selfish singaporean

sianz....lunch was turned off by the ugliest of singaporean....

a family of 4 person was seated around a table and they had 6 chairs....2 were empty.... and when we asked them politely whether we could take a chair from them...

their answer was "NO...."

and i was there just looking at them watching them from the start of their meals to the end....no one else was seated on those SPARE chairs...then they left....

ugly singaporean....took a pic of them....

weary

life has its ups and downs....

so has every relationship....

yet how faithful one can be....

as long one other half loses faith....

all things end in weary fate....

Updates

I have shifted most of my attention to www.richmondtung.com for now...so this will have to suffice at the moment =)

its hurts the most when closest....

its hard to express my feelings right now... on one hand i wish i could just openly say what i need to but on the other its better not to....

expectations are mounting higher with no light in sight... how do i go on from here? i am supportive of others but yet no one supports me... it's only harder when people around me are already difficult to support. i gave my all and all i had in return is an obstacle harder to clear, a mountain too high to climb, a sky too far to reach.

2 weeks before it was a stressful one... the week after got written off... now its hurting most when the closest to you gave you an ultimatum...

i need to re-route all this hurt and anger to positive energy... my heart hurts and mind confused... nothing seems to be lasting... today i finally know... being practical is the only way.... if anyone is reading this....nothing wins money.... not even love... not even kindness...

prayers: for direction

waiting: for you dear

hurts....

its really frustrating at times....this week has been a bad week no doubt...

i guess i'm written off so badly by others i treat with respect, and am feeling sadden by it....

however so....i must persevere.... not just for my own sake but for my family and a very very special other half....

prayers: for pau & richmond
waiting: for directions

a prayer

hey bro,

am saying a little prayer here for you.... i do hope all the problems you faced will be uplifted to GOD and be taken away... let HIM give you rest from all the problems you face...

we will be there for you as always and hopefully you can share and open up your fears and anxiety to us let us share your problems with you and make it all better

your brother in christ richmond.....

multiple streams of income....

so right now am seated beside pau trying to get our hands on something big... =)

bbq?

yeah this coming friday bbq session! not too sure if it will happen though...but thanks to paul we will plan one!

yippie! now let's see

updates.....

hi everyone...just so i let you know...a revamp will be up soon.

i guess time after time i have delayed on certain things in life so its time to put it into action....

1.) 1 more blog will be added, one on financial planning
2.) updates on clueless and shunfuville are in the works....
3.) more pics for all the 3 blogs....

till i speak again here

life after 1 year

well, right here sitting beside her....its been 1 year ....life is great....thankfully by GOD's grace he let me found her in the midst of chaos and uncertainty....

=) i'm truly fortunate to be blessed

Medal at last....

well worth the wait...at least i get to see our country get a medal in olympics...although...it seems to be Singapore (mini-China) vs China...hahaha oh wellz....

anyway we have shown our mettle as a small country with diverse racial, religious and language mix...to have done well =) am proud to be a singaporean no doubt about it...

marathon training.....

well, its been awhile since i last updated....my gosh.... well lately started full time marathon training...and yes it is KILLING THE LEGS .....

not forgetting the bloody weak HEART and LUNGS! hahaha dunno how to survive....

we may never meet again...but yet...

yupz...time do past quite fast....it only seem yesterday when we were at primary, secondary, JCs and Polys then Unis.....

manz....time sure fly....and when i just browse thru the pics of my frens posted on facebook or friendster...can't help but think everyone i know are at least safe and sound =) its never more heartening to know that they are well...even though we may never meet again....but yet....

moving forward

yupz....now i should be full speed ahead in the career dept.... after a good break...settling some small stuffs here & there...

its time... the world should feel the ground-breaking movement i'm going to create =)

updates

have been quite lazy as well as busy to be updating the blog...but try to when i can like now hahahahaha...

well went to lombok...had a good time there wanna go back again!

the boys and gals celebrated my birthday over the weekend.... thanks all!

well looking forward to our small grp gathering again! 9th aug!

updates

busy at work....but not doing so great....

can improve more i guess...but thanks pau for the support =)

thank you dear for your support...dunno how i would survive if it wasnt for you

updates

it is been awhile since i last update the blogs....really hard to make time to do it....coz of my new work commitments....finally today i decided to blog it .....

yes work has been tough....no doubt about it...but i can see the rewards coming in already....

tired nites...endless struggles...

gotta push my limits....already at the limit....

how am i going to find people who are willing to really sit down and listen to me???

tough...but it somehow keeps me going through the long nites =)

2 people have placed their faith in me so far.....now how many more will?

trying my best with endless struggles .... now just meeting ends meet...

the weeks have gone by....am catching up...and ready to fly.....so hang on tight folks coz a hurricane is coming your way

running away like mad......

just when you needed help for something...everyone just seems unavailable....not free....not interested....great stewards of their own....hahaha life seems to be like that ain't it....

the social stigma attached to being in this sort of position sucks...but nevertheless by GOD's grace i've found those who spur me on with vigour. a tough road ahead but keep on trying they say...for giving up without trying is a true failure....(ken's quote from long time ago)

but trying over and over again but fail is a true blue success and totally respected....someday those who deny me now...will see the light =)

thanks addy, paul for all the support recently....and definitely thank you xinhui for that extra edge in support....