Friday, December 29, 2006

"Di Yi Ci"

First time I held those hands...and it feels so familiar, as though its been through timeless travels and in this life we met again. the moment in time i will cherish... hey dun be angry, its hard for me to let it go when deep down inside i fallen for you...

alas another fairy tale... only pictures and memories can remind me of this time...

Monday, December 25, 2006

"Merry Christmas"

ho ho ho....Merry Christmas... and a Happy swanky new year =)

hahaha

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

"the one that got away"

there is somethings i can do and cannot do...now i'm so confused on what i should do... i never want it to happen coz it was the very thing that broke my heart... and now i'm stuck here

if only i can break free from this... now all i want for christmas is a clear mind...

can you feel it building, like a wave the ocean just can't control... connected by a feeling

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

More updates ...

coming to you soon.... hahaha

Thursday, November 30, 2006

blood, bleed, bled....

ouch...my right big toe has so much blood oozing out last night... and it bleed all the way till today... but the most painful must be my heavy heavy heart which bled the most =(

now now... any ideas for games during christmas parties?

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Christmas round the corner..

this christmas will be special, coz someone special will be on the receiving end of it.. hahaha let's just say this year have been a fruitful year... hopefully the new year will begin with a big bang!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Can see but cannot touch (or in this case have it)...

how sad, somethings i wanna have but i believe that it will never be mine... alas its just see no touch... hahaha as a guy i have lots of wants, but this must truly be the only best want i really want and need in my life... alas its not meant to be mine... probably not in this lifetime... =)

lighter side of life... my gosh i'm piling the work load back into my busy schedule..hahaha

Sunday, November 26, 2006

OuCh!!!

my bloody toes are hurting... right foot, big toe is bruised.. my god i hope the nails wont drop if not i will be in for a painful ride...

left foot big toe got a cut and is bleeding...should heal and be fine soon

my left shoulder blade and muscle is a little bit painful and sore... hope it recovers soon...

the next few days will be rest up till thurs i hope...friday gotta run a bit before the big thing starts!

Friday, November 24, 2006

What if?

it is so close yet so far apart... there is somethings i want so much to happen but yet i restrain myself...

somethings are meant to be left as it is... i can only be there when i'm needed

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

A fresh new start to learn...

got my hands dirty with a new project at work... for me its good news as i get to learn new things. i'm excited by the prospects.

too bad... i've gotta make someone regret =p

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Year End

my gosh how time really flies...and i mean literally... its another year gone almost and now when all the festives are about to begin, my whirlwind life takes a turn

i'm feeling alittle bit drained... my gosh and i'm heading for collision course

i feel as though i've not accomplished anything... i'm stucked at this momentum...

Monday, November 20, 2006

En-Bloc Failure?

hahaha kinda ironic... out of 358 units...only 210 voted...and out of these only 70% said yes...so thats about 147 said yes....so looking at the statistics

41% said yes
17.6% said no
41.4% said let's abstain

my gosh people power now how about the kick in the face for en-bloc =)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Lily's Wedding

nuth' said just enjoy the pics =)





Create Your Own
En-Bloc

well my place is undergoing an en-bloc survey to see if they wanna privatise and sell the place...

my gosh...how can they do this...hahaha i dun wanna move out of my current location =(


Total Revamp

got down to making some changes and tweaks to my blog...used this skin for the new term of blogging...thanks so much to the original author =)

Friday, October 20, 2006

Revamp of Blog....

well its time for a change...undergoing construction soon...hopefully it will be all super

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Travels

its time to plan a trip away from home.... hmmmmm

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Training....

kinda need to get my mind off the affairs of the heart...so put in all my efforts into doing training.. weights and long distance running for now...

kinda feeling burdened by it...dunno what the heck is happening darn! hahaha

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Crappy Situations

Guess people around me are in really bad situations as i put it...

here i'm lamenting how much i wanna be attached to some great gal and probably how far-fetch it might be a reality...and here just round the corner i see relationships so shitty....i'm kinda lost for words....

