"Reckless Driving"
lately have seen on the road many crazy speeding drivers...very reckless...they disregard the safety of other vehicles and speed along...cutting lanes in and out without signaling their intentions and cutting very dangerous corners....
no wonder the traffic police dept is cranking up the education...but to what use?
drink driving, reckless driving. plus excessive speeding ....oh my ....more accidents to come? i guess so....
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Friday, November 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
"problems"
well have been reading my friends' blogs....of late... a few of them seem to have some personal problems at hand...some parental problems...some work problems...some personal relationship problems...all related to my last entry "blabbering nonsense"
hahaha, tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la its not to be..... =P
well the season of giving and sharing is round the corner my friends if you're reading this entry... i'm praying for you all ok....
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well one exciting bit of news though.... even though the business idea by ken bro seems a bit off for now...the idea is good and it will take a lot more effort from the trio to work on it... the planning is definitely crucial as ken puts it...but alas in terms of actual biz exp...me and poor pau is just not up to standard yet....got lots of catching up to do... well pau is doing his ACCA...means we got someone who can do book-keeping to standard in the future =) Ken is the brain-trust to the industry know hows.... as for me....hmmmm not too sure how i can contribute though....as for now i concentrating on the marketing and comms aspect...plus thanks to my banking exp. a lot of nitty gritty stuff shouldn't pose a problem... =)
i'm just excited about this option like pau =)
well have been reading my friends' blogs....of late... a few of them seem to have some personal problems at hand...some parental problems...some work problems...some personal relationship problems...all related to my last entry "blabbering nonsense"
hahaha, tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la its not to be..... =P
well the season of giving and sharing is round the corner my friends if you're reading this entry... i'm praying for you all ok....
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well one exciting bit of news though.... even though the business idea by ken bro seems a bit off for now...the idea is good and it will take a lot more effort from the trio to work on it... the planning is definitely crucial as ken puts it...but alas in terms of actual biz exp...me and poor pau is just not up to standard yet....got lots of catching up to do... well pau is doing his ACCA...means we got someone who can do book-keeping to standard in the future =) Ken is the brain-trust to the industry know hows.... as for me....hmmmm not too sure how i can contribute though....as for now i concentrating on the marketing and comms aspect...plus thanks to my banking exp. a lot of nitty gritty stuff shouldn't pose a problem... =)
i'm just excited about this option like pau =)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Thursday, November 15, 2007
"everyone got their own way"
it seems that doing a business is not easy... but then again since when doing anything is easy? hahaha
well everyone got their own way of doing things...and i think i will start from scratch and learn it slowly... so back to the drawing board and making the biz idea i had with paul come true first...small step but i think its a good try.... i'm not out to make super profits or make the thing work you see...its all about the experience.... well paul if you are reading this...you are welcome to join me on the pet project i think we both can take in our own free time and do something extra-ordinary from our own schedule and plans =) if not i will just go at it alone...just to gain some inside exp....hahaha
like i mentioned before we start from scratch and doing ourselves as handicrafts and market it at the churches... =) i'm sure the proceeds though well not enough to cover expenses or profits but i just wanna do some charity too at get a feel of being an entrepreneur.... =)
it seems that doing a business is not easy... but then again since when doing anything is easy? hahaha
well everyone got their own way of doing things...and i think i will start from scratch and learn it slowly... so back to the drawing board and making the biz idea i had with paul come true first...small step but i think its a good try.... i'm not out to make super profits or make the thing work you see...its all about the experience.... well paul if you are reading this...you are welcome to join me on the pet project i think we both can take in our own free time and do something extra-ordinary from our own schedule and plans =) if not i will just go at it alone...just to gain some inside exp....hahaha
like i mentioned before we start from scratch and doing ourselves as handicrafts and market it at the churches... =) i'm sure the proceeds though well not enough to cover expenses or profits but i just wanna do some charity too at get a feel of being an entrepreneur.... =)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
"future"
seems like in order to break free from poverty..is to have a future you can see.... how i see it....is that you gotta have $$$$$ in order to break that circle....
sadly it seems this is a hard fact and undeniable truth... if you can't take the truth so be it.... only the rich can survive this....
with living costs on a rise recently...bread and butter issues are fast becoming very important to the heartlands....i do hope we can weather this storm....
seems like in order to break free from poverty..is to have a future you can see.... how i see it....is that you gotta have $$$$$ in order to break that circle....
sadly it seems this is a hard fact and undeniable truth... if you can't take the truth so be it.... only the rich can survive this....
with living costs on a rise recently...bread and butter issues are fast becoming very important to the heartlands....i do hope we can weather this storm....
Friday, November 09, 2007
University Ranking
The following list was taken from the recent survey they did on the best universities...i only included the top 10...plus universities from australia and singapore...coz these places are the ones my family always used to boast to each other where and how their kids come from top uni....hahaha all these family politics on "having face" hahahaha
I am surprised that Monash actually still remained within the top 50 rankings....but truthfully i would say the ranking is meaningless... every student has his or her strengths and weaknesses....
Shortlist
Rank 2007 | Rank 2006 | University name | Country
1 1 HARVARD University United States
2= 2 University of CAMBRIDGE United Kingdom
2= 3 University of OXFORD United Kingdom
2= 4 YALE University United States
5=9 Imperial College LONDON United Kingdom
6=10 PRINCETON University United States
7= 7 CALIFORNIA Institute of Technology (Caltech) United States
7= 11 University of CHICAGO United States
9=25 UCL (University College LONDON) United Kingdom
10 =4= MASSACHUSETTS Institute of Technology (MIT) United States
16 =16 AUSTRALIAN National University Australia
17 =19= University of TOKYO Japan
18 =33= University of HONG KONG Hong Kong
20= 15 CORNELL University United States
22 8 University of California, BERKELEY United States
27 22 University of MELBOURNE Australia
31 35= The University of SYDNEY Australia
33= 45 University of QUEENSLAND Australia
33= 19= National University of SINGAPORE Singapore
36 14 PEKING University China
41 31 University of CALIFORNIA, Los Angeles (UCLA) United States
43 38 MONASH University Australia
44 41 University of NEW SOUTH WALES Australia
59 17 LONDON School of Economics and Political Science United Kingdom
62 105= University of ADELAIDE Australia
64 111= University of WESTERN AUSTRALIA Australia
69 61= NANYANG Technological University Singapore
125 180 NANJING University China
168= 82= MACQUARIE University Australia
195= 192= QUEENSLAND University of Technology Australia
199 196 University of WOLLONGONG Australia
200= 146 RMIT University Australia
The following list was taken from the recent survey they did on the best universities...i only included the top 10...plus universities from australia and singapore...coz these places are the ones my family always used to boast to each other where and how their kids come from top uni....hahaha all these family politics on "having face" hahahaha
I am surprised that Monash actually still remained within the top 50 rankings....but truthfully i would say the ranking is meaningless... every student has his or her strengths and weaknesses....
