"La Storia"

up till now... i finally came to a conclusion that eluded me for nearly 3 years already...

i finally realise how stupid and insensitive i was back then... only one word comes into mind and its just "memories"

i guess i was not ready to in a relationship back then, not now, probably not in the near future or ... ... now i can realise how much she went thru, i wasn't matured enough to think and act back then...back then i could not differentiate what i needed to cherish and what i needed to let go

how much longer must this go on... will this time, this year, this moment of my life bring some light, as i search for answers.

"La Storia"

have been working quite hard recently to overturn my misfortunes of late... now i breathe new inspiration into my once dull and boring life...

life at the bank have been a real learning experience and i must say it changes one's perspective on life. i'm glad that my life have been paved this way right now. =)

though life seem alittle boring with work and the little time i spend with family and friends, each time seems alot more cherished than before.

i hid in my shell, a crab shell i must say... fearing the worse that i cannot handle being in contact with people. i nearly lost it back then as i shy away from gatherings or with meeting up with friends...so far i have only met one other person more than anyone else, haha thanks for all the kopi trips we had...haha great stuff i tell you yum yum =p

i'm all alone walking down this path of life...

" La Storia"

wellz, alot of things happened on my side... nothing much i can say but this... life can be really bad to you, ironic and good at the same time.

wonder how long more must i stay in limbo...not for long i hope...
i'm rather looking forward to what my new twisted future brings =)