running away like mad......

just when you needed help for something...everyone just seems unavailable....not free....not interested....great stewards of their own....hahaha life seems to be like that ain't it....

the social stigma attached to being in this sort of position sucks...but nevertheless by GOD's grace i've found those who spur me on with vigour. a tough road ahead but keep on trying they say...for giving up without trying is a true failure....(ken's quote from long time ago)

but trying over and over again but fail is a true blue success and totally respected....someday those who deny me now...will see the light =)

thanks addy, paul for all the support recently....and definitely thank you xinhui for that extra edge in support....

hard to explain....

sometimes it harder to explain yourself each time because of mis-conceptions others have.... =) glad them i am learning it now to differentiate between what is right and what is wrong.....

just like in church when new folks come visiting the first time...they have certain perceptions of how things are different...glad that we are there to give them informed answers and explanations... =)

just like at work....some are unaware of how different the proposition is because of their perceptions....glad that i'm doing things way different from the others....too bad for those who refuse the first time round =) and happy are those who believe in the difference we make...

tough times

need all the help i'm getting...but as the going gets tough....the tough gets going??

a personal stake in this...

new road map

as i struggle to find that new path...i realise my own fate lies within....how to find that inner strength to carry on?