Shortlist
Rank 2007 | Rank 2006 | University name | Country
1 1 HARVARD University United States
2= 2 University of CAMBRIDGE United Kingdom
2= 3 University of OXFORD United Kingdom
2= 4 YALE University United States
5=9 Imperial College LONDON United Kingdom
6=10 PRINCETON University United States
7= 7 CALIFORNIA Institute of Technology (Caltech) United States
7= 11 University of CHICAGO United States
9=25 UCL (University College LONDON) United Kingdom
10 =4= MASSACHUSETTS Institute of Technology (MIT) United States
16 =16 AUSTRALIAN National University Australia
17 =19= University of TOKYO Japan
18 =33= University of HONG KONG Hong Kong
20= 15 CORNELL University United States
22 8 University of California, BERKELEY United States
27 22 University of MELBOURNE Australia
31 35= The University of SYDNEY Australia
33= 45 University of QUEENSLAND Australia
33= 19= National University of SINGAPORE Singapore
36 14 PEKING University China
41 31 University of CALIFORNIA, Los Angeles (UCLA) United States
43 38 MONASH University Australia
44 41 University of NEW SOUTH WALES Australia
59 17 LONDON School of Economics and Political Science United Kingdom
62 105= University of ADELAIDE Australia
64 111= University of WESTERN AUSTRALIA Australia
69 61= NANYANG Technological University Singapore
125 180 NANJING University China
168= 82= MACQUARIE University Australia
195= 192= QUEENSLAND University of Technology Australia
199 196 University of WOLLONGONG Australia
200= 146 RMIT University Australia
"politics and business"
lately have been following up on a few areas of news... definitely one of is on Citi's demise...and on the court proceedings for Pedra Branca or a.k.a Pulau Batu Puteh.
firstly i felt that Citi's demise is of its own doing... it knew very well that its global operations is being expanded at a rate almost impossible for itself to properly control. Diversification seems good but too much at the expense of its reputed strengths. well i guess the fall from grace is due to the fact that the US economy is blown apart from within.... too much strain from the multitude of things the US tries to take on....it is a sort of implosion for the economy....sadly i feel that Citi needs a very good leader who can delegate the best people to the right job scope and unite the vast operations it has.... well its just like my experience from there is that despite its reputation being the best... some management levels lack a foresight to unite and delegate the right people....till today i do not understand why do we need to hire such lousy managers who cannot do the right things?
hahahaha well my departure from Citi was a sad and yet mutually happy departure...sad because my bosses (not from CCT) did not see and use my strengths, despite me being more than happy to go beyond the call of duty and in some sense job scope to do more than was needed of me.....they did not recognise the efforts i put in....and only seem want to make full use of me without rewards...happy because I made very good friends and learned a lot from it as well as being able to pursue my interests right now....
well the ICJ proceedings on the island seems interesting enough for me right now too....i believe in every aspect the pursuit of territorial waters to lands have been on-going since ancient times...and m'sia and s'pore to do this now is just common sensical to do it....not only sovereignty is at stake but territorial advantages are aplenty...i just hope no bitter blood will be spill by both sides...as you know very nationalistic views can arise from such spats...as seen by our disputes over land reclamation, water distillations and even airspace....
i guess no matter the outcome, we must work towards peaceful resolution and amicable administration of the land, water and airspace we use....no matter how long a treaty or document holds that we own or possess these spaces.....time will eventually destroy it or take it away with devastation, we need to start protecting the earth....not just exploit it.... =)
lately have been following up on a few areas of news... definitely one of is on Citi's demise...and on the court proceedings for Pedra Branca or a.k.a Pulau Batu Puteh.
firstly i felt that Citi's demise is of its own doing... it knew very well that its global operations is being expanded at a rate almost impossible for itself to properly control. Diversification seems good but too much at the expense of its reputed strengths. well i guess the fall from grace is due to the fact that the US economy is blown apart from within.... too much strain from the multitude of things the US tries to take on....it is a sort of implosion for the economy....sadly i feel that Citi needs a very good leader who can delegate the best people to the right job scope and unite the vast operations it has.... well its just like my experience from there is that despite its reputation being the best... some management levels lack a foresight to unite and delegate the right people....till today i do not understand why do we need to hire such lousy managers who cannot do the right things?
hahahaha well my departure from Citi was a sad and yet mutually happy departure...sad because my bosses (not from CCT) did not see and use my strengths, despite me being more than happy to go beyond the call of duty and in some sense job scope to do more than was needed of me.....they did not recognise the efforts i put in....and only seem want to make full use of me without rewards...happy because I made very good friends and learned a lot from it as well as being able to pursue my interests right now....
well the ICJ proceedings on the island seems interesting enough for me right now too....i believe in every aspect the pursuit of territorial waters to lands have been on-going since ancient times...and m'sia and s'pore to do this now is just common sensical to do it....not only sovereignty is at stake but territorial advantages are aplenty...i just hope no bitter blood will be spill by both sides...as you know very nationalistic views can arise from such spats...as seen by our disputes over land reclamation, water distillations and even airspace....
i guess no matter the outcome, we must work towards peaceful resolution and amicable administration of the land, water and airspace we use....no matter how long a treaty or document holds that we own or possess these spaces.....time will eventually destroy it or take it away with devastation, we need to start protecting the earth....not just exploit it.... =)
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
"Top Gear"
well if anyone watches this show....i'm sure you can relate to its ingenuity of testing cars and show-casing the very best of what cars can do and what they are made for...
i just saw an episode where the 3 hosts actually drove through an entire country....from the border post of Botswana and Zimbabwe to the other side of the border post of Namibia....thats nearly a 1000 miles away hahaha....they had to go through hell of alot of trouble with many challenges for them to complete.....but i must say it was quite a spectacle....
well hope to catch more of it.... =)
well if anyone watches this show....i'm sure you can relate to its ingenuity of testing cars and show-casing the very best of what cars can do and what they are made for...
i just saw an episode where the 3 hosts actually drove through an entire country....from the border post of Botswana and Zimbabwe to the other side of the border post of Namibia....thats nearly a 1000 miles away hahaha....they had to go through hell of alot of trouble with many challenges for them to complete.....but i must say it was quite a spectacle....
well hope to catch more of it.... =)
Monday, November 05, 2007
"insecurity"
sometimes i ever wondered why am i so cool headed over being out of job and not earning like i should be.... this insecurity many would probably scold or lecture me about not working and not contributing like i should be.... i guess this insecurity is the very reason why i'm still searching for that perfect job for the skills i can bring...
not gainfully used to the fullest by my ex-bosses...i only can say its a pity they do not see the value of having me...they want me to work on areas outside of my expertise and under-utilised by and large my skills....sadly to say i tried my best to work beyond my required and beyond the expectations set....but its slowly but surely burning me out....
