Thursday, July 01, 2004











THREE NICKNAMES YOU GO BY:
ah boy- mum always call me that (and both my bro and myself answer hahaha)
richmond- my dad calls me that, frds call me that
richie- close frds call me that

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
i'm too nice and thats the way it is.
i'm a forward thinker and out of that box thinker.
i like myself...in fact love myself hehe

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
i'm too "nice" and often taken advantage by ppl.
i'm too poor financially...hmmm gotta get rich if not how to live up to my name??? hahaha
i'm lazy......no comments on that though

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. love
2. life
3. people

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. being forced to do things
2. no one cares and appreciates
3. people

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. future
2. death
3. god

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. stay calm
2. be alert
3. enjoy the day


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
Adidas, Cadbury, Hugo Boss

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS (to date)
Melody- by David Tao (dun laugh zyan)
Ta He Ta De Gu Shi- by Elva (can't type that in chinese)
LIfe Goes On- by Leann Rimes

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
Father, Mother and Brother...who else do you think???

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. to gain weight and bulk...(always put it on, only to lose it)
2. help those less fortunate
3. be the person i wanna be...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. surfing the net
2. checking out new stuff
3. spending time with family and friends (its a hobby too)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
family, "L", food and money....lol (there i go again making someone name bad)

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. France
2. Italy
3. New Zealand

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be with my love ones and close friends
2. eat all the good food i can gorge myself...(hmmm might end up dead happily whilst eating hahaha)
3. be onboard the flight that takes us to outer space...so i might reach for the stars? :)

Just had a reflection today. i realise its hard to stand up for what you believe in. but no matter how hard it is, somehow we still have faith in it.

"Great powers come great responsibility"
"Is there no one else?"
"I will fight for love, I will die for love"
"Somethings change, some don't"

Dun be mistaken by those sentences. i was just reflecting through it somehow. thought they somehow make sense yet they don't. It feels sucky to know yet dunno.

If I had 1 wish. I would wish that i could turn back time and start all over again. To spend the whole life searching for the answer i was searching for and to help those i have not been able to help.

Maybe I'm destined to be alone and live life giving and never to get. Its the giving that fulfils, its the loving that I grow and understand. The answer i will get, will only come when my time ends in this lifetime.
woke up to a beautiful morning. had a dream last night. kinda nostalgic. sort of remembered the times when dad was here in gippy visiting and he bought loads of stuff for the whole house to eat. made dinner together with us in the house and had dinner together... crazy ah lun still got that funny face and wide gleeful smile that i suppose we all had too, as we tucked into the sumptuous meal. miss those times.

hmmm...anyway i still don't feel too well. going to grab a glass of warm milk and shower first. before heading off to uni for some stuff. thanks for your concern pple. but i think i won't die so easily. :) hmmm who knows, its better to go early than to live longer?