the guys are so atrocious in the relationship...the gals just dun give up on them... the guys would control their every action, this cannot do that cannot wear...you cannot go out with frens except those i approve or even functions that your company has arranged..you just cannot attend. but oh well... i suppose love is blind...

not say that the gals are that bad...they are great people with good hearts and there they are suffering under the iron-fists their guy frens wield...funny...

hmmmm then dun say...3 way relationships also around the corner... i guess this one more tricky... i dun usually encourage it...but if it must happen..somehow it will...i guess its what they call "if its meant to be will be"

i'm not much a expert nor a critic... i'm just curious

Friday, September 15, 2006

Memories

i guess reading yan c's blog entry and paul's entry just today, made me realise how many memories i seem to be missing...

its been rather fast this few years....time really do fly... remember when i first left the country, remember when i first came back, remember when i first got my job, remember when i first felt an anguished pain that my grandpa left without seeing me graduate...

it is the painful memories that made me realise the good memories and how much i cherished them... people who walked with me thru this journey of life... even though we ended up our seperate ways all over the world...i'm sure we are always looking back to the good times we shared =)

its been 25 years...

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Korean Fever!!!!

Hahaha... I've been learning Korean...



well one MV i really like...not too bad...go catch it

Sunday, September 10, 2006

From the moment...

"From the moment I met you, my life will now begin, the early dawn, the bright afternoon and the dark nights have all become beautiful because of you... because of you my heart will last forever to protect you, lets make this moment last forever..."

"I ain't a passing player...coz I wanna finish this race of life together with you..."

From Dinner and Dance Citigroup =)

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

So near yet so far....

i'm going crazy right now over my twisted life... why is it so difficult to find my direction now? it seems destined for me...

dunno how to read the signs...dunno what to do...dunno where to go now...dunno where to find my missing heart =(

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Bloggin from Work....

how boring it must be to work on a sunday afternoon =(

oh wellz at least i got a beautiful samantha keeping me company muahahaha

by the way thailand pics coming real soon...more updates too...have no time to blog manz recently

Monday, July 24, 2006

BACK!!!

from the "land of smiles" ---- THAILAND....Bangkok...

phew...the sun must be scorching everyday... will update soon...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

one week gone

a week has gone by..just in a blink of an eye...can't say much...but there's so much i want to say and do.... it's just the start of a new journey...one that i hope can last...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Congratulations!!!

well.... Paul has officially graduated today!!! woot congratz bro... my best wishes to you!

welcome to the NEW WORLD ----> the WORKING WORLD!! *faintz*

hahaha now now...we gotta spur each other to greater heights! now we are waiting for the 'scholar' Ken to show us how 'great it is to fly' hahaha ok ok spoof of ' A great way to fly'

i think i wanna do risk management now...you finish study...i start my next course of studies...hahaha

Sunday, July 09, 2006

A day's Journey

well the story goes....

8th july:

had a crunching hard time whipping the body in shape and all thanks to Ken for his guidance...definitely worth the pain... lol...but in no time myself and paul will definitely be fitter, stronger and faster hahaha

the day was also a special day.... the collection of the car... a true milestone in my short span of life...1 day short of turning 25 years of age... i've finally reach a 2nd key... the 1st one being the key to adulthood...i guess this 2nd key brought a new whole meaning to my life...the key to fly...hahaha

well...a bumpy day though... really toughen the 1 day old Singapore Road driver...considering that I'm more used to Australia roads than here...

parking wasn't that difficult after all..just a little more practise should do the job... my 1st pump at the petrol station was "OUCH" to the pocket...hahaha

my first foray out to the open roads alone in the car was kinda bumpy...mounted the kerb for a sec...hahaha phew lucky the car wasn't scratch at one bit..nor dented i hope...