being practical and needing money to survive is something so essential today in a materialistic world...where dollar and cents counts...but yet all these riches cannot really bring true meaning in life....i'm not sure why we all chase this..but one thing for sure....i'm not quite bothered...but when i earn my stripes and the dollars that comes along...i'm sure its worth every penny...hahaha
but yes....i do look forward to being employed once again...since my eyes have fully recovered to some extent...and reaping the rewards of near perfect eyesights....maybe then with some form of security in finances that my parents and future in laws won't feel so short changed....hahahaha
sometimes i ever wondered why am i so cool headed over being out of job and not earning like i should be.... this insecurity many would probably scold or lecture me about not working and not contributing like i should be.... i guess this insecurity is the very reason why i'm still searching for that perfect job for the skills i can bring...
not gainfully used to the fullest by my ex-bosses...i only can say its a pity they do not see the value of having me...they want me to work on areas outside of my expertise and under-utilised by and large my skills....sadly to say i tried my best to work beyond my required and beyond the expectations set....but its slowly but surely burning me out....
being practical and needing money to survive is something so essential today in a materialistic world...where dollar and cents counts...but yet all these riches cannot really bring true meaning in life....i'm not sure why we all chase this..but one thing for sure....i'm not quite bothered...but when i earn my stripes and the dollars that comes along...i'm sure its worth every penny...hahaha
but yes....i do look forward to being employed once again...since my eyes have fully recovered to some extent...and reaping the rewards of near perfect eyesights....maybe then with some form of security in finances that my parents and future in laws won't feel so short changed....hahahaha
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
"one of those techie days"
yes it is one of those days when i contemplate on the various technologies which i hope can change the world for the better...
fusion technology have always been a important energy source i've been looking out for...repeatedly following up on its successes and shortcomings... no doubt i feel that it will bring immense humanitarian benefits to all...imagine our energy supplies is secure with minimal pollution...and the benefit it can bring to under-developed nations... however the security and proper usage of such technology like its cousin "fission" must be carefully treaded....
ramjet or scramjet technology is another area of interest in waiting under my wings....imagine the today when we can make sub-orbital flights in an instant with non-pollutive fuel such as hydrogen. travelling from country A to B will be a breeze...eventually i do hope in my time this will be a reality and move on to the eventual space travel realms.
bio-fuels... though a lot have been said and done about this alternative energy source, its potential is definitely immense and yet... i feel the way to go about this is to educate the necessity and un-denying fact that we need to find ways to have a sustainable environment in the world... the world is having a slight fever or infection of late, with weird weather and unpredictable consequences.... i guess this goes beyond politics and its in everyones' interest that we protect and cherish our planet before we all do not have a place to stay in....
solar technology is at the stage of popularity right now....though the technology is out for many years already...it is only recently that it has become truly affordable.... i must say singapore has taken a bold and calculated step in acquiring this technology for its stable future and i take my hats off to the leaders for this...though i should think we could have started earlier.... yupz if you haven't read the news....we are making the biggest solar plant in shiny small singapore...capable of generating enough electricity to power several million homes a year....this is one small step for the country one giant leap for energy independence from existing energy sources... i do hope our government will have the people's interest at heart and reduce the bills hahahaha... it will be great news...
wind technology is not very likely to take off smoothly like solar...but given time and better fuel cell and energy generating turbines used in the giant wind mills....i believe it will play a important role in reducing the need for fossil fuel consumption like the rest of the alternatives are playing right now....
well, i'm not really in a crusade mode to say the earth is dying or there are environmental problems that are so real it will affect us deeply...but i must say this... if we do not start to think carefully of the consequences now...we will live to regret the day when it all comes to nothing...
yes it is one of those days when i contemplate on the various technologies which i hope can change the world for the better...
fusion technology have always been a important energy source i've been looking out for...repeatedly following up on its successes and shortcomings... no doubt i feel that it will bring immense humanitarian benefits to all...imagine our energy supplies is secure with minimal pollution...and the benefit it can bring to under-developed nations... however the security and proper usage of such technology like its cousin "fission" must be carefully treaded....
ramjet or scramjet technology is another area of interest in waiting under my wings....imagine the today when we can make sub-orbital flights in an instant with non-pollutive fuel such as hydrogen. travelling from country A to B will be a breeze...eventually i do hope in my time this will be a reality and move on to the eventual space travel realms.
bio-fuels... though a lot have been said and done about this alternative energy source, its potential is definitely immense and yet... i feel the way to go about this is to educate the necessity and un-denying fact that we need to find ways to have a sustainable environment in the world... the world is having a slight fever or infection of late, with weird weather and unpredictable consequences.... i guess this goes beyond politics and its in everyones' interest that we protect and cherish our planet before we all do not have a place to stay in....
solar technology is at the stage of popularity right now....though the technology is out for many years already...it is only recently that it has become truly affordable.... i must say singapore has taken a bold and calculated step in acquiring this technology for its stable future and i take my hats off to the leaders for this...though i should think we could have started earlier.... yupz if you haven't read the news....we are making the biggest solar plant in shiny small singapore...capable of generating enough electricity to power several million homes a year....this is one small step for the country one giant leap for energy independence from existing energy sources... i do hope our government will have the people's interest at heart and reduce the bills hahahaha... it will be great news...
wind technology is not very likely to take off smoothly like solar...but given time and better fuel cell and energy generating turbines used in the giant wind mills....i believe it will play a important role in reducing the need for fossil fuel consumption like the rest of the alternatives are playing right now....
well, i'm not really in a crusade mode to say the earth is dying or there are environmental problems that are so real it will affect us deeply...but i must say this... if we do not start to think carefully of the consequences now...we will live to regret the day when it all comes to nothing...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
"worldly thinking"
am just sitting in my room quietly listening to the sounds and i realised... i've not found the passion in my work life...
am not too sure what or where i will end up working...but yet i've lofty ambitions unrealised... i'm just biding my time now and hopefully the new year will be better.... i'm fortunate to have close family and frens by my side now...and most importantly my faith have been renewed dramatically...
surprisingly church and the many activities have enriched my life and am always looking forward to more.... =) unlike what paul has installed for himself, i guess what i have is good for me now...
well ken has always been the forerunner...and its good to see him do so well... but yeah it is good that he is settling down to the hustle and bustle of work life just so well...
as for me, i'm just going to take it easy on the work life for now...even though i understand the need of practicality to survive and to do things i want to do.... my dream comes first and i'm going to take the big gamble right now to try... if all else fails... i would just have to say good bye from that dream for the time being and set my other priorities first.... i can always try again in the future..
sometimes i wished i wasn't born in this era...why wasn't i born during the warring era or the dynastic changes of china? hahaha wished i could be a general or a advisor like guan yu or zhuge liang.... where heroes were made... oh well
am just sitting in my room quietly listening to the sounds and i realised... i've not found the passion in my work life...
am not too sure what or where i will end up working...but yet i've lofty ambitions unrealised... i'm just biding my time now and hopefully the new year will be better.... i'm fortunate to have close family and frens by my side now...and most importantly my faith have been renewed dramatically...
surprisingly church and the many activities have enriched my life and am always looking forward to more.... =) unlike what paul has installed for himself, i guess what i have is good for me now...
