta concentrate on those...keeping the prayers going still, for her, for her dad, for my family and friends...

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my head is spinning...got a big headache...cannot concentrate properly and did the accounts for the house all weird...anyway had some wrong calculations but all settled...thanx to yan chyuan he solved the mystery...i'm really too blur to count...

now have to tide till the end of the month with whatever money i have left...

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

The Train...

wokie...had dinner...catch the train...reach morwell...get pick up by zyan and head home...sounded easy to anyone right...

here comes the tricky part....had dinner...so full cannot run...waited for train...train arrived on different track last minute...had to run for it...nearly miss the train...had cramps in the stomach...hahahaha...nearly died onboard...

slept for half the journey then....woke up through the middle of the journey...stared out into the dreamy moon draped sky...as the train sped through our already well known country side ...in one point of the journey...there was a perculiar howling sound that lasted for sometime...got off into some serious thinking...sat through that part thinking of how much have change over the course of the last 2 years....what are the things i have learnt and failed to learn...whom are the people i met and made friends with and whom i became enemies with...what are the things i have achieved and not achieve. when are the happy moments and those crushing sad moments....

my guess is as good as yours...the journey of the train is like our own life journey...
The Day After......

morning shopping, mapping out my route to the immigrations office...i finally got home and took a break...not long after ahaha i met Esther for lunch...too bad Eric couldn't join us...so it was lunch at Lygon street...hmmm had lasagna...yum yum...

then off to the immigrations office at the very end of lonsdale street near parliment station...got there took my waiting ticket number...got through the process...only then to be faced with a shocking news...hmmmm my medical results are void...coz i didnt had the correct handling method...

i was kinda shell shocked...after all i went through....so the lady calm my poor soul down and went off to check my application....hmmmm....she came back with good news though....hahaha...coz my application is special case...so the medical is alrite, but had to be reprocessed by a melbourne doctor...and its going to take 2 to 3 weeks...before my visa application would be approved...damn...left my beautiful red SINGAPORE passport with them....haizzz...so they can deal with the matter...hahaha

duh...so in the mean time...i'm identity-less....wahahaha...no visa for the time being til just before my actual expiry date...coz my current visa have been changed into a bridging visa...sort of temporary status...sounds as though i'm a refugeeeeeeee......

hmmm maybe i'm a 'refugee', running away from the politics of the family, the 'rat race', the stress of working life...the pressure from society...kinda think of it...churchill is a great place to be a 'refugee' camp for us students... hahaha takes us off the journey for awhile and into holiday camp....so gotta enjoy this semester as much as possible...before reality sinks in...and its sinking in faster than i thought and expected... hmmmmmm

so off in dinner in awhile, before catching the last train back to morwell...oh wells...there you have it...reality did catch up fast.... =)


1.wadxZ ur hp: heh? : samsung....
2.wad'll u do if u c ur gf/bf hugging a guy/girl?: say hi and see their faces go nervous...
3.ur favourite song: Melody...David Tao
4.hab a gf/bf?: yupz....
5.hab ur own room?: yes
6.hates: people bullying me and making use of me
7.wad u doin nw: doing this survey
8.1 thing u cant live w/o: hmmm good question....
9.where do u live: moo moo land a.k.a gippy
10.wad wuld u do if sum1 tels u he/she lyk u: smile & say "i like u too" *
11.h0w r u feelin n0w: bored
13.wad r u good at: making me people happy...one at a time though please...
15.waD d0 u wAn: hmm... i'll look far... I want to live a good life... *grad,find a good job,set up a good family & take care of my parents*
16.a w0rd daT describe u: faithful
17.wadxZ ur dream: to fulfill *wat i want* in life?
18:day/nite: 24hrs person
19:sunset/sunrise: both! I think both have beautiful scenery..
21:wad izzit b0uT de opposite gender daTattracts u: character, conversations and eyes...errrmmm ok lah physical comes into play also lah
22:r u an independent person: yes.
23: do u lyl skooL: yes.
24.r u sTubb0rn: at times...
26.believe in god: yes.
27.ur fav physical feature: my dimples
28.believe in fate: in some ways...
29.get pissed off easily: nope, unless a matter is totally aggravated
30.like ur parents: No. I love them! jejeje...
31.r u a materialistic person: No.
32.believe in love: Of course.
33.hw many piercings u have: zero
34.will u get a tattoo: nopz
42.r u impatient: juz balance... heheh...
43.which brands do u prefer: hmmmmm
44.do you organise parties often: No.
45.do u hab gd frens: No. Only close frens.
46.do u think u r gd looking: No.
49.do u use vulgarities: only when I'm really pissed off!
51.r u forgiving: I guess yes. I can't seem to hold the anger too long.
55.is ur hair colored: if you count the natural white hair as coloured...
57.do u wear a watch: strap broken
58.wad color clothes do u like: earthly colours...
59.will u chose love or $: love
60.do u prefer slp or eat: eat!
61.white or black: white!
62.pink or red: pink
67.favourite type of music: meaningful songs!
68.favourite past time: surfing the net & hanging out
69.fav drink: water?
70.favourite phrase: hmmmm