next the traffic was heavy all no thanks to the "rich" novena church goers who drove...wat a traffic jam... all this for wat? for me to get to the destination at marina square... hahaha

worse was yet to come... parking lots was far from many....i was suprise.. usually in the morning to work i would see the automated machine that reads the number of parking lots available at nearly 1300 0r 1400 odd....but today! on a saturday evening....141... hahaha

i had to make u-turns find a parking lot...and finally managed to find a nifty corner lot...but it was way at the other end where we were suppose to meet!!!

today was a first too i suppose...finally got to drive my buds home "for the first time" first stop paul's place...on the way there not only was the "road reparation works" was a hazard...even the people crossing illegally across the road were!

next to ken's place...there was a road block...funny thing was...i slowed down...looked at the traffic police...and he waved us on...the next thing he shone at us again...i slowly stopped in front and open the window...he asked "why din stop?" ...i din even wanna bother but said sorry...anyway its not my fault...crapz... well ken do know the story...

oh yeah the drive back home alone was cool...but lonely... oh wellz... worse bit...i had to park way far away from my car park lot....seems like the people in my area are well to do...hahaha darn....

well...the day ended abit on a tired note...but wat a 19 hr of nerve, sweat, anxiety, pain, happiness, tiredness and most importantly...one more year older...one more year wiser... this time... one more time street wise =)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Bruise, Battered and Torn...

manz...what a workout on saturday... chill out gym session in the morning with ken & paul turn out to be heart pumping, nerve wrecking and muscle-busting workout...

solely did bench presses...and oh boy...my arms and chest feels like a rock now....can't even scratch my back!! ouch!

lets see i think its going to be a long term thingy already...i really do hope the gym will do good...need to workout anyway.. =)

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all brawn and no brain ain't that good too...so decided to give the brain muscles some workout too!

booklist includes:

1. learn french in 15 mins...
2. learn thai
3. advanced french
4. history of thailand
5. photoshop
6. travel guide to thailand...

heeeee the thai fever has hit this clueless boy...i'm all out to enjoy my trip to bangkok later in the month! better save enough for the shopping! and great thai cuisine!!! yum =p

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more


alas....so romantic

Sunday, June 18, 2006

There's so much I wanna say...

attended one of my friend's wedding yesterday...the church wedding was a simple yet elaborate part... hehe...

I was part of the choir that sang for the newly-wed couple... can you believe it... i was nearly up to tears at the last part.. hahaha ish... one of us have move on to the next phase of her life... marriage...

i'm so happy for you, Andrew and Rina, may god bless you both in the new journey =)

to think that i'm just starting out on my next phase of my journey... don't really know which route i will take...

oh wellz. there's so much i wanna say...but no one to turn to... at least for now...

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Testing



oh wellz....

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Life's a mystery =)

half my life i wanna to scream out loud!

how i wish i had never had to say goodbye!

please forgive me if act alittle strange!

it feels like lightning running through my veins, whenever i look at you...

life's sure a mystery... like dices...you never really know what will be the outcome

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Changes

so many things are happening so fast...its nearly madness... i need to recharge and revitalise myself!

i need to stop! restart!

i'm like a lever without a fulcrum now... no centre point to balance...

Monday, June 12, 2006

Minor Tweaks

just touch up the blog abit... got some idea from some of the nicest blogs out there...

added music to the blog....hope it makes it groov-ier hahaha

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Retail Therapy

Just went to "Taka" to shop... spent a whopping 450 bucks! hahaha but its all worth it... coz it courtesy from "Taka" Vouchers! hahaha

2 new working pants, 1 cufflink shirt, 1 pierre cardin belt, 1 new braun buffel wallet, 1 new pair of shoes.... hahaha very little stuff bought and it cost 450 bucks...

i think the next trip will be at the end of the month... hopefully by then i get more sponsorship from "Taka" muahahaha

guess i need to get some nice cufflinks and ties....


Sunday, June 04, 2006

Leadership in Question

It took me quite awhile to piece this together...but i guess i'm not the right person to comment...