well ken has always been the forerunner...and its good to see him do so well... but yeah it is good that he is settling down to the hustle and bustle of work life just so well...
as for me, i'm just going to take it easy on the work life for now...even though i understand the need of practicality to survive and to do things i want to do.... my dream comes first and i'm going to take the big gamble right now to try... if all else fails... i would just have to say good bye from that dream for the time being and set my other priorities first.... i can always try again in the future..
sometimes i wished i wasn't born in this era...why wasn't i born during the warring era or the dynastic changes of china? hahaha wished i could be a general or a advisor like guan yu or zhuge liang.... where heroes were made... oh well
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
"jobless"
haha now is the crunch time. to search for a new job... well i do know there are many jobs out there but which ones i can qualify? which wants i think i can do? which ones are the right ones for my skills? hmmm looks like it will be some time before i start work le....
its downtime for me....so sad
haha now is the crunch time. to search for a new job... well i do know there are many jobs out there but which ones i can qualify? which wants i think i can do? which ones are the right ones for my skills? hmmm looks like it will be some time before i start work le....
its downtime for me....so sad
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
"a nice long break"
took a fantastic break away from home and away from the hustle and bustle of life...it was sort of a good nice retreat... glad that i had a good company =)
sometimes i really wonder why everyone is so caught up in the bustle of life...why must we work so hard to earn so much money so that we can get through life...but yet most of the time an average person like me only can just barely survive with what we earn...
of late have been seeing a lot of "make it big, learn the best, earn the most money" kind of adverts that tells us how to maximise our money on the stock markets, shares, currency trading etc...
then it suddenly dawned on me that its a rat race out there and it will never stop. everyone wants a better life and its never enough...
for me i just want a simple life...yet in a materialistic and very very practical world... without the monetary means nor skill sets i will not survive.... not as though i can just go to my backyard and be a farmer or fisherman...
so from today onwards i will set down a ground rule... a goal... a dream... that by 2010 (29 years old!) i can gain some form of financial freedom and stability.
well that's my take from my retreat....but nevertheless it was a nice long break
took a fantastic break away from home and away from the hustle and bustle of life...it was sort of a good nice retreat... glad that i had a good company =)
sometimes i really wonder why everyone is so caught up in the bustle of life...why must we work so hard to earn so much money so that we can get through life...but yet most of the time an average person like me only can just barely survive with what we earn...
of late have been seeing a lot of "make it big, learn the best, earn the most money" kind of adverts that tells us how to maximise our money on the stock markets, shares, currency trading etc...
then it suddenly dawned on me that its a rat race out there and it will never stop. everyone wants a better life and its never enough...
for me i just want a simple life...yet in a materialistic and very very practical world... without the monetary means nor skill sets i will not survive.... not as though i can just go to my backyard and be a farmer or fisherman...
so from today onwards i will set down a ground rule... a goal... a dream... that by 2010 (29 years old!) i can gain some form of financial freedom and stability.
well that's my take from my retreat....but nevertheless it was a nice long break
Friday, October 05, 2007
"smooth-ness"
well things dun seem to be going well for me it seems...but a little prayer seems to go a long way. have been really active in church and RCIA... hahaha kinda funny how someone like me who lack the religious discipline nor attitude like Paul be so committed to something...hahaha
seems like GOD really works in a miraculous way... =) glad that i'm loving it. know the journey ain't easy but at least i got started....
well you can say its smooth.... with the 'ness' added
well things dun seem to be going well for me it seems...but a little prayer seems to go a long way. have been really active in church and RCIA... hahaha kinda funny how someone like me who lack the religious discipline nor attitude like Paul be so committed to something...hahaha
seems like GOD really works in a miraculous way... =) glad that i'm loving it. know the journey ain't easy but at least i got started....
well you can say its smooth.... with the 'ness' added
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
"moving forward"
yeah i'm finally moving on...new life...new hope... new dreams... am so looking forward to this new journey...
"i've found something in life worth making an effort. i've found someone i can truly love with all my heart and soul. i've finally found you =)"
praying for: maddy
reading: soros still hahaha!
yeah i'm finally moving on...new life...new hope... new dreams... am so looking forward to this new journey...
"i've found something in life worth making an effort. i've found someone i can truly love with all my heart and soul. i've finally found you =)"
praying for: maddy
reading: soros still hahaha!
Monday, September 10, 2007
"solace"
right now i feel fine... all seems well... but as i hit the next corner my future seems uncertain. i feel kinda useless sitting here at home doing nothing but rest... some say hey its freedom...but what good is freedom when you cannot afford to feed yourself to survive in this practical and dangerous world... hahaha
well its probably going to be 1 slice of bread each day to survive from now on... =)
praying for: buddies
reading: soros
right now i feel fine... all seems well... but as i hit the next corner my future seems uncertain. i feel kinda useless sitting here at home doing nothing but rest... some say hey its freedom...but what good is freedom when you cannot afford to feed yourself to survive in this practical and dangerous world... hahaha
well its probably going to be 1 slice of bread each day to survive from now on... =)
praying for: buddies
reading: soros
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
"silly people"
sometimes i do wonder why our world got so much problems.
why are we all fighting each other and giving ourselves more headache.
why are we all threatening one another?
take for example the recent S.korean hostage crisis. its such a pity that when others try to help a chaotic place they become victims of threat. good work gone to waste i say.
two sides to everything i suppose. if the victims did not go to the war-torn country nothing like that would have happened. alas who could have predicted that in desperation they would be kidnapped.
sad to say all this petty wars between mankind is getting on my nerve. hopefully one of these days a saviour will come to negotiate everlasting peace for all. so that our beautiful earth will be a gaia for many generations to come.
sometimes i do wonder why our world got so much problems.
why are we all fighting each other and giving ourselves more headache.
why are we all threatening one another?
take for example the recent S.korean hostage crisis. its such a pity that when others try to help a chaotic place they become victims of threat. good work gone to waste i say.
two sides to everything i suppose. if the victims did not go to the war-torn country nothing like that would have happened. alas who could have predicted that in desperation they would be kidnapped.
sad to say all this petty wars between mankind is getting on my nerve. hopefully one of these days a saviour will come to negotiate everlasting peace for all. so that our beautiful earth will be a gaia for many generations to come.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
"rainy days over"
ironic it must be to have this title to the entry.
but the days of confusion are over now and there is only a clear blue sky out in front of me. somethings happened and i'm sad about it, but i had to move on.
i feel much better and in sync. am moving forward and not looking back already. i've got a new found life and something very extraordinary. =)
ironic it must be to have this title to the entry.
but the days of confusion are over now and there is only a clear blue sky out in front of me. somethings happened and i'm sad about it, but i had to move on.
i feel much better and in sync. am moving forward and not looking back already. i've got a new found life and something very extraordinary. =)
Sunday, August 19, 2007
"some things are better left unspoken"
a little sadness, a little happiness, a step forward, a step backward.
a drop of tear, a broken dream, two heart in pieces, a future unforeseen.
a decision made, two separate road to take, a new ending, a new beginning.
a time to cherish from the moment of truth, but in reality life is moving on....so somethings are better left unspoken
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a little sadness, a little happiness, a step forward, a step backward.
a drop of tear, a broken dream, two heart in pieces, a future unforeseen.
a decision made, two separate road to take, a new ending, a new beginning.
a time to cherish from the moment of truth, but in reality life is moving on....so somethings are better left unspoken
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
"had a good weekend..."
was really troubled lately...but the break sort of recharged me... well it was paul's birthday celebration...just a simple one lah... =) but the best bit was the short nua-ing session to see all the old times...hahaha well 1988 huh... 19 years...next year is 20 years anniversary hahahaha
my gosh we have turned older by the years... =) the next 20 our hairs would have greyed...