Monday, August 02, 2004

Farewell

so its goodbye to yet another dear friend today, as puifong boarded the car for the airport, as she head off back to Malaysia from Australia, Melbourne....the number of true friends left have been dwindling...soon i suppose it's my turn at the end of the year...wonder how would i feel about gippsland tomolo onwards? the warmth of yester-years is fizzling out fast...the memories we all shared are safely secured in our hearts?

in a foreign place for all of us, friends are as good as your family already...and only the few have that distinction of being that. won't be naming who they are here...haha but hopefully you know who you are...especially those 3 i met since day one...hahahaha

how would i farewll gippsland when the time comes? not too sure about it...being in the last semester, alot of decisions must be made...realise its going to be tough. my heart tells me to go for another year...come on try your honours...hahaha but my head is telling me to head home first and only decide...hahaha

come what may...

off to dreamland now...gotta head to immigrations tomolo and deal with immediate problems...
City

never like the climate here in the city...concrete jungle covered in a frosty atmosphere and faces unfamiliar. taking the train down from morwell at 710am was definitely a plus point today...no one was around as the train sped pass one station after another...

was chatting with max on the train before the quiet surrounding within put us into a sleepy trance...its time for a cat nap...woke up to the train's sudden stop at clayton... from then on...i was awake as i witness the whole city life buzzing to life in the morning...850am...

kids rushing to sch...pple driving to work...and the best part...most of the human and vehicular traffic had to stop for our almighty V-Line train...hahahaha

sort of checked out where i need to be for the immigration thingy already...so tomolo will be a early day for me as i explore the city alone...right now...off to meet my housematey puifong. before she fly home tonite...will be back to update more in the evening.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Sabbath Day

what do you do on a sunday? slacking around? catching up with friends or family? or just plain study study study, work work work? hmmmm my was kinda productive personally. church was celebrating baptism today as mentioned last week. was kinda looking forward to that...it was sometime since i had a celebrated mass. hahaha and as usual the limelight was on the baby...awww hahaha...i was just seated behind the parents and god-parents...and i just had to make funny faces to the baby...haha and he was quite amuse i suppose...but yupz what caught my attention yet again ...those beautiful eyes...and reminded me of someone's

ok after all the celebration and stuff, i quickly head off back home to have breakfast. was kinda dying of hunger already...and then took a short stroll back out around the neighbourhood...just to soak in the soothing and clear, nice weather. had to do something playful too and got around to doing that without no one disturbing...hahaha (only one person knows what i did, oops actually HE also knows lah so got 2) back to childhood years i guess...

got back home just in time to start my positive reading of my marketing texts, but gave up half way through the first chapter and started reading the book i have been engrossed in, "Hillary Rodham Clinton's Living History". finally finished it just and was quite pleased with myself...learnt alot more about family life and ties, beliefs, relationships that has evolved around one of the greatest political life, the Clinton family. after all the political victories, defeats, glory and shams...it still boils down to one thing...life, and together with it's ups and downs, pave your living history. hmmm something to reflect on i guess.

ok did some gaming too after the book, hook onto the 'net' to chat and had delicious 'pulit hitam' made by Stacey...hahaha yum yum....

then i had to rush out of the house to catch the sunset today. it was a beautiful sight i tell you...quite spectacular...don't think i will catch another one as beautiful as today.

so now i'm back home after dinner, alittle bit of exercise, slacking in front of the computer, typing this out...

going to sleep soon, have to head off to the city tomorrow for my meeting with immigrations...wonder how will things turn out...praying about that too. haha the most worrying thing would be finding the place i guess...hahahaha oh wells what the heck right....

nites people and see you all on wednesday... =) dun miss me....=p