Sunday, September 28, 2008

its hurts the most when closest....

its hard to express my feelings right now... on one hand i wish i could just openly say what i need to but on the other its better not to....

expectations are mounting higher with no light in sight... how do i go on from here? i am supportive of others but yet no one supports me... it's only harder when people around me are already difficult to support. i gave my all and all i had in return is an obstacle harder to clear, a mountain too high to climb, a sky too far to reach.

2 weeks before it was a stressful one... the week after got written off... now its hurting most when the closest to you gave you an ultimatum...

i need to re-route all this hurt and anger to positive energy... my heart hurts and mind confused... nothing seems to be lasting... today i finally know... being practical is the only way.... if anyone is reading this....nothing wins money.... not even love... not even kindness...

prayers: for direction

waiting: for you dear

Sunday, September 14, 2008

hurts....

its really frustrating at times....this week has been a bad week no doubt...

i guess i'm written off so badly by others i treat with respect, and am feeling sadden by it....

however so....i must persevere.... not just for my own sake but for my family and a very very special other half....

prayers: for pau & richmond
waiting: for directions

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

a prayer

hey bro,

am saying a little prayer here for you.... i do hope all the problems you faced will be uplifted to GOD and be taken away... let HIM give you rest from all the problems you face...

we will be there for you as always and hopefully you can share and open up your fears and anxiety to us let us share your problems with you and make it all better

your brother in christ richmond.....

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

multiple streams of income....

so right now am seated beside pau trying to get our hands on something big... =)

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

bbq?

yeah this coming friday bbq session! not too sure if it will happen though...but thanks to paul we will plan one!

yippie! now let's see

Sunday, August 31, 2008

updates.....

hi everyone...just so i let you know...a revamp will be up soon.

i guess time after time i have delayed on certain things in life so its time to put it into action....

1.) 1 more blog will be added, one on financial planning
2.) updates on clueless and shunfuville are in the works....
3.) more pics for all the 3 blogs....

till i speak again here

life after 1 year

well, right here sitting beside her....its been 1 year ....life is great....thankfully by GOD's grace he let me found her in the midst of chaos and uncertainty....

=) i'm truly fortunate to be blessed

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Medal at last....

well worth the wait...at least i get to see our country get a medal in olympics...although...it seems to be Singapore (mini-China) vs China...hahaha oh wellz....

anyway we have shown our mettle as a small country with diverse racial, religious and language mix...to have done well =) am proud to be a singaporean no doubt about it...

Sunday, August 10, 2008

marathon training.....

well, its been awhile since i last updated....my gosh.... well lately started full time marathon training...and yes it is KILLING THE LEGS .....

not forgetting the bloody weak HEART and LUNGS! hahaha dunno how to survive....

Thursday, July 24, 2008

we may never meet again...but yet...

yupz...time do past quite fast....it only seem yesterday when we were at primary, secondary, JCs and Polys then Unis.....

manz....time sure fly....and when i just browse thru the pics of my frens posted on facebook or friendster...can't help but think everyone i know are at least safe and sound =) its never more heartening to know that they are well...even though we may never meet again....but yet....

Sunday, July 20, 2008

moving forward

yupz....now i should be full speed ahead in the career dept.... after a good break...settling some small stuffs here & there...

its time... the world should feel the ground-breaking movement i'm going to create =)

Monday, July 14, 2008

updates

have been quite lazy as well as busy to be updating the blog...but try to when i can like now hahahahaha...

well went to lombok...had a good time there wanna go back again!

the boys and gals celebrated my birthday over the weekend.... thanks all!

well looking forward to our small grp gathering again! 9th aug!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

updates

busy at work....but not doing so great....

can improve more i guess...but thanks pau for the support =)

thank you dear for your support...dunno how i would survive if it wasnt for you

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

updates

it is been awhile since i last update the blogs....really hard to make time to do it....coz of my new work commitments....finally today i decided to blog it .....

yes work has been tough....no doubt about it...but i can see the rewards coming in already....