" at the bloom of the flowers, at the sound of falling rain, at the sight of luscious greens, all set in a tick of a heartbeat... from the day when we were young, our paths crossed and that changed our lives... and now from that very day we met, a distant past... old memories so fond"
was really troubled lately...but the break sort of recharged me... well it was paul's birthday celebration...just a simple one lah... =) but the best bit was the short nua-ing session to see all the old times...hahaha well 1988 huh... 19 years...next year is 20 years anniversary hahahaha
my gosh we have turned older by the years... =) the next 20 our hairs would have greyed...
" at the bloom of the flowers, at the sound of falling rain, at the sight of luscious greens, all set in a tick of a heartbeat... from the day when we were young, our paths crossed and that changed our lives... and now from that very day we met, a distant past... old memories so fond"
Monday, July 30, 2007
" i freakin hate you!"
never should have started... never should have made the first move... now i totally regret this...
leave you i shall to start afresh...
where my efforts are recognized and rewarded... where my words are taken seriously and given some thought
you are asking for it...my wrath... my anger...
never should have started... never should have made the first move... now i totally regret this...
leave you i shall to start afresh...
where my efforts are recognized and rewarded... where my words are taken seriously and given some thought
you are asking for it...my wrath... my anger...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
"birthday thank you"
well first and foremost i would like to thank my family for the wonderful time.
not forgetting my ever trusty and faithful friends Paul and Ken for their birthday treats and presents...Addy for coming into my life through paul too...hahaha
last but not least...the rest of you all who wished me well too =)
well first and foremost i would like to thank my family for the wonderful time.
not forgetting my ever trusty and faithful friends Paul and Ken for their birthday treats and presents...Addy for coming into my life through paul too...hahaha
last but not least...the rest of you all who wished me well too =)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
"mixed feelings"
lately have been getting flaks from all corners of my life...
the one place i find true solace...is through you my GOD...
"I pray to you tonight, to guide me with strength and courage to overcome these trials you have placed in front of me. No mountain shall be too high for me to climb as long my faith is strong. I'm sure better days are ahead."
as i tear myself dry penning these thoughts to you, i hope someone understands the hurdle i face today and its something no one knows yet... a big leap of faith...
lately have been getting flaks from all corners of my life...
the one place i find true solace...is through you my GOD...
"I pray to you tonight, to guide me with strength and courage to overcome these trials you have placed in front of me. No mountain shall be too high for me to climb as long my faith is strong. I'm sure better days are ahead."
as i tear myself dry penning these thoughts to you, i hope someone understands the hurdle i face today and its something no one knows yet... a big leap of faith...
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
"losses"
oh boy....a bit of painful lesson over the weekend... made a minor lost of 2K plus...oh wellz...its kinda huge for our standard but not my arsenal....
my my....now i see the full volatility of trading... i'm going to regroup for now....and soak in the lesson learnt over these few weeks...
hahaha but yeah what a waste...i could have sent both me and dear overseas with those kind of money.... =)
now gotta work doubly hard and save save save and use excess funds to fight fight fight....not going to be thrown off balance by this failure... =)
oh boy....a bit of painful lesson over the weekend... made a minor lost of 2K plus...oh wellz...its kinda huge for our standard but not my arsenal....
my my....now i see the full volatility of trading... i'm going to regroup for now....and soak in the lesson learnt over these few weeks...
hahaha but yeah what a waste...i could have sent both me and dear overseas with those kind of money.... =)
now gotta work doubly hard and save save save and use excess funds to fight fight fight....not going to be thrown off balance by this failure... =)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
"one song ringing in my head"
yes the song "maria" from 200lbs beauty is ringing in my head.... for its catchy tune and of course the significance of it probably...nice movie...
touching movie too if you actually read hidden message.... yeah today's gospel in church too sort of touch on it too... in today's world we tend remember to cast the first stones on others who are deemed bad, ugly or unfortunate...but we forget to forgive and be open...
if you're bad, its like you can never be good... if you are ugly or fat, you can never be good looking...if you are in an unfortunate circumstance you are condemned... we will shy away and not associate ourselves with these people...
and yet we claim to be people of faith and principles... we embrace good... if i had one wish i could make and it will come through....
i wish GOD will come back down to earth and show us the way again. =)
yes the song "maria" from 200lbs beauty is ringing in my head.... for its catchy tune and of course the significance of it probably...nice movie...
touching movie too if you actually read hidden message.... yeah today's gospel in church too sort of touch on it too... in today's world we tend remember to cast the first stones on others who are deemed bad, ugly or unfortunate...but we forget to forgive and be open...
if you're bad, its like you can never be good... if you are ugly or fat, you can never be good looking...if you are in an unfortunate circumstance you are condemned... we will shy away and not associate ourselves with these people...
and yet we claim to be people of faith and principles... we embrace good... if i had one wish i could make and it will come through....
i wish GOD will come back down to earth and show us the way again. =)
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
"GSS"
the Great Singapore Sale......oh my gosh....come on give me a break....the shopping complexes are like brimming with PEOPLE.....my gosh....i could not even get a proper breather...
can you imagine the number of people.....its like packed packed packed...
well....to me GSS probably reminds me of GST increase....lol.....dunno why but yah....some more just before GST increase...must be a frenzy out there to get things cheap...madness
well its back to work...hopefully things will be better there too...getting quite pissed off with the job scope...and i think if i can trade it will be better
the Great Singapore Sale......oh my gosh....come on give me a break....the shopping complexes are like brimming with PEOPLE.....my gosh....i could not even get a proper breather...
can you imagine the number of people.....its like packed packed packed...
well....to me GSS probably reminds me of GST increase....lol.....dunno why but yah....some more just before GST increase...must be a frenzy out there to get things cheap...madness
well its back to work...hopefully things will be better there too...getting quite pissed off with the job scope...and i think if i can trade it will be better
Friday, June 08, 2007
"Guess who are my current idols"
Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, George Soros, Pope John Paul II, Mother Theresa... ordinary people who turned into inspirations and leaders in their own rights...
Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and George Soros for being great business minds in their own fields and philanthropy. What truly inspires me from these great minds are their perseverance and dedication to their own business and forte. I mean they really worked hard, focused on what they are good at and make it happen. I think I'm becoming more like Soros. Hopefully I can follow in his footsteps.