It is painful to see that people's efforts to maintain that great working attitude are being overlooked... Quite pathetic...

Leadership is in question here... some people are just great leaders in their field...they do great things they make great decisions... but these people lack one thing in their character...the foresight to retain and reward those who run the groundworks for them...


It is sad... I believe the best people are being overlooked everytime...

Am contemplating to move or not to move...

Sometimes your decision to learn new things spurs you on...the world is a great place with great opportunities...

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Baby Boom??

hahaha read today's papers and was kinda shock by our small birth-rates... 9,000+ in the first quarter of the year...and we see it as an achievement... okay at least its better than our previous year...

alright come on all the papas and mamas do some TLC we need those factories working and churning non-stop....hahaha

lets do another national record? 10,000 in the next quarter?

maybe the gahmen should throw in some more incentives... like...if the country hit 10K in births per quarter give bonus payouts... then hit 15k in births give better bonus payouts

make it a "national birth incentive scheme" like how we give our sporting atheletes medal incentives during major games

muahaha like they say...make love not war...

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Hearts of Gold

In this world...when there is evil, only will the good stand out... i do believe in that..without one another, neither will really exist...

Today good stood out...and i'm glad there are hearts of gold still around in a very much pragmatic and practical society..

hahaha

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Should I? Should I not?

I'm having a hard time... hahaha

looks like its time to move on to a greener pasture soon... and learn new things...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

hazy hazy nites.......

hazy hazy nites.... lol

can you believe it...i was up at 4am looking out my windows, and guess what...

the sky looks super gloomy... as though a layer of mist has descended on us... but alas...it seems more like soot & dust from the impending volcanic eruption coming from indonesia....

hahaha

Friday, May 12, 2006

Sweet Surrender....

ever wondered why the harder you try the harder it gets...

i'm wondering too... lol

maybe we just need to surrender to fate...

by the way life is sure getting tougher at work... kakaka

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Latest Updates!

oh wellz...life ain't that great until you have some achievements...

of course so far so good for me at workplace...so all is good...

now just hope that i can maintain my performance =)

well some great news are certainly up for grabs

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Silly Me...

din expect myself to get so frustrated today...argh!!!

anyway hope that i can really settle the problems...

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Specs......

now now....

anyone jealous? hahaha here's my new addition to the wardrobe...

my $380/- Hugo Boss Titanium Spectacles hahaha


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how about my new specs for a Golf GTI...Volks...hahaha shiok anot =)


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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Holiday!

I'm in need of a holiday trip!

Anyone interested in going? hahaha

I really need a nice short break!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Lack of updates...

lol...its been awhile since i last blog...really the workload is just overwhelmingly overwhelming...hahaha

just a typical day in my life at work...

7am leave house

745am reach office

anywhere from 730pm to 1030pm is knock off time...

by the time i get home... i'm darn tired...

i dun really mind the hardship at the moment...in fact i think i'm kinda liking it...crazy huh.. =P

as my 2nd full month of real work ends... i'm looking back at the wonderful experiences and more that will come... oh wellz... =)

Saturday, April 01, 2006

There's Something Strange In The Neighbourhood...

here's a kitten hiding in the small drainage....
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a walk down the car workshop area in sin ming... woah...bmw got squash like a fly... aiks, quick go buy 4d... =P
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retro gaming machine...dun look down on it ok...got nokia hp to win...wahahaha
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

FIRE!

damn it...now on course to learn finish my learning on insurance policies regarding housing loans...damn it...so much clauses to read hahaha

my head spinning liaoz lah! -_-!!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Work



that's where i'm currently working...woot...lots of new things to learn... of course not the kind of job to stay there for 20 to 30 years...but the place is full of opportunities... so must work hard for it =)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Seriously

seriously have you ever wondered.... why some people are just so plain rude, they have no respect for others... they think they are the biggest 'shots' in the world...

bleah... this sort of people are really out of this world... i cannot think of a better word to describe them than 'disgusting'

ok fine... taking the blows seriously is madness...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Ri.ch.mo.nd. Theory

when you feeling down, you double the pace of happiness and cast aside your worries..

when you feeling happy, share the joy in it and continue to spread the happiness...

