" i freakin hate you!"

never should have started... never should have made the first move... now i totally regret this...

leave you i shall to start afresh...

where my efforts are recognized and rewarded... where my words are taken seriously and given some thought

you are asking for it...my wrath... my anger...

"birthday thank you"

well first and foremost i would like to thank my family for the wonderful time.
not forgetting my ever trusty and faithful friends Paul and Ken for their birthday treats and presents...Addy for coming into my life through paul too...hahaha
last but not least...the rest of you all who wished me well too =)

"mixed feelings"

lately have been getting flaks from all corners of my life...
the one place i find true solace...is through you my GOD...

"I pray to you tonight, to guide me with strength and courage to overcome these trials you have placed in front of me. No mountain shall be too high for me to climb as long my faith is strong. I'm sure better days are ahead."

as i tear myself dry penning these thoughts to you, i hope someone understands the hurdle i face today and its something no one knows yet... a big leap of faith...