Pope John Paul II and Mother Theresa, are inspirations to the whole world truly. For being dedicated to their religion, dedicated to helping the down-trodden, dedicated to helping the weak and poor. Their tireless efforts to foster better relations amongst us have been truly blessed. Their guiding hand on the helping others is even more heroic and inspiring...I mean no one can come close to sacrificing so much like them i suppose...
I look forward to their everlasting impressions they have on me. I look forward to emulating them as best as I can. No matter how difficult, no matter how stressful, no matter how demanding, I hope to do my best.
Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, George Soros, Pope John Paul II, Mother Theresa... ordinary people who turned into inspirations and leaders in their own rights...
Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and George Soros for being great business minds in their own fields and philanthropy. What truly inspires me from these great minds are their perseverance and dedication to their own business and forte. I mean they really worked hard, focused on what they are good at and make it happen. I think I'm becoming more like Soros. Hopefully I can follow in his footsteps.
Pope John Paul II and Mother Theresa, are inspirations to the whole world truly. For being dedicated to their religion, dedicated to helping the down-trodden, dedicated to helping the weak and poor. Their tireless efforts to foster better relations amongst us have been truly blessed. Their guiding hand on the helping others is even more heroic and inspiring...I mean no one can come close to sacrificing so much like them i suppose...
I look forward to their everlasting impressions they have on me. I look forward to emulating them as best as I can. No matter how difficult, no matter how stressful, no matter how demanding, I hope to do my best.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
$$$$
making money is never easy...but i try to strive to be the best... the most simplest of financial freedom is by saving money...but it is also the slowest... oh wellz....
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
"perfect world"
in a perfect world everyone will not be perfect. so why then we cast upon our eyes to see things perfectly?
i'm down, out and cold... a little frustrated a little pissed... it seem to me everything i do is wrong... i'm wrong, you're right...
i'm right, you're better...
i'm better, you're out of this world...
maybe it is better to give somethings up and move on with what I have...
in a perfect world everyone will not be perfect. so why then we cast upon our eyes to see things perfectly?
i'm down, out and cold... a little frustrated a little pissed... it seem to me everything i do is wrong... i'm wrong, you're right...
i'm right, you're better...
i'm better, you're out of this world...
maybe it is better to give somethings up and move on with what I have...
Friday, May 11, 2007
"what a friday"
had a session today to brainstorm...it turn out to be a brain drain with great ideas...looks good...
had the bowling session later on with the company.. average not too bad... scores were 96, 165, 151..... better to stay low profile... and keep my scores lower than usual.... =) lol.....lucky din hit my personal best yet....lol if not really paiseh, vaguely remember it was somewhere like 234 hahaha i guess need to play with close frens than less pressure and more time to concentrate on the bowl =)
limelight is not for me...
had a session today to brainstorm...it turn out to be a brain drain with great ideas...looks good...
had the bowling session later on with the company.. average not too bad... scores were 96, 165, 151..... better to stay low profile... and keep my scores lower than usual.... =) lol.....lucky din hit my personal best yet....lol if not really paiseh, vaguely remember it was somewhere like 234 hahaha i guess need to play with close frens than less pressure and more time to concentrate on the bowl =)
limelight is not for me...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
"to leave or not to leave?"
i've just as much as i can take running around like a "slave" doing the simplest of stuffs... while it goes away missing from his seat always... then doing all the multiples of reports just so it can piece together what we do and reports it to the "uppers"
maybe if i can talk and bullshit just as well i can do that job easily...my gosh the pay is good the delegating part is easier...so much for the credos...
i've just as much as i can take running around like a "slave" doing the simplest of stuffs... while it goes away missing from his seat always... then doing all the multiples of reports just so it can piece together what we do and reports it to the "uppers"
maybe if i can talk and bullshit just as well i can do that job easily...my gosh the pay is good the delegating part is easier...so much for the credos...
Sunday, April 29, 2007
"i guess, i'm hoping, you'll be there for me in the end"
what ever I do, it just gotta be with you... i've finally found someone...
from this moment, given a thought, regardless of how things around us may change, from this moment on I will give up everything, every ambition and every aspiration if I have to... I'm contented to have spent the moments with you and it doesn't matter whether I have achieved in life... coz even with success life ain't the same without you. =)
i'm filled with inspiration and i'm going to be that pillar of strength for family and close friends. will be that guiding light for everyone. i'm sure my close buds will agree with me. right guys? =)
what ever I do, it just gotta be with you... i've finally found someone...
from this moment, given a thought, regardless of how things around us may change, from this moment on I will give up everything, every ambition and every aspiration if I have to... I'm contented to have spent the moments with you and it doesn't matter whether I have achieved in life... coz even with success life ain't the same without you. =)
i'm filled with inspiration and i'm going to be that pillar of strength for family and close friends. will be that guiding light for everyone. i'm sure my close buds will agree with me. right guys? =)
Thursday, April 26, 2007
"un-sure"
am not sure i have done the right thing by taking that leap of faith... now its going to hit the wall...
what shall i do? what am i suppose to do? can i escape from it? dun think that will work...
whatever you try to do... it seems useless... i guess its almost time to give up.... i'm stretched...
am not sure i have done the right thing by taking that leap of faith... now its going to hit the wall...
what shall i do? what am i suppose to do? can i escape from it? dun think that will work...
whatever you try to do... it seems useless... i guess its almost time to give up.... i'm stretched...
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
"Focus"
After trading on the forex for awhile now... I realise that I need to do this full time in order to fully control the outcome. In fact i'm doing quite well on the trading market right now...and the challenge with paul dude is up and running...
currently the score for me stands at 40K USD earned in 4 days...the market have been very active and its all thanks to the basket of currencies like the Brit pound, US dollar and Euro for appreciating against the Jap Yen...muahahaha
i guess the right focus and depth of knowledge is needed. I'm still learning and hope to learn much more and my darling have already lent me her investment bookie...=)
but yes the focus is definitely very important...i might do this full time next time? become wealth manager for my buddies? hahaha just a sweeping tot for this...but yeah i guess in the interim period now is work hard...and focus on what lies ahead
After trading on the forex for awhile now... I realise that I need to do this full time in order to fully control the outcome. In fact i'm doing quite well on the trading market right now...and the challenge with paul dude is up and running...
currently the score for me stands at 40K USD earned in 4 days...the market have been very active and its all thanks to the basket of currencies like the Brit pound, US dollar and Euro for appreciating against the Jap Yen...muahahaha
i guess the right focus and depth of knowledge is needed. I'm still learning and hope to learn much more and my darling have already lent me her investment bookie...=)
but yes the focus is definitely very important...i might do this full time next time? become wealth manager for my buddies? hahaha just a sweeping tot for this...but yeah i guess in the interim period now is work hard...and focus on what lies ahead
Sunday, April 15, 2007
"decisions, choices and painstakingly frustrations"
sometimes when you hit a crossroad and you know there is no turning back so you have to make a choice. but there are so many possibilities i'm not too sure where it will lead me to now.