Sunday, March 12, 2006

When I wish upon the stars above

i'm gazing at the moon tonite... just thinking where do i move along from now...since i got the engine moving... now my life will be accelerated... dunno how much time i have left...

when i wish upon stars above tonite...i still think of the things i need to do.... i still think of the people in my life...most importantly i still think of her...

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Behold!

my first goal of 2006 have been achieved...

now the 2nd and so forth will be in place...

behold! a new era has dawn....shudder you all shall be =p

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

the month's entry

tell you what....

march will be hectic for me...

weekends burnt....family appointments, wedding, home affairs to deal with...wat the...

monday to friday work work work.... so relatively going to be busy... expecting more meetings and stuff to attend... oh wellz....

going to kinda hectic but fun ain't it... i'm actually looking forward to it... dunno how tired i will get...but i'm sure the pay off will be good...

more experience learn i will, ups and downs the career will bring (sounds like master yoda)

Friday, February 24, 2006

History

yet another great man has passed on... my heartfelt sorrow to our country for her lost... an inspiration, a guiding light, a self-less character that shaped how we stand today in the world stage...

all is true about the words by Woodrow Wilson "the princes among us are those who forget themselves and serve mankind" how true indeed... i'm sure this great man of a heart so kind and a character of steel can be truly called a national hero

a legacy that will imprint on our history for time to come... my sincere gratitude to you

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how sad this week has turned out to be... at least for me... though i have never met the man before, his ideals and character have always been on my mind...lol coz deep down in my heart i have always wanted to work for the foreign ministry... alas meritocracy has been biased, talent comes second to academic qualification... and that has put me back

my brush with the ideals was way back in the 1990s...when i was just a young bloke seeking to expand my horizons... national interests and foreign diplomacy were top on my mind...

i'm a late bloomer i suppose... eventually i would like to carve a political career too... something which i can see myself doing something worthwhile before my own curtain closes =)

but simplicity is all i need...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Act Big

as always... the so called 'big boys' always play others out...

well done 'orzeeez' you think you are 2nd to only the 'you-s-a' think again...

what sort of supremacy logic you thinking? gaining benefits for yourself whilst denying others?

first you tell other countries how to deal with criminals... your citizens got killed... you say kill and hang the culprits... then when your citizens do illegal stuff and get others killed... you say be lenient and dunch hang them... how ironic

now in trade you say you liberal and all for free-trade...but you act like small kid trying to protect your turf... whilst trying by all means to gain access to other's turfs... what kind of bias logic is this?

even 'you-s-a' dunch do such thing...they say democratic means democratic...though its all bullz..at least they do what they say.... they say free trade with you...means free trade...you got restrictions..then also give you some restrictions...

now you take things for granted...so the backlash will be aplenty.... people got see what happening wan... no wonder recently your markets not doing so well....currency falling... country not doing well...even the heavens dun spare you...forest fire all over... weather going heywire... lol.... sad case...

no wonder until now also not in 'ar-see-yan' grouping...coz we dun wanna have you in it... give you face only let you smell our meetings...

Act big some more...think you good guy...go fly a kite... we got 2 big 'billion' people countries as backers and partners can liaoz... 3rd biggest 'you-s-a' also got can liaoz...