Friday, May 23, 2008

tired nites...endless struggles...

gotta push my limits....already at the limit....

how am i going to find people who are willing to really sit down and listen to me???

tough...but it somehow keeps me going through the long nites =)

2 people have placed their faith in me so far.....now how many more will?

trying my best with endless struggles .... now just meeting ends meet...

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

the weeks have gone by....am catching up...and ready to fly.....so hang on tight folks coz a hurricane is coming your way

Friday, April 25, 2008

running away like mad......

just when you needed help for something...everyone just seems unavailable....not free....not interested....great stewards of their own....hahaha life seems to be like that ain't it....

the social stigma attached to being in this sort of position sucks...but nevertheless by GOD's grace i've found those who spur me on with vigour. a tough road ahead but keep on trying they say...for giving up without trying is a true failure....(ken's quote from long time ago)

but trying over and over again but fail is a true blue success and totally respected....someday those who deny me now...will see the light =)

thanks addy, paul for all the support recently....and definitely thank you xinhui for that extra edge in support....

Monday, April 21, 2008

hard to explain....

sometimes it harder to explain yourself each time because of mis-conceptions others have.... =) glad them i am learning it now to differentiate between what is right and what is wrong.....

just like in church when new folks come visiting the first time...they have certain perceptions of how things are different...glad that we are there to give them informed answers and explanations... =)

just like at work....some are unaware of how different the proposition is because of their perceptions....glad that i'm doing things way different from the others....too bad for those who refuse the first time round =) and happy are those who believe in the difference we make...

Friday, April 18, 2008

tough times

need all the help i'm getting...but as the going gets tough....the tough gets going??

a personal stake in this...

Saturday, April 05, 2008

new road map

as i struggle to find that new path...i realise my own fate lies within....how to find that inner strength to carry on?

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Un-called for comments

some one in the pro-tem committee for the estate has the tongue in the cheek to say something like that to my parent.....

"you are a christian right? you should sign the privatization form and let the estate privatize, if not god will punish you, for not letting those who are for the privatization to get privatized."

guess what my dad replied....

"if god did want to punish me for this....he must be joking...coz i'm not even afraid of the devil let alone a god that is unjust....."

hahahaha nice one..... =)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Moving On

I think life is quite a bit..... moving on now with new exciting level of things to learn

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Updates coming soon

have been real busy with things lately....have to find some time to settle in the stuff i wanna write here soon though

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

" New style"

changed the layout...my progress with blogs is getting better each time i upgrade hahaha...some things still need to be added...stay tune!

=)

Monday, February 25, 2008

"worsening income gap and price increases"

you know what.... the prices are getting worse lately.... just a trip down to fairprice supermarket...our supposedly cheapest of the super markets...but check out the price increases....

just the rice sections...price increase of 40 cents to 85 cents per 10 kg...

dairy products such as fresh milk or even pastuerised ones had an increase of 40 cents to 55 cents

even the bread section is not off the hook.....they already did an increase a few months back by 10 cents to 30 cents.... i'm totally expecting further increases....

dun even talk about veg and the meat sections.... all went up easily by 10 cents to 30 cents....

yikes....looks like better start eating less and cut down on snacks hahahaha

but that is not the point....to some extend i believe eating healthy, one must eat good food and nutritious stuff.... and this happen to come from better quality food products.... and if our leaders keep on telling us dun worry about the price increase and just go for the house brand ones, then we are just being told to eat lousier quality food stuff.... just so its cheaper...

imagine how 2 different kids from different background will grow up to become...one from a poor family vs a rich family.....

the poorer kid will no doubt be worse off from the very start when it comes down to basic food....
can you imagine the rich kid having those DHA or whatever vitamin filled food products and milk....while poor kid gotta deal with plain water or lucky enough maybe a decent powdered milk? am not exaggerating here but i guess some extremes are need to explain the gap...and how the ground feels right now....