"he found her, but only to lose her to a dream beyond his control... alas a painful decision will be made soon... only when and how will it turn out is beyond our reach for the moment
its frustrating to a point he knows its all about support and giving but a limit is just this much a person can give before it fizzles out and needs to start receiving. how much longer can he stay afloat in this crazy world? not too sure either"
sometimes when you hit a crossroad and you know there is no turning back so you have to make a choice. but there are so many possibilities i'm not too sure where it will lead me to now.
"he found her, but only to lose her to a dream beyond his control... alas a painful decision will be made soon... only when and how will it turn out is beyond our reach for the moment
its frustrating to a point he knows its all about support and giving but a limit is just this much a person can give before it fizzles out and needs to start receiving. how much longer can he stay afloat in this crazy world? not too sure either"
Monday, April 09, 2007
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
"the uncertain future"
i'm kinda bogged down by my future career...i'm wondering to leave my current position to forge a new path... i'm so tempted to set up my own company....hahaha
i'm wondering if i'm able to do that...some one save me from the perils of corporate life... i'm glad i've found someone who can shed some light. not just someone to get me through the night, but through my life... =)
i'm kinda bogged down by my future career...i'm wondering to leave my current position to forge a new path... i'm so tempted to set up my own company....hahaha
i'm wondering if i'm able to do that...some one save me from the perils of corporate life... i'm glad i've found someone who can shed some light. not just someone to get me through the night, but through my life... =)
Sunday, March 18, 2007
"tiring tiring"
been a super long week i must say, long hours at work, late nights, and lack of sleep adds to the sucker punch weekend that is so fast over.
had another session of bouldering, i must say its quite a work out its becoming. this time round 5 'peeps' went, ja, ken, paul, maddy and moi....ken as usual is monkeying around so easily on the boulders, paul is still calculating every move to perfect his climb, ja is getting so much better but tend to forget to look after herself (hurt herself on the wrist and hands again) hahaha... maddy was a first timer and she is doing great already =)
as for me....hmmmm still goofing around with the climb...but i must say the long week sap most of my energy...but i was glad to go.
it was fun hanging around with the guys all day from friday nite to saturday nite. loved every bit of it, and i finally get to see ja's choir in action hahaha i had a great companion for church in the form of maddy whilst waiting for ja... there seems to be a draw to the house of god suddenly...like my heartstrings got tugged all of the sudden....hmmmm
man those 2 long nites of jokes and laughters probably helped worked a great ab. i'm so looking forward to our next outing =)
by the way we should start looking for our new 'bunker room'
been a super long week i must say, long hours at work, late nights, and lack of sleep adds to the sucker punch weekend that is so fast over.
had another session of bouldering, i must say its quite a work out its becoming. this time round 5 'peeps' went, ja, ken, paul, maddy and moi....ken as usual is monkeying around so easily on the boulders, paul is still calculating every move to perfect his climb, ja is getting so much better but tend to forget to look after herself (hurt herself on the wrist and hands again) hahaha... maddy was a first timer and she is doing great already =)
as for me....hmmmm still goofing around with the climb...but i must say the long week sap most of my energy...but i was glad to go.
it was fun hanging around with the guys all day from friday nite to saturday nite. loved every bit of it, and i finally get to see ja's choir in action hahaha i had a great companion for church in the form of maddy whilst waiting for ja... there seems to be a draw to the house of god suddenly...like my heartstrings got tugged all of the sudden....hmmmm
man those 2 long nites of jokes and laughters probably helped worked a great ab. i'm so looking forward to our next outing =)
by the way we should start looking for our new 'bunker room'
Thursday, March 08, 2007
"triple whammy"
hahaha cannot imagine kena whacked 3 times in a row hahaha the pace and pressure is surely reaching boiling point....
work is killer fast and killer furious.... hahaha now my maths and probably excel skills are leap frogging to another new level...hahaha
people's skill up one more notch.... dunno what to add...just feel super tired...i think i need a break...anyone cools for a short short trip away from home?
hahaha cannot imagine kena whacked 3 times in a row hahaha the pace and pressure is surely reaching boiling point....
work is killer fast and killer furious.... hahaha now my maths and probably excel skills are leap frogging to another new level...hahaha
people's skill up one more notch.... dunno what to add...just feel super tired...i think i need a break...anyone cools for a short short trip away from home?
Monday, March 05, 2007
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
"killer week"
work is probably going to kill me this week, 1 project to handle, 2 MIS reports done, 1 more to do, 1 more MIS report to do, 3 more projects to take over bits of it... haha
seems like good ol' Uni days....but just its all work....hahaha manz...you call this a banker? i think its more like bang your head =)
read up an article over the weekend which was quite perculiar, it mentioned that bankers are the most sought after potential life partners hahaha...faintz..of course this was versus if i remember pilots and teachers...
if bankers were that good....hey why am i still single? hahaha just kidding its too bias lah the report...not all bankers are good or bad...same goes for the other 2 profession. its all about the feeling =)
work is probably going to kill me this week, 1 project to handle, 2 MIS reports done, 1 more to do, 1 more MIS report to do, 3 more projects to take over bits of it... haha
seems like good ol' Uni days....but just its all work....hahaha manz...you call this a banker? i think its more like bang your head =)
read up an article over the weekend which was quite perculiar, it mentioned that bankers are the most sought after potential life partners hahaha...faintz..of course this was versus if i remember pilots and teachers...
if bankers were that good....hey why am i still single? hahaha just kidding its too bias lah the report...not all bankers are good or bad...same goes for the other 2 profession. its all about the feeling =)
Sunday, February 25, 2007
"new look to the new pig year!"
phew finally i think its time to make huge changes this year...
have my 10 goals for the new year on track with 2 already completed, 6 on the verge of completion by July and only just 2 which i must leave it to hard work and lots of faith to achieve =)
Got my contact lenses =) got my new sunglasses =) got my new lifestyle =) thanks to the trio (you know who you are) it seems more fulfilling now
even with all the shit and frustration that is surrounding me, with you guys around i'm sure i can just overcome it and with that same believe and that burning fire of will in me, it will be a good year
phew finally i think its time to make huge changes this year...
have my 10 goals for the new year on track with 2 already completed, 6 on the verge of completion by July and only just 2 which i must leave it to hard work and lots of faith to achieve =)
Got my contact lenses =) got my new sunglasses =) got my new lifestyle =) thanks to the trio (you know who you are) it seems more fulfilling now
even with all the shit and frustration that is surrounding me, with you guys around i'm sure i can just overcome it and with that same believe and that burning fire of will in me, it will be a good year
Thursday, February 22, 2007
"frustrations"
i'm giving up on myself... i cannot take it anymore... can you believe this? hahaha yes and to all who are reading the blog, i'm actually giving myself up
SSLE its painful for me just as it is for you.... i feel the pain, i wonder you noticed? and its getting harder each day...