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this is all fictional crapz...there is no link to watsoever or anyone.... if you feel offended please dun bother about it... and change channel please =p

Controversy

now now....alot of controversy goin on recently hey.... nice work people...keeping everyone glued onto latest gossips and really controversial news...lol

i guess people just love to be involved in news hahahaha

now now...be good and wait for more good news...or 'bad' news hahaha

dunch we love our lives =p

Friday, February 17, 2006

Help is on its way!!!

wowz...what a amazing pre-election goody bag for almost all s'poreans....hmmmm not the best in the world but pretty amazing for a tiny city state =)

i guess no other country got the benefits given out in such a manner... hahaha

looks like the new year goodies going to get slightly bigger...

better than none ;)

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Renewal

seems like every organisations' got their own frustrating problems...

especially students' organisation...how funny...

leadership renewal seems to be a problem....especially when its volunteer work...

hahaha my buddy is having problems with it now....seems like we will always get entrapped by such a scenario...

is it a societal fault? we are pushing the bar a little higher, making everyone afraid to lose out in their studies? thus ensuring the mad rush to concentrate on education rather than social and relational skills?

"screw the extra curricular activities i say" must be wat our modern day student would say... "no money no talk" lingering in their mind, "my studies come first"... where did the selfless act of volunteerism gone? gone with the wind? hmmmm

seems like its not that studies is not important...but rather i think we are failing to multi-task already... lol...no wonder they say the cream of the crop is getting sour already... hahahaha =)

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Come forth to soothe my soul

i'm in need of a break...

far far away from here...

i wish i could leave everything behind for once...

and let my soul rest in peace...

Friday, February 10, 2006

My Pastimes

despite a heavy schedule coming up...i have been trying my best to juggle a few things... and i'm pretty amazed at it

i've got neopets still going on...

i'm playing maplestory... with 2 main characters... lol...

i'm reading my emails...

i'm surfing the net for news...

i'm eating definitely....

i'm going out to window shop....lol

i'm continuing my exercises...despite taken ill these few days....

boy oh boy oh boy...

ok time to get a life!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

F&F

Flu and Fever....

irritating timing...

downtime... unknown...

hunger... insatiable....

as usual...the stomach rules even when i'm sick... hahaha

Monday, February 06, 2006

Why the gap grows bigger?

guess another headline news in the financial world caught my attention

well recently a local bank just dished out big fat 'ang baos' or 'ang pows' to its 'exclusive' clients.... i.e the rich ones...

well the red packets are worth a whopping 10 grand...thats if they took a loan for a car.... of coz there are minute details... which i will omit...

what a bummer...

why dun they give people like me a loyalty 'ang pow' for sticking with them for 20 years? even a nice one year waiver off the $2/- per month if your savings account falls below $500/- sounds good...

i guess you can say we just got a little bias... we pamper and adore the rich, we just slave drive the poor... how unreasonable the world can be...

guess the income divide will just grow bigger... no election promises or government initiatives can ever eradicate this sort of divide... its all just a front.. which sadly i say most of us ignore...and carry on with our donkey lives...

on a lighter note... i think the aliens should just come and blast us out of outer space... hahaha

Sunday, February 05, 2006

When will the world end?

recent spate of world wide events have really sparked the rage...

western world attack muslim world....western world attack communist or renegade regimes....

western world telling the rest of the world how to manage their affairs...

haizzz...and everyone is retaliating in one way or another...

how sad thy world is.... if aliens actaully came and visit...they will be in for a nice surprise...

'haha we dun have to deal with the humans, coz they are dealing with themselves.. we will just take over it once they are done'

that would be what they would say....

haizzz...if only we are not that hot-tempered nor radically extreme?

Friday, January 27, 2006

The Search Is Over

after a long and tedious journey, thru countless interviews and what nots... its finally over!

looks like the year is going to get only busier and pressure-ful!

man....i can't wait to get started anyway... =) come one already, finish up the holiday break and let me start cranking the ol'engine in me

well from the looks of things, i would say i can well afford a trip to ROME soon =)

or maybe i should consider getting a car? of course not just myself footing the bill =p

hmmmm really gotta consider hard =)

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Twisted fate?

a glimmer of hope in a never-ending finale to this fiasco...

so how now, where do i go from here? the moment has come, where i will pen my self to a place where work seems so endless...life seem so lifeless... after all i did spend a period of my time there...

i'll be in good company of course...so now its time to wake up to reality, face the music and bite the bullet.

full-time concentration on building a career from scratch =) time to bring out the very best in me? ok then...looks like a twist in fate has led to this route...then so be it... my chance has come and i gotta grab it... moving along in the future will be for the future me to plan =)

Hmmmm

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.





Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

Monday, January 23, 2006

Meritocracy vs Talents

what happens when you choose academic meritocracy over talents? its going to produce a very one ended answer... bias selection

its kinda frustrating especially you seem to be on the other end of being academic bright... thats when you get shunned, hardly have a chance to prove yourself and probably get ostracised...

so its going to be hard, i've personally felt it this way recently... seems kinda bowled over...

when you want to join the very company you vision yourself working for, spending a large part of your life in building up and contributing a great deal to make it even better than before... its crushed by a lack of opportunity, a vote of no confidence to prove yourself...

they chose someone who got an honours degree in BA majoring in sociology... vs someone like me, just a normal degree in BA majoring in mass communications... for a job that i feel i'm more suited... so it seems that if i don't follow up by my honours i'm really done for...

now crushed is my dreams... crushed in my confidence... and definitely crushed in my very heart... so even for someone like me who achieved the pinnacle of education i'm still outgunned by someone who possess a higher certificate in academics... (lets not talked about honours or masters or doctarate) its about being on the same level in university...the university the pinnacle of formal education...and i'm still cast down...

so down goes my talents... down goes my chances of proving my capabilities... washed down is my very dream...

so where do i head to now? i'm not too sure, and its been a definitely frustrating time for me as pressures are beckoning just right up my door steps...

my 2 cents worth of thought on this... don't be biased in your selection, stop your cover act and say you are not bias and that you have given everyone a chance, never do these, if not you will lose the very talents that might bring your world one step closer to perfection or improvement...
how sad thy case =(

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Wintery season

its a long long winter time (ok following the northern hemi's seasonal timing) where i'm so bored...

life's so boring when you are all alone suddenly... family members are busy with their own worlds...buddies are both busy with their studies and ahem... missus... then friends around are all either too busy, wrong timing or just plain lazy to meet up...

so then, what am i missing in my life, that others seem to have? i'm clearly lost for the first time in my entire life... i have no direction, no motivation, no confidence and definitely lacking the attitude to break out of this ...hmmm what you call this? 'direcmodencetute' disease...bleh!

hopefully my prayers will be answered... which i guess not...at this moment in time...everything seems to be going against or away from me... what a bothersome wintery season i say... oh well

Gut-less....

21st september...

but me being passive didn't do nothing... how sad...

have i lost touch? have i gone mad? hahaha only god knows...

i'm so gut-less...

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Enough Already!

it seems that people around me are more anxious for me than i'm myself....

yes yes...choosing the right job or the right interest or right paycheck...ain't easy at all...

SO STOP bugging me about it! when the time comes for me to make a decision i will..thank you very much!

getting a job is not about competition here you know...its not about, we all graduate liaoz..see who can get a job first...what utter rubbish! so what you have a job first...

argh! i dun understand these woeful thinking... bleah...

for me, i know where i'm headed to eventually, i know my aspirations very clearly, i know where i should head first or at least somewhere first... so its going to take my clear headed skull to decide and not just jump head in first so as to get a job...

for what? oh, coz chinese new year here liaoz...your relatives will start asking, your cousins will start asking... go on and ask lor... i will just say job seeking still ^#&^@!%!$%

why in the world do you need to 'have face'??? is status and 'having face' so important? argh! get a gun and shoot me now please!

Quiz Galore

Health is most important in your life.



Having a high focus on health indicates that you are very health-conscious and you realize that if you don't have your health, you have nothing. You are devoted to living healthy.


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Intelligence



Intelligence is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend.
You like to be able to talk about everything that is on your mind,
and if your partner can't keep up, well, you know.
You are very attracted to someone who can challenge you,
and make you see things in a whole new way.


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muahahaha...some more quiz...oh wellz...