CPI was just reported having increase nearly 6% over in January alone....versus a year ago....now can you imagine they just reported how much the lowest income to middle income family had real income increased? 3% to a measly 6% thats tough life i tell you...and not writing off the 2% gst hike that came along last year....

i guess our lowest rank members citizens are worse off 5%? whilst the rest of us are easily 2% to 3% behind....but then again these are just some of my tots....

i guess i totally agree with finance minister on his take on philanthropy.... its time the rich help the poor to close the gap....but then again...how many rich folks would do so much for the poor? handful only....
"ole ole ole tottenham hotspurs!"

hip hip hooray...hahaha finally after so many years....they finally won something =)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

"LOUSY SONY ERICSSON K800i - LOUSY SERVICE"

quite fed up with them....just 2 months ago...the phone suddenly hanged and died on me whilst talking on the phone.... now it happened again! some more they say nothing wrong or damaged with the phone.... this is the third freaking time the phone screwed up!

the first time even better still...1 month after getting the phone...it also hanged and the screen was screwed but still usable...all the service centre said was...oh your software not updated????

oh brudder....i guess this is my luck with lousy sony ericsson phone....too bad i love their functionality...but can you please stop giving me problems like that...all i want is a simple phone!

Friday, February 22, 2008

"congratulations singapore!"

hehe youth olympics coming to town hahaha yeah! so looking forward to 2010 then....we will be big on the world stage....

imagine, circle line completed, integrated resorts done, youth olympics in town, we will be seasoned formula one nite racing location by then....all the buzz and excitement...oooh ahhhh manz wondering if i left out anything? hahaha but yes the main thing is....oohhh ahhh....

Friday, February 15, 2008

"finally.....the long awaited moment"

after months of long painful wait...my time has come to rise....only one more step to realising my dreams and i can only count on 'HIM' to bless me with this....its a long and painful wait...but its a pain i truly think its worth it....think i'm tearing a two here now....

all the words of doubts and encouragements i had over these few months have been worth while...it strengthen my resolve and determination to see it through...even if i fail to get that job...i think its worth the try and never to regret ever again =)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

"happy valentines!"

to all lovebirds...enjoy this special occasion...though commercialized to a way out of proportion scale... the day is still good to remember how many times we ever say 'thank you' to our other halves for the good things they did for us.... =) nice day to reflect and cherish each other and to thank god you found them in this crazy world =)

as for me, being cooped up at home now is the best way to reflect on this...hahaha thank god for everything =)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

"research investment"

doing so much research....

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

"politics like never before"

all the hype and news on the american vote for their next candidate, for their respective parties, is taking the centre stage...well the way its being run on the american soil is truly showcasing the very best of technology... latest news updated via the live coverage news on telly, online www updates and even the way the people vote...my gosh look at the gizmo they use to capture voters votes... hahaha high-tech =)

yes we are slowly moving towards a new era in the way we do things politically.... well in singapore i do hope the day will come where, if we ever get to this stage of competition for votes, we too can truly participate like that =) it will be fun.... but alas...like SM Goh said, its time we prepare ourselves for 4th Gen leaders....we better....coz time is running out for us to groom this new stewards for our country.... wish i was one of them....but alas grades not good cannot make it even through an interview hahahaha

Monday, February 04, 2008

"things to do"

well a lot of things to do this year... going to be packed

diving lessons....driving lessons...camping trips....holiday trips....cooking...exercise regimes....handicraft lessons...

Thursday, January 31, 2008

"good ol' buds"

This entry is dedicated to my buds Pauz and Kenz, hahaha yeah as I was clearing the photo albums, looking through the past, you both have always been there for me through my ups and down over 20 years now....(5 years more and we can celebrate silver jubilee hahaha) Though one point in time we all were seperated by land, sea, air and time =P ....(one go army, one go local uni, one go overseas uni.....) we still kept our friendship close.

As I browse through the photos, I can't help but shed a tear. You both, are truly blessed gifts for me. To more good years ahead and let's age together as a big family =)

Your Bro
Richmond

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

"Job Search"

and the long wait has finally arrived.... its now or never....

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

"New Life"

yupz thats the way it is for this new year...never started a new year any better =)

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

'foul play'

well its good news that china eastern airlines deal did not go through now... but it shows the intensity of greed for money at the apex! hahaha somehow people do not see the long term growth but rather the short term gains...it is so funny....if the deal had gone through i believe the shareholders will reap more than what they gain....but now...they only have more to lose..hahaha good for them....