Training....

kinda need to get my mind off the affairs of the heart...so put in all my efforts into doing training.. weights and long distance running for now...

kinda feeling burdened by it...dunno what the heck is happening darn! hahaha

Crappy Situations

Guess people around me are in really bad situations as i put it...

here i'm lamenting how much i wanna be attached to some great gal and probably how far-fetch it might be a reality...and here just round the corner i see relationships so shitty....i'm kinda lost for words....

the guys are so atrocious in the relationship...the gals just dun give up on them... the guys would control their every action, this cannot do that cannot wear...you cannot go out with frens except those i approve or even functions that your company has arranged..you just cannot attend. but oh well... i suppose love is blind...

not say that the gals are that bad...they are great people with good hearts and there they are suffering under the iron-fists their guy frens wield...funny...

hmmmm then dun say...3 way relationships also around the corner... i guess this one more tricky... i dun usually encourage it...but if it must happen..somehow it will...i guess its what they call "if its meant to be will be"

i'm not much a expert nor a critic... i'm just curious

Memories

i guess reading yan c's blog entry and paul's entry just today, made me realise how many memories i seem to be missing...

its been rather fast this few years....time really do fly... remember when i first left the country, remember when i first came back, remember when i first got my job, remember when i first felt an anguished pain that my grandpa left without seeing me graduate...

it is the painful memories that made me realise the good memories and how much i cherished them... people who walked with me thru this journey of life... even though we ended up our seperate ways all over the world...i'm sure we are always looking back to the good times we shared =)

its been 25 years...