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Life on the Fast Lane

i feel restless...

i feel alittle pressured...

its getting tougher...

when will it all end?

Monday, January 16, 2006

IQ and Personality?

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Exceptional




ok its out... i'm a qualified dumb =)




Your Hidden Talent



You have the power to persuade and influence others.

You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.

The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.

Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!





ok....so what does this mean?

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Quizzes!

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet





You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.


wahaha to think i'm a romantic kisser? sure anot??? *faints* muahaha i like the second quiz though... melancholic temperament...sounds so sophisticated...hahaha yah right! =P

Saturday, January 14, 2006


You scored as Sociology. You should be a Sociology major!

Anthropology


92%

Journalism


92%

Sociology


92%

Engineering


83%

Biology


83%

Mathematics


75%

English


75%

Philosophy


75%

Theater


75%

Linguistics


75%

Psychology


75%

Chemistry


67%

Art


50%

Dance


42%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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Friday, January 13, 2006

Loyalty and Reality

my heart and soul breathes one place for me... the career that would be my life long ambition and work.. the place i truely believe i will belong and make it to the top..

alas all is not good... should i take the road less taken? looks like i gotta take the long route and work my way up =(

maybe so i should since i got time on my side and gain more experience first

so then, where should i go, whom should i place my expertise at?

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Zzzzzzz....

rain rain go away

come again another day! =(

Monday, January 09, 2006

Ahem....My Old Bud's Birthday Gifts

lol...so as usual... the 'old' buds...(paulz and moi..) gotta get something for the OLDEST 'bud' something for his upcoming birthday!

what better way then to get him a
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that's right! a monkey! after all...he not born rooster year wan hor =) hahaha and he's a bloody monkey anyway!

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ok the contents of the cards...though personal...but alas to share in this happiness is always fun... ok this is by me...

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this is by paulz...

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Jet Setting

now i know my search is over...

one world one word...

it's when the stars light up, it's in the air right now...

maybe i should leave the sanctuary of home and spread my wings wide =)

one way ticket to rome?

Friday, January 06, 2006

Lousy turn of events XD

life is getting more difficult in this phase of mine...

kinda lost at the moment to where i should move on to now...

muahaha just got the first job application turned down, coz i lacked the financial background...haha

oh wellz... hope my buddy jeremy gets thru his next week... hehe then he gets the big '7 eleven ' look alike pantry =)

and darn...the weather sure knows when to make it feel lousier by raining for the past 3 days...
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i've been given some hope but taken away just as abruptly as it came =x how sad...

another weekend just blown away... oh wellz...gotta keep myself occupied then... time to hit the books =)

on a brighter note, maybe there's a better place for me to go to... rome? hahaha karol oh karol how have you inspired me to follow your footsteps... =)

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

EYE OPENER!

well...one place sure gave me a big shock today...never did i imagine a workplace can be so ...hmmm how would i put it...extraordinary...

manzz...the pantry was like a 7 Eleven store... madness

the toilets have t.v screens...

talk about floors...they have them too... (t.v screens)

madness ya....

compared to .....uh.... oh wellz...

Monday, January 02, 2006

Trottering New Year

well...new year celeb...was just as 'gathering-ful' as christmas...family functions...meet up with a few friends in between...

then got one dude went to taiwan...so no choice..... i won't mention names =p you know who you are? right paul?

well then again...lets see the highlights of new year for me

31st dec 2005

familiy gathering, countdown, eat pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs

1st jan 2006

family continue gathering, countdown-ed, continue eat pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs, went west coast park when obviously east coast park was nearer so just we could eat at the McDs

2nd jan 2006

family continued the already gathering-ed, continue to eat the pig trotters (fresh ones) with eggs

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conclusion after this..from last year till this year its been one pig trotters feast...or otherwise fear factor family style...

oh boy...looks like i gotta cut down the meaty and oily stuff for the next week and go on a healthy veg diet, more exercise...

wellz...what a way to end the old and start the new years... XD oink oink