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work have been great so far, learning at a greater pace now...and seeing the light through all these mess... but the stress level is up the next level and its no joke!
i'm giving up on myself... i cannot take it anymore... can you believe this? hahaha yes and to all who are reading the blog, i'm actually giving myself up
SSLE its painful for me just as it is for you.... i feel the pain, i wonder you noticed? and its getting harder each day...
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work have been great so far, learning at a greater pace now...and seeing the light through all these mess... but the stress level is up the next level and its no joke!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
"angel's wings clipped"
the guardian angel is going on a long break! moving ahead he will make you cry, make you angry, make you frustrated until you give up on him...
coz he realised that you're not even serious about somethings and do not know what you really want... and he can only do this much now....
now its time to depart and let you learn to walk on your own.... its not about pressuring its not about forcing an answer out... its about letting you grow up and think maturely...
i told you once i'm going to touch your life and make you feel happy for the moment... but once we're gone we're gone... its just the way we are =) unless you learn to grab hold of us...
the guardian angel is going on a long break! moving ahead he will make you cry, make you angry, make you frustrated until you give up on him...
coz he realised that you're not even serious about somethings and do not know what you really want... and he can only do this much now....
now its time to depart and let you learn to walk on your own.... its not about pressuring its not about forcing an answer out... its about letting you grow up and think maturely...
i told you once i'm going to touch your life and make you feel happy for the moment... but once we're gone we're gone... its just the way we are =) unless you learn to grab hold of us...
Sunday, February 11, 2007
"fitness first!!!!"
hahaha lately have been an exercise freak! working out, doing the long jogs...and i'm feeling like i'm running on energizer batteries!
i can just keep on going... hahaha
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on a side note... yesterday's bbq was fabulous...of course the wrestling and the dunking of each other into the swimming pool was highlights, i guess the gathering was just good
understand that a lot of us are going through our ups and downs, but one thing is for sure, we are all moving forward...
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'i miss you so much, as my heart melts each time i hear your voice, we maybe apart but a part of you will always be in my heart.'
hahaha lately have been an exercise freak! working out, doing the long jogs...and i'm feeling like i'm running on energizer batteries!
i can just keep on going... hahaha
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on a side note... yesterday's bbq was fabulous...of course the wrestling and the dunking of each other into the swimming pool was highlights, i guess the gathering was just good
understand that a lot of us are going through our ups and downs, but one thing is for sure, we are all moving forward...
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'i miss you so much, as my heart melts each time i hear your voice, we maybe apart but a part of you will always be in my heart.'
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Open Arms
Lying beside you here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine, mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay
So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Saturday, February 03, 2007
"Salaam Namaste!"
hahaha greetings to you... wanna thank you for making a difference in my life ever since you appeared. i feel alive and finally found someone whom i can live my life for. i'm motivated at least for now, i know you won't be there for me nor you be going to be by my side forever but at least for now i know the feeling is good =)
more hindi movies manz....the shows are fantastic...hahaha Salaam Namaste
hahaha greetings to you... wanna thank you for making a difference in my life ever since you appeared. i feel alive and finally found someone whom i can live my life for. i'm motivated at least for now, i know you won't be there for me nor you be going to be by my side forever but at least for now i know the feeling is good =)
more hindi movies manz....the shows are fantastic...hahaha Salaam Namaste
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
"work stress"
not that work is stressful...but rather the amount of red tape at work is killing... the politics is rather peculiar and interesting
hey dun mention the numbers and i'm faced with a mind boggling equation. hahaha worse off i hate numbers...but lets see, i think i'm ready to face the challenges after taking a few deep breathe just now...
i just need my tools and lots of hardwork, i'm sure i can do it. =)
not that work is stressful...but rather the amount of red tape at work is killing... the politics is rather peculiar and interesting
hey dun mention the numbers and i'm faced with a mind boggling equation. hahaha worse off i hate numbers...but lets see, i think i'm ready to face the challenges after taking a few deep breathe just now...
i just need my tools and lots of hardwork, i'm sure i can do it. =)
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
"a whole new ball game"
the past 3 days have been a real killer, to top it up not enough sleep.
its a totally whole new ball game. but i'm loving it
now how do i handle busy work schedule with a promising love life? hahaha sounds pretty much impossible unless she works with me on it...i will try my best lah...
the past 3 days have been a real killer, to top it up not enough sleep.
its a totally whole new ball game. but i'm loving it
now how do i handle busy work schedule with a promising love life? hahaha sounds pretty much impossible unless she works with me on it...i will try my best lah...
Sunday, January 14, 2007
"start of something new"
let's begin this journey... a new start, a fresh start and many more avenues. looks like i've to leave you behind from this old lorong to the next.
i'm going to miss everyone. thank you for making it so wonderful all these time and nothing beats having great memories.
i'm waiting for you to be mine, i know i need you and want you. but i don't know how to put it to you. if there's such thing as a guardian angel, i really need their help now.
let's begin this journey... a new start, a fresh start and many more avenues. looks like i've to leave you behind from this old lorong to the next.
i'm going to miss everyone. thank you for making it so wonderful all these time and nothing beats having great memories.
i'm waiting for you to be mine, i know i need you and want you. but i don't know how to put it to you. if there's such thing as a guardian angel, i really need their help now.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
"New Challenge"
went to work as usual today, but got the biggest surprise i had in a long long time. this one was unexpected. a new challenge. i'm finally moving on and learning a whole new ball game. i must say i'm still in shock as i write this down here.
a whole new environment, a whole new job scope, a whole new range of things to learn. i'm excited, nervous, afraid, and anxious to see what and where this new world will bring me to.
looking forward to this new challenge. =)
went to work as usual today, but got the biggest surprise i had in a long long time. this one was unexpected. a new challenge. i'm finally moving on and learning a whole new ball game. i must say i'm still in shock as i write this down here.
a whole new environment, a whole new job scope, a whole new range of things to learn. i'm excited, nervous, afraid, and anxious to see what and where this new world will bring me to.
looking forward to this new challenge. =)
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
"Happy New Year!!!!"
let's see...the week of celebrations and parties... have to come to an end already... i'm so tired from the eating! oh my gym regime will have to go into 2nd gear...
all the drinking! come on...how much more can i hold manz before i get pissed
ok let's just recap with some great pictures
Christmas Dinner hosted by Adeline at her place
My young cousins from dad side
My cousins from mum side
Haha the oldies trying to act cool - stand at staircase regimental photo =p
My fellow team-mates at our company dinner going out of hand
let's see...the week of celebrations and parties... have to come to an end already... i'm so tired from the eating! oh my gym regime will have to go into 2nd gear...
all the drinking! come on...how much more can i hold manz before i get pissed
ok let's just recap with some great pictures
Christmas Dinner hosted by Adeline at her place
My young cousins from dad side
My cousins from mum side
Haha the oldies trying to act cool - stand at staircase regimental photo =p
My fellow team-mates at our company dinner going out